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chahna
31st March 2009, 06:15 AM
Hi all!

If you've been watching you'll be wondering who I am. My shoot isn't up yet but I've been dying to go on the forums to the point where I'm now able to.. long before my shoot is revealed!

I'm so excited both for now having just that little bit more access to the site (I spend a lot of time each day checking this website to see the daily updates, though I am unable to view further then the news page) and to think that someday soon it'll be my turn to come up on the news page. Yay!

Looking forward to getting to know all of you a lot better..
.. and spending my holidays attached to this website.

-Chahna. <3

Melita
31st March 2009, 06:22 AM
Welcome to the forums beautiful lady! Hoping to see you around the office more really soon :)

oxoxox

tom2c7777
31st March 2009, 06:31 AM
Hi Chahna,

Welcome to the boards, it's always great to see models posting. I think you'll find us a friendly crowd here, members, models and staff, so I hope you have lots of fun chatting with fellow models and of course us members :)

What shoots have you done so far and how have you found the experience ? YAY indeed for the great day when you appear on the news page in Coming Attractions, then thrice YAY for the greater day when your shoot goes up :)

Hehe, a fine way to spend your holidays ;)

<3 tom

chahna
31st March 2009, 06:36 AM
Thank you Melita, I enjoy being around the office!

Tom:
So far I have done two solos and one DIM. All of which were some of the greatest moments of my life! I had been looking forward to working with Abby for so long and it was just a dream to get the opportunity more then once!
Yes! I can't wait to come up on the news page. I think the day I do I'll probably either faint or think I'm dreaming.. very surreal!

Chahna.

laktor
31st March 2009, 06:43 AM
Welcome aboard, lovely Chahna. I can say lovely because I've just looked at your profile pic.:) Of course, all the AW girls are lovely indeed. I'm definitely looking forward to your shoots (especially the DIM cos' I LOVE those;)) but also to getting to know you a bit better. So what else can you tell us about your young self and why were you looking forward to doing shoots for AW for so long? What peaked your interest and why did it take so long?

chahna
31st March 2009, 06:57 AM
Hey there laktor.

Yes, all the girls on Abby are lovely. Abby seems to have the bubbliest people on the planet! One walk into the office and you're surrounded by extroverted, sweet girls that you can always hold a conversation with!

I must say, the DIM was much much fun! I'll leave it a surprise who I was with but we really did have a blast.

Alright, well I'm 19, turning 20 in three weeks! And I'm a student, studying Photography. I'm Indian but been in Australia my whole life.
Otherwise I was once the most introverted person on the planet, but after moving out have been living life a little more and enjoying it twice as much!

Otherwise I'm a bit geeky. I love my computer, I'm a bit of a teachers pet (old habits die hard), and I also enjoy my car.

.. thus brings me to Abby. Found the website one day and thought it would be fun. After much procrastination went for an interview the same day I made the phone call. Loved the people, loved the atmosphere. And that sparked enthusiasm for the shoots. After a two weeks (the first week I had a bruise on my leg which wasn't cool) I had my first shoot and since then still get nervous, and excited every time I go back!

tom2c7777
31st March 2009, 07:10 AM
Hi Chahna,

Ah much to look forward to :) and you now have experience on both sides of the camera, I was going to ask which of stills and video you found better/easier, whatever but I just spotted a post by you on the subject which I shall read.

Glad that the outcome of the procrastination was a phone call to AW and a meeting with the lovely ladies, Oh and the jelly snakes that seem to be a staple of any visit ;)

<3 tom

laktor
31st March 2009, 07:10 AM
Well, I can say that I know exactly what you mean when you say that you can always hold a conversation with the AW girls because I've met a few of them myself. Not sure if you're aware that a few of them came to Las Vegas last year, so I did have the pleasure of meeting a few, including Melita, Chloe B. and Sue-ann.

Glad to hear you had a blast with the DIM. It's easy to tell how much fun the girls are having in most of them and that's part of what makes them so much fun to watch.

And you study photography? My camera and I have been busy together for decades, but it's all been film so far. I will be getting my first digital camera soon, although I can't afford a big, expensive one. Let's see if I'm a quick learner.;)

And you found this website one day...ah, surfing adult websites, are we?:eek:

chahna
31st March 2009, 07:14 AM
I must say, being in front of the camera is almost as much fun as being behind it!

I had a shoot the other day with a nude model, for my portfolio. I got to push out my experience onto her which came in handy. Processed the film today and the photos look great! I can't wait to have them all edited up and printed in time for mid year folio review!

Yes, I can't tell you how glad I am that I made that phone call.. probably one of the most beneficial phone calls I've ever made. My first shoot started off fairly shy, but it moved on quickly and I believe you see my develop in character and openness. You'll have to keep an eye out and tell me if you see that.

I feel that at least.

Chahna.

chahna
31st March 2009, 07:18 AM
How lucky are you laktor! I still enjoy meeting the AW models so I can't imagine how much fun it would have been meeting them for you!

Yes, my DIM was fabulous, it really was. Me and the other model (your surprise) got a little heated during the process. But there was lots of giggles and some very strong orgasms. That's probably why it's so good to watch.. cause it's so good to shoot!

And yes, I study photography. Love it! Though I have a tendency to shoot film rather then digital. I just love processing my negs myself. Once you've got film digital is easy.. which means you'll be fine when you get around to picking up a digi camera.

lol, I saw an add asking for a photographer to tell you the truth. But I was a bit late. Soon after looking at the add over many days I decided I wanted to be a part of this and jumped on board!

Chahna.

frontfoot
31st March 2009, 07:21 AM
*smooches Chahna*

Wow.. cool name.. sounds like "Sharna"? That would be just right for an Aussie-Indian girl! ;)
It's so great to hear models enjoy what they do here.. then we enjoy it more.
Welcome, and long may the spark last!

<3

chahna
31st March 2009, 07:32 AM
*Chahna smooches frontfoot back*

Yes, it does sound like Sharna, but with a C.. and no R?
Well yay, nice to know it suits me!

You should enjoy it! That's why we do it really. Besides, why do it if you don't enjoy it?

Am I making any sense??

Chahna.

tom2c7777
31st March 2009, 07:36 AM
I must say, being in front of the camera is almost as much fun as being behind it!

I had a shoot the other day with a nude model, for my portfolio. I got to push out my experience onto her which came in handy. Processed the film today and the photos look great! I can't wait to have them all edited up and printed in time for mid year folio review!

Yes, I can't tell you how glad I am that I made that phone call.. probably one of the most beneficial phone calls I've ever made. My first shoot started off fairly shy, but it moved on quickly and I believe you see my develop in character and openness. You'll have to keep an eye out and tell me if you see that.

I feel that at least.

Chahna.

I thinks that one of joys of AW is being able to see that development as you become more confident. As to using your experience, Jacki (not sure if you've met, photographer and ex model) made a comment a few months ago that struck a chord with me

"One of my biggest priorities as a photographer is trying to create a shoot that the model will be happy with. Having been a model I know what it's like to have photos out there in the world for people to see. That's why I like to know that you're happy with the ones that are out there..."

both as personal philosophy and an attitude that somehow typifies AW. That and the fact a number of other staff members have been or are still models comes through in the shoots.

Good luck with the mid year review.

<3 tom

laktor
31st March 2009, 07:47 AM
Processing negs is something I actually never learned, so you're the lucky one, Chahna. I just read in another thread that you managed to have a non-IM orgasm in one of your solo shoots. It's so amazing to me that new models can feel so relaxed to do that with other people in the room, even though the videographer is a woman. But we're glad you can!:D Well, you know there's quite a time difference between here and Australia, so it's time for some shuteye. Hope to see you on the boards a lot...or whenever your time allows it. And I have a sneaking suspicion it won't be long before one of your shoots comes up, probably the DIM first as they have been coming up more quickly than the solos.

frontfoot
31st March 2009, 07:49 AM
*Chahna smooches frontfoot back*

:o


You should enjoy it! That's why we do it really. Besides, why do it if you don't enjoy it?

Um.. the money perhaps? :D
In many cases though the money seems to be secondary to an empowering experience, which is great. I really enjoyed Blaire's recent redux video thinking about what she's been through and what she has shared with us and here she is bubbly as ever. It's great for us when models need abit of a lift we can be there. Corny, but true. :cool:

chahna
31st March 2009, 07:55 AM
I thinks that one of joys of AW is being able to see that development as you become more confident. As to using your experience, Jacki (not sure if you've met, photographer and ex model) made a comment a few months ago that struck a chord with me

"One of my biggest priorities as a photographer is trying to create a shoot that the model will be happy with. Having been a model I know what it's like to have photos out there in the world for people to see. That's why I like to know that you're happy with the ones that are out there..."

both as personal philosophy and an attitude that somehow typifies AW. That and the fact a number of other staff members have been or are still models comes through in the shoots.

Good luck with the mid year review.

<3 tom

That's very true. Abby does a great job making sure that the photos the model is in are her photographs. They have her feel, they have her personality, and they are run by her!

Thank you, Mid year review is tomorrow. :S I'm frantically editing images.

Chahna.

chahna
31st March 2009, 07:57 AM
Processing negs is something I actually never learned, so you're the lucky one, Chahna. I just read in another thread that you managed to have a non-IM orgasm in one of your solo shoots. It's so amazing to me that new models can feel so relaxed to do that with other people in the room, even though the videographer is a woman. But we're glad you can!:D Well, you know there's quite a time difference between here and Australia, so it's time for some shuteye. Hope to see you on the boards a lot...or whenever your time allows it. And I have a sneaking suspicion it won't be long before one of your shoots comes up, probably the DIM first as they have been coming up more quickly than the solos.

Thanks laktor, it's good to be able to feel so comfortable in front of other people. It means that you guys get to enjoy the results!

Enjoy your sleep and I'll catch you on the boards when you're on next (knowing me I'll be here almost daily. I develop habbits :))

Chahna.

chahna
31st March 2009, 07:59 AM
:o
Um.. the money perhaps? :D
In many cases though the money seems to be secondary to an empowering experience, which is great. I really enjoyed Blaire's recent redux video thinking about what she's been through and what she has shared with us and here she is bubbly as ever. It's great for us when models need abit of a lift we can be there. Corny, but true. :cool:

Haha, that may be the case but why bother? It seem to me that the experience far outweighs anything else. I guess that's why lots of girls come back for more!

Chahna.

chahna
31st March 2009, 11:24 AM
Ah, after a long few hours I have finally finished editing my works for my WIP tomorrow. So excited! I'll post up some thumbnail pics sometime tomorrow to show you what I get up to in my spare time. :D

Chahna.

bookmanz
31st March 2009, 12:12 PM
Chahna, I like what I'm seeing. Beautiful dark hair and dark eyes. Looking forward to seeing some of your photography.
Welcome to the forums!

chahna
31st March 2009, 12:25 PM
Thank you bookmanz.

I must admit I'm looking forward to seeing my photos as well.. it's not everyday you see yourself like that!

And the second thing I must admit is that I don't have dark hair any more.. in fact.. it's red. And it looks a little bit like this:

Jenny-Lee
31st March 2009, 12:32 PM
Wow that is red indeed! Hello Chahna, nice to read about your adventures so far. My hair's red too but I'm a lot more shy about it -- the red bits are only subtle and hiding behind me most of the time. I would ask if you put henna on your hair but it seems rather too red to be pure henna!

Good to hear about your WIP, do let us see it :)

<3 J-L

lovezhairy
31st March 2009, 12:54 PM
a lot of posts for first day on the job, terrific photo and i look forward to seeing your shoots and vids soon :)

tom2c7777
1st April 2009, 03:57 AM
Hi Chahna,

I hope all went well with your WIP.

Thank you for the lovely picture, you have lovely eyes and smile :)

Looking forward to seeing some of your work, other than the AW ;)

<3 tom

chahna
1st April 2009, 06:24 AM
Hey all, well since you're interested, here are some thumbnails of the images I used for my WIP today.

Just so you know, it went well. Got lots of fantastic feedback from both the teachers and the students (to which I don't really know anyone.. so I commend them on talking to a stranger about their work).

Now I've got to go back out and take more photos!

Chahna. <3

chahna
1st April 2009, 06:26 AM
Wow that is red indeed! Hello Chahna, nice to read about your adventures so far. My hair's red too but I'm a lot more shy about it -- the red bits are only subtle and hiding behind me most of the time. I would ask if you put henna on your hair but it seems rather too red to be pure henna!

Good to hear about your WIP, do let us see it :)

<3 J-L

Hi Jenny-Lee!
Yes well the red isn't henna.. I believe it had to be bleached to get it that red. I just hope it stays in that vibrant until the next visit to the salon! It's faded a bit since then (though that was only two days ago!) but colour seems to do that.

Chahna.

frontfoot
1st April 2009, 06:42 AM
*waves*

Cool pics! I can understand developing your negatives to get such pics would be very rewarding.. but don't you sometimes want afew extra snaps?

ps. What is a WIP exactly? Work in progress?? :o

tom2c7777
1st April 2009, 06:42 AM
Hi Chahna,

Congratulations :)

Having just seen the thumbnails I'm not surprised that you lots of fantastic feedback, they are very impressive. I particularly like the second, at first glance I thought candles then realised it was harbour piles capped by white candle like tops.

Have fun taking the pictures

<3 tom

chahna
1st April 2009, 06:53 AM
*waves*

Cool pics! I can understand developing your negatives to get such pics would be very rewarding.. but don't you sometimes want afew extra snaps?

ps. What is a WIP exactly? Work in progress?? :o

Well not all of them are from negs truthfully. Some of them are digital, especially the night shots. But yes, sometimes I do want extra pictures.. then I just use more film! See the habit I've developed now is taking my time to take each shot so that you know you get exactly what you want in one frame. Though it depends. I seem to know when I want each camera, there are times when I won't take my digital camera with me and vice versa.

WIP - Work in Progress. Got it in one. For Uni folio.

Chahna.<3

chahna
1st April 2009, 06:55 AM
Hi Chahna,

Congratulations :)

Having just seen the thumbnails I'm not surprised that you lots of fantastic feedback, they are very impressive. I particularly like the second, at first glance I thought candles then realised it was harbour piles capped by white candle like tops.

Have fun taking the pictures

<3 tom

Oh Tom I didn't mean literally! I'm on holidays as of 3 days so I'll be taking it easy till then. Been working very hard to get myself to this point and now I need to reeelaaaax. Well, aside from 3 assignments due on Friday! :|

Thank you! I was unsure before hand but now after WIP I feel much happier with my work!

Chahna.

tom2c7777
1st April 2009, 07:07 AM
Hi Chahna,

Hehe,getting carried away with ny enthusiasm for the pictures ;) Are these the holidays


.. and spending my holidays attached to this website.

:eek: 3 by Friday, ahh brings back memories of my Uni days or indeed of the last couple of hours trying to scrabble together material for a short hopefully humourous paper I rashly (yesterday) agreed to deliver today at a conference to help fill a sudden gap caused by illness.

A well placed happiness, it's always good to get that confirmation.

<3 tom

chahna
1st April 2009, 07:12 AM
Hi Chahna,

Hehe,getting carried away with ny enthusiasm for the pictures ;) Are these the holidays



:eek: 3 by Friday, ahh brings back memories of my Uni days or indeed of the last couple of hours trying to scrabble together material for a short hopefully humourous paper I rashly (yesterday) agreed to deliver today at a conference to help fill a sudden gap caused by illness.

A well placed happiness, it's always good to get that confirmation.

<3 tom

Well enthusiasm is great! Especially if it has anything to do with any art form (even better if it's photography) ;P
Yeah, welcome to University. Population: millions. Role in society: to study in order to better the population.. or themselves.

Did you get the material together alright?

Chahna.

chahna
1st April 2009, 07:13 AM
Are these the holidays
<3 tom

Ah yes, the ones I was talking about. Start in 3 days. Yay!

Chahna. xx

laktor
1st April 2009, 07:57 AM
I particularly like the second, at first glance I thought candles then realised it was harbour piles capped by white candle like tops.



What are harbour piles and why would they be capped by white candle like tops?

And I've never, ever taken a single digital picture.

tom2c7777
1st April 2009, 08:36 AM
Well enthusiasm is great! Especially if it has anything to do with any art form (even better if it's photography) ;P
Yeah, welcome to University. Population: millions. Role in society: to study in order to better the population.. or themselves.

Did you get the material together alright?

Chahna.

Hi Chahna,

Aye, all for enthusiasm:)

Yes, got it all together and kicked into some sort of shape, it not that critical as it not meant to serious so I'll probably 'wing it' a little, that enthusiasm again ;)

How long are the holidays for apart from being attached to Aw are you doing anything?

<3 tom

Laktor,

Harbour piles are wood, metal (either solid or as a form for poured concrete) baulks driven into the harbour floor to provide support for structures like jetties or piers. Sometime as stand alone to act as mooring points for vessels or as break waters. In a lot of cases the original structure has fallen into disuse and been dismantled but the piles remain, it being difficult to pull them out. They can be capped by things like radar reflectors or channel signs (like road signs). The white candle like caps have probably been added by Chahna for artistic reasons, which she may confirm.

tom

casgrain
1st April 2009, 04:04 PM
Alright, well I'm 19, turning 20 in three weeks! And I'm a student, studying Photography. I'm Indian but been in Australia my whole life.


Sorry to have taken so long to welcome you to the board Chahna. After reading your input, may I say you don't look too Indian to me compare to Zasha for example.

BTW, I've added you to the birthday schedule.

alexbee
1st April 2009, 07:49 PM
What are harbour piles and why would they be capped by white candle like tops?

And I've never, ever taken a single digital picture.

The white tops are to keep the seagulls from landing (and pooping)!

bookmanz
2nd April 2009, 01:19 AM
Chahna, thanks for the pics. I think you will do very well with your uni photography. I do like your hair style and color very much!

tankeroni
2nd April 2009, 02:31 AM
A very apt name indeed! (Chahna means " to desire " in Hindi )

chahna
2nd April 2009, 05:53 AM
Tom, as of today I started on my holidays, so I'm pretty excited. Rolled up lots of film so I hope to go out to new places and go photography mad. Hopefully it means that I'll end up with something to show for by the end of the two weeks. :D

Tom, laktor: Also.. I didn't add the white caps.. they were actually on the harbour piles themselves - I believe the collection I photographed was supposed to be a sculpture.

Casgrain, thanks for adding me, the 26 is coming up so soon it's not funny! And I know, I'm pure Indian, both my parents were born there, all their families were from there and they certainly look it. Don't ask what happened to me though, I really don't know. The rest of my family look Indian. I always question whether I was adopted but it seems I have the same birth mark under my arm as my mother does so there goes that idea.

bookmanz, thanks! I hope to go well too, and I adore my hair..most of the time ;P

tankeroni, I did not know that though I should have. Or maybe I just forgot. :S

<3 Chahna.

laktor
2nd April 2009, 06:16 AM
Hey Chahna, enjoy your vacation and have fun going picture mad.:D So, all the shoots you've done were before the red hair look, meaning we will see dark hair when the shoots go up?

I'm pretty happy today because I got all of my holidays approved that I requested. Hopefully, in January, I can get back to Australia again if I can get a decent airfare and can save up. I've been there nine straight Januarys. Love the hot weather there compared to the freezing cold over here at that time of the year.

tom2c7777
2nd April 2009, 06:22 AM
Hurrah for the start of holidays. Happy hunting, finding new places and subjects to photograph :) I'm having a restful (boisterous new puppy allowing!) few days after the excitements:rolleyes: of the conference.

Thanks for the info on the harbour picture.

<3 tom

chahna
2nd April 2009, 06:37 AM
Hey Chahna, enjoy your vacation and have fun going picture mad.:D So, all the shoots you've done were before the red hair look, meaning we will see dark hair when the shoots go up?

I'm pretty happy today because I got all of my holidays approved that I requested. Hopefully, in January, I can get back to Australia again if I can get a decent airfare and can save up. I've been there nine straight Januarys. Love the hot weather there compared to the freezing cold over here at that time of the year.

Yes, holidays are nice. Too bad they fly by so fast!

Actually you'll be seeing a bit of both.
One dark hair solo, One red hair solo (though it was a little bit more subtle then, I've just revamped it), and a DIM in the same red.

Yay! Australia is fun. Anywhere in particular you're going to visit this time? The weather is lovely at the moment, sunny but not too hot. It can get a bit much during the hot months.

Chahna.

chahna
2nd April 2009, 06:40 AM
I'm having a restful (boisterous new puppy allowing!)


New puppy? Cuuuuute! You'll have to post up a photo so I can see.
So why a dog rather then a cat? (I'm a cat lover :P)

Chahna.

tom2c7777
2nd April 2009, 06:55 AM
Hi Chahna,

Your wish is my command, may I introduce Bellerophon aka Bello and appropriately Billy Ruffian

Which way is Melbourne?
17546

We also have two moggies so are fellow cat lovers. We'd been thinking about a puppy for some time when a friend's Newfoundland had a litter of nine we went to see them and were smitten :)

Aphra Behn
17547

and her mad brother His Grey Eminence T S Eliot
17548


<3 tom

chahna
2nd April 2009, 07:01 AM
Tom, how cute! He's so fluffy! Almost looks like a full grown puppy with all his fur. And what a cute little nose! Ah, almost makes me want to play nintendogs (my puppy crave curing game).

Well it's nice to see you have cats as well. Very cute. The top one looks almost exactly like one of my friends cats. Though his is a little bit evil :S

How old is the puppy?

Chahna. :)

tom2c7777
2nd April 2009, 07:18 AM
Hehe I like the notion of having a puppy crave curing game :)

He's nine weeks old and growing at an astonishing rate.

I think I saw a picture of your two cats both black?

<3 tom

chahna
2nd April 2009, 07:31 AM
lol, yes, well I think the reason why I'm not hugely into dogs anymore was because one got taken away from me as a kid (my parents thought it would be better off with their friends in a farm - the dog was happy but missed us, had a few puppies of his own). So now I'm a cat girl.

Yes, both the cats are black. One's tiiiiny but she's actually 4 years old and has a strange spot on her back that if you touch has some weird effects, and the other is big and bulky and loves to get into fights (he recently had the top of his ear nibbled off) and for that reason is begging us to feed him 4 times a day (to which we don't).

<3 Chahna.

chahna
2nd April 2009, 07:43 AM
Felt like revealing a little bit more about myself. Just a little bit. So...

toeluvr
2nd April 2009, 07:48 AM
Hi Chahna!

Welcome to the boards! It seems you've settled right in here with over 60 posts in just a few days!!! You'll be a "Posting Queen" before you know it!! :) I look forward to seeing your shoots. And seeing more of your own pictures you capture.

<3<3 Marty

tom2c7777
2nd April 2009, 07:53 AM
Thank you for giving into to your feelings, any time...;) Indeed very lovely :)

Hehe, well he needs to keep up his strength! With uour two it's Aphra who although only little is the fiesty one, She doesn't take any nonsence. It can be quite comical to see her back arched, fur standing on end hopping sideways down the garden to do battle which forunately rarely happens. The neighbourhood moggies seem to have come to an accomodation probably because there are so many of them.

Weird effects ?

<3 tom

chahna
2nd April 2009, 07:55 AM
Ah yes, Marty, I'm a post-a-holic. Once my shoots are up there really will be no stopping me! Besides, I can't really think of a better way to spend my first afternoon on holidays! Ah yes, still very excited.

Oh there's no worry there, I'll be revealing more of myself as the days go on. Just to keep you interested :D

<3 Chahna.

chahna
2nd April 2009, 07:58 AM
Weird effects ?


Oh yes! I remember when the little one, Coco, came into the house one day with a tail 5 times as thick and fluffy (she usually has a very skinny tail). I honestly thought it was a possum and had to do a double take!

Yep! If you scratch Coco's back in just the right spot she kicks her head up, begins to rotate it while sticking her tongue in and out - she looks like one of those clowns you stick balls into their mouths at the fair!

And you're welcome ;)

Chahna. xx

sweatyfox
2nd April 2009, 08:39 AM
Hey Chahna,

Hello and welcome to the boards. Hooray for another beautiful young lady coming to talk to us here. Wow so you've got Indian heritage but you're right in that it does look like you've got a few different things in the mix there which together make you the smoulderingly sexy lady you are today. :)<3

I did think from your avatar that you looked very pretty so to suddenly see you with a new hair colour is quite a surprise but I like it, funky and stylish. As long as it compliments the rest of you which is does.

I'm a cat person too so you can indulge in any cat related talk or photos if you wish to.

So in your first shoot will we see the dark haired or red haired Chahna I wonder?

What other types of shoot might you be interested in?

No more questions for now, I shall hopefully pop in very soon to say hi again.

Take care,

SF

chahna
2nd April 2009, 09:13 AM
Hi SF,
Yes, I do look like a bit of a mix, though don't ask me where - I'm yet to know myself! But I don't get many people thinking I'm Indian, that's for sure!

Thank you! I do believe that after a few months it will be back to brown, I just enjoy a bit of a change every now and again. And I just felt like being a little outgoing, something that I don't get to do often.

Hoorah for cats! I've uploaded a cute little piccy of my cats. First one's Coco, Second one's DJ. Aren't they cute?!

And yes, the first shoot you will see me with dark hair, then moving on to red for the rest. (I have done two solos, one DIM and an intimate moment.) Just had my health checks done too so I'm hoping to jump into a T3 soon enough!

<3 Chahna.

tom2c7777
2nd April 2009, 09:18 AM
An interesting reaction, she returns to 'normal' as soon as you stop ?

Cute indeed :)

YAY for T3's

<3 tom

casgrain
2nd April 2009, 03:47 PM
Oh there's no worry there, I'll be revealing more of myself as the days go on. Just to keep you interested :D

<3 Chahna.

It's working. :p

chahna
2nd April 2009, 10:45 PM
An interesting reaction, she returns to 'normal' as soon as you stop ?


She does.. though she does glare at you. I've thought it was a little bit like if you touched a female in her intimate places. She's going to enjoy and have a reaction (assuming she's not someone you just met off the street!) but she may glare at you for your spontaneity if it was totally uncalled for.

Chahna.

chahna
2nd April 2009, 11:24 PM
For your daily dose, as promised :D
(These are taken upside down through a mirror, mm.. fullness!)

<3 Chahna. xox

Loiner
2nd April 2009, 11:44 PM
Hi Chanha, thanks for the pics. I was just reading through your thread from the first page, when I switched to this page my jaw just dropped. You are certainly a stunning lady with a great body.

It's also great that you have come here to share your photos and to tell us about yourself. Like amny other models before you, you seem to have a genuine love and enthusiasm for AW and I hope that you continue to stick around, both in front of the camera and here on the forum.

<3<3<3 L.

chahna
2nd April 2009, 11:49 PM
Thanks Loiner,
I don't think you'll be able to get rid of me if you want to!! I'll definitely continue to stick around, and I look forward to hearing more from you soon!

<3 Chahna.

casgrain
3rd April 2009, 02:04 AM
WOW, those are big boobs. :D

tom2c7777
3rd April 2009, 03:10 AM
WOW!! after picking myself up off the floor ;) What a way to start the day, beautiful, thank you :)

How was your first day of holidays ?

<3 tom

silkenshadow
3rd April 2009, 06:10 AM
Chahna, came to your thread to introduce myself and what do i see, something amazing. Thanks for the photos and I am sure you are going to be a hit on the site. My name is Alison and I have been a subscriber for a long time. I truly admire AW for its positive protrayl of women. I do hope you have foud your experience enjoyable so far. How did you hear about AW and what made you model?? I always want to know. Come visit my thread sometime, its under mundane chatter. KISSES.

chahna
3rd April 2009, 06:46 AM
WOW, those are big boobs. :D

Yes, apparently they are. Don't ask me how they came about.. When I was a kid I used to think I'd never get boobs. I was very very wrong :P

Chahna.

chahna
3rd April 2009, 06:49 AM
How was your first day of holidays ?
<3 tom

Hey Tom,
Yes! Well now I know how I'll intrigue you guys daily. Mm photos. One day I shall get myself a point and shoot (I have an SLR and mobile phone) so my happy snap photos will be of better quality.

My first day of the holidays was surprising. After starting my morning here on the forums I get a call from AW asking me to come in and do another DIM with a girl who's going overseas tomorrow. Two hours later I find myself in AWHQ about to embark on a new adventure. I must say it was much much fun!!

Chahna. xx

chahna
3rd April 2009, 06:53 AM
Chahna, came to your thread to introduce myself and what do i see, something amazing. Thanks for the photos and I am sure you are going to be a hit on the site. My name is Alison and I have been a subscriber for a long time. I truly admire AW for its positive protrayl of women. I do hope you have foud your experience enjoyable so far. How did you hear about AW and what made you model?? I always want to know. Come visit my thread sometime, its under mundane chatter. KISSES.

Hi Alison, thank you for making yourself known!
Thank you thank you, I hope that I can provide you guys as much entertainment as I can possibly push out. It's such a rush hearing your feedback! And AW is really a fantastic site.

I have found my experience so rewarding, where every time I go into AWHQ I come out more confident and happy with myself, and my body. I heard about it when I saw an add for a photographer, and after some procrastination decided to try out as a model. Not very long later I find myself at the HQ and having the time of my life!

<3<3 Chahna.

chahna
3rd April 2009, 08:19 AM
Oh and I have to tell you about the most beautiful orgasm I had yesterday!

After reading something on here about using a bullet vibrator inside you with clitoris stimulation, I decided to try it myself with my man and did. It was THE most beautiful lengthy orgasm I've had in a while. Made me feel so at ease that I don't remember anything past feeling peaceful and waking up this morning.

Mmm.. something for tonight I think!

Silly how the Ivibe rabbit didn't really do it for me but the free bullet that came with it was just wonderful!

Chahna <3

tom2c7777
3rd April 2009, 08:58 AM
Hey Tom,
Yes! Well now I know how I'll intrigue you guys daily. Mm photos. One day I shall get myself a point and shoot (I have an SLR and mobile phone) so my happy snap photos will be of better quality.

My first day of the holidays was surprising. After starting my morning here on the forums I get a call from AW asking me to come in and do another DIM with a girl who's going overseas tomorrow. Two hours later I find myself in AWHQ about to embark on a new adventure. I must say it was much much fun!!

Chahna. xx

Wheee Now that's what I call a damn fine, if surprising start to the holidays :) Hehe instead of you finding someplace to take pictures, it found you, with you being one of the models :)

You'll never hear saying no to photo's :) The candids that models post on their own threads are a wonderful bonus and it's fascinating seeing the models own work as opposed to the AW. Sometimes they can be almost mini photoshoots. In addition there are a couple of photograhy threads in the "Tech Art" forum.

I wonder what the second day of your holidays will bring ;)

<3 tom

bookmanz
3rd April 2009, 11:55 AM
Wow Chahna, Thanks for the pics! Beautiful breasts you've got there!:)

frontfoot
3rd April 2009, 12:30 PM
*shelters from storm under Chahna's boobs*

;)

It looks like late developers get that little bit extra, like Chloe also.. can you believe she was dubbed "surfboard"? :D

chahna
3rd April 2009, 01:17 PM
I wonder what the second day of your holidays will bring ;)


Well I hope that the second day is nearly as exciting as the first!
How about yourself, what did your day bring?
Also, what are some of your hobbies and interests, just for personal curiosity and future reference.. :)

Chahna :D

chahna
3rd April 2009, 01:19 PM
Thank you bookmanz and frontfoot! I feel quite lucky myself.. besides it makes living easier.. being a lucky lady and all ;P

Yes I know! The only thing was I wasn't a late developer.. I just believe the worst of everything will happen to myself so I thought I wouldn't get boobs but I was the second to develop out of my friendship group. Thing was they never really stopped till a year after I left high school!

<3 Chahna xx

abbyapp
3rd April 2009, 01:35 PM
I have found my experience so rewarding, where every time I go into AWHQ I come out more confident and happy with myself, and my body. I heard about it when I saw an add for a photographer, and after some procrastination decided to try out as a model. Not very long later I find myself at the HQ and having the time of my life!
It is great to hear that you are having such a positive experience with AW: that is just how it should be, and long may it continue. You seem to have just the right attitude, so I am looking forward to seeing your shoots. If you enjoy it, and we enjoy it then it is the perfect win-win. :)

chahna
3rd April 2009, 01:48 PM
I really don't understand how someone could not enjoy it abbyapp. That is of course if they went in with the right frame of mind and expectations.
I do believe you should enjoy my shoots, and I look forward to hearing the feedback from yourself so I can further improve and therefore enhance your experiences!

xx Chahna.

abbyapp
3rd April 2009, 01:55 PM
I am looking forward to your shoots going up all the more now! I will give you some feedback, and I hope you will find it useful.

xx Abbyapp.

tom2c7777
3rd April 2009, 02:06 PM
Well I hope that the second day is nearly as exciting as the first!
How about yourself, what did your day bring?
Also, what are some of your hobbies and interests, just for personal curiosity and future reference.. :)

Chahna :D

Hi Chahna

Well fingers crossed that it does :)

The day is still underway but alas nothing exciting since early this morning and logging in to find pictures :) Just work, catching up on the progress of a project I'm directing, responding to e-mails and queries, just about finished so thinking of calling it a day.

As for hobbies and interests my main one is Reading (Naval history,(not surprising as I'm a Naval Historian) History in general, Biographies, Sci fi, Crime Fiction, Poetry), Walking, Archaeology, Astronomy/Science in general, AW, Beer, Cooking, Music (from Handel and Bach through Pink Floyd and Led Zeppelin to Arcade Fire and The Muse with a wee diversion into Celtic Folk/Rock via Runrig) Going to exhibitions recently Picasso, The History of Hats, Charles Darwin and in a couple of weeks one on the Baroque. More than you ever wanted to know!

How about you in addition to photography?

<3 tom

chahna
3rd April 2009, 02:16 PM
Hi again Tom,

Wow, history is really fascinating. Too bad for me I have the memory of a goldfish so none of the information is retained no matter how hard I try in retaining it (and trust me, I really try!). I also enjoy walking and music (though my tastes are more in metal and rock.. and I absolutely love Muse!), and I have many people surrounding me that enjoy Sci fi (and are slowly teaching me.. slowly).

In addition I like food (I have a very big appetite!), driving my car on a relaxing day, the internet, looking at people from a distance and observing, cats, trying new things, reading girly novels (though I also have a comic or two that I'm reading at the moment), changing my hairstyle, and procrastinating.

But that was a really difficult question to answer, I don't believe I have strong hobbies and interests as most things in life is one for me.

<3 Chahna.

tom2c7777
3rd April 2009, 02:38 PM
Aye, I count myself lucky that I'm doing something that I really do enjoy, work is not truly work except when it's verrrrry long boring meetings chaired by those with an inordinate love of their own voices but alas little of substance to say. Steeling myself for one of those on Monday:( but I shall console myself by plotting how to get my favourire phrase introduced to me by the lovely Chloe into the discussion and minutes, it being "Going off like a frog in sock":)

I suppose 'looking at people from a distance and observing' can be linked photography, having an eye for subject or situation.

'as most things in life is one for me' I like that, you can savour all that it has to offer and not getting fixated or locked into a narrow range of interests :)

<3 tom

chahna
3rd April 2009, 02:45 PM
So why are you so intent to get that phrase introduced into the discussion and minutes (and do tell me what this means?)? Also what specifically do you do for work?

Ah yes, I'm a natural born observer.. it's what I do best. I'm the girl that sits on a train staring back at the world around her whilst everyone tries not to catch someone's gaze. People are fascinating!

Chahna. :)

tom2c7777
3rd April 2009, 03:08 PM
It's me being mischeavious enjoying seeing the looks of confusion and consternation on the faces of some pompous people and getting something other than the usual staid formal phrases into the minutes. I'll only do it if I'm bored as I will be on Monday knowing the people who'll be there.

The phrase means to become overexcited or that something will go with a bang, that sort of thing.

I'm currently directing a project thats looking at naval information held in archives with a view to seeing what can be usefully digitised and put on computer. There's a lot of useful information that if it can be collated and analysed as a whole could give new insights into historical specifically in my case naval events. There's been some recent work done on ship log books going back 250 years that's given new data on climate change that people didn't realise existed until analysed.
In the process of my project a colleague re-discovered some documents that were misfiled 200 years ago and have put a completely new light on an aspect of naval history. We delivered a paper on it at the conference I attended this week and she'll be able to write her PhD thesis on it.

Aye, very true people are fascinating.

I knew I'd seen a picture of you on AW Today, January 29th a lovely pic of you with your glass dildo

http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=potd+archive&month=2009-01

<3tom

chahna
4th April 2009, 12:42 AM
Hi Tom,
Wow that project sound fascinating, really! It's very cool that you're out doing what interests you most, means that every day at your work would be as productive and interesting as the first, which is great. It's also strange how misfiled documents can have such an effect on our current and future understandings.

Ah yes, I was on that day but also have a look at Feb 1st, that's me up the top too :)

<3 Chahna

Darwinsteve
4th April 2009, 01:44 AM
For your daily dose, as promised :D
(These are taken upside down through a mirror, mm.. fullness!)

<3 Chahna. xox

Wow Chahna, I thought things were pretty interesting when you lifted your t-shirt to show off your cleavage but I had no idea what you had lurking inside your bra. What fantastic breasts (shiver) - lets hope your shoot is posted soon coz I can't wait to see lots more of you - in every sense of the word. ;)

Steve :)

tom2c7777
4th April 2009, 04:05 AM
Hi Chahna,

Indeed it is and very lovely too :) How could I have missed it :eek:

Aye, and as more organisations and even individuals start to look at digitising their records and collections more will come to light even in some cases completely unknown, except to a few 'dusty' archivists sets of records. Most recently a historian researching Australian soldiers killed in France during World War 1 uncovered millions of 'forgotten' casualty records at the International Red Cross HQ in Geneva.

How has your second holiday day gone ?

<3 tom

massfan3
4th April 2009, 04:46 AM
Hi Chahna! It's so great that you've been spending so much time chatting with your new fans before your shoot goes up. It's always exciting to feel like we know the models personally when we see their Abby adventures for the first time. And nothing forges a personal connection like knowing the girls are excited to share sexy stories with us, like your great orgasm with the bullet. Keep it up! ;)

Count me among those in awe of your beauty for the little glimpses we've seen so far. Your beautiful face and radiant smile are breathtaking, and there's not much I can say about your incredible boobs that hasn't already been said here. It's great to know you've been indulging in the full spectrum of activities in Abbyland, from glass dildos to DIMs and preparations in place for at T3. Do you have much experience being with girls?

So much Chahna excitement to look forward to. It sounds like you've got the combination of enthusiasm, adventurousness and sweetness of all the best Abby girls!

You mentioned you man in your orgasm story -- he's a very lucky guy. What's his take on your Abby work?

Cheers,
Massfan

chahna
4th April 2009, 06:16 AM
Wow Chahna, I thought things were pretty interesting when you lifted your t-shirt to show off your cleavage but I had no idea what you had lurking inside your bra. What fantastic breasts (shiver) - lets hope your shoot is posted soon coz I can't wait to see lots more of you - in every sense of the word. ;)

Steve :)

Hi Steve, thank you for your sweet words! Don't worry, you should be seeing more of them pretty soon. But before then I need something for my daily pic! Any suggestion of a pose, costume, or part of me you're keen to see in any way you feel inclined? I'll see what I can do to make it happen :)

<3 Chahna.

chahna
4th April 2009, 06:18 AM
Hi Chahna,

Indeed it is and very lovely too :) How could I have missed it :eek:

Aye, and as more organisations and even individuals start to look at digitising their records and collections more will come to light even in some cases completely unknown, except to a few 'dusty' archivists sets of records. Most recently a historian researching Australian soldiers killed in France during World War 1 uncovered millions of 'forgotten' casualty records at the International Red Cross HQ in Geneva.

How has your second holiday day gone ?

<3 tom

That's right, I guess that's the bonus of the digital era.

My second holiday is thus far well.. went to the market today to buy the weeks food, got claustrophobic of course (as the market is a busy place) but got home alright. Other then that I'm now in preparation for a shoot with a different company, I'll have to tell you how it goes :)

Chahna. xx

chahna
4th April 2009, 06:26 AM
Do you have much experience being with girls?
You mentioned you man in your orgasm story -- he's a very lucky guy. What's his take on your Abby work?


Hi Massfan,

Don't worry I'll definitely tell you more stories as they arise! Though I will mention that I tried the bullet thing once again this morning and it was lovely! Though I think it much more worth it after a hard day's work :D

About my Abbyland adventures - yes they have been plenty. Did I tell you about how I decided to do a dildo drive shoot? Well the first time I came in I was a little apprehensive and decided I would go with a legs open.. but once I was at Abby on the shoot day and after looking through the dildos on offer and realising how comfortable I felt, I decided that I would just go all the way, much to Chloe B's surprise! Good choice, I think!
With girl-girl action, I have had a little bit of previous experience, one time with full on oral, etc, and another a bit more T2 style.. so a little bit but enough I believe. I'm looking forward to getting straight into it on the day!

And my man know's I'm doing this, thinks I'm working with a fantastic company and wishes me the best of luck! We have a strange relationship, kind of open in that way. He supports my decison 100% and he has to.. he's done a bit himself!

<3 Chahna!

chahna
4th April 2009, 06:44 AM
Hi all!
A quick photo update for today. I'm dressed in the clothes I wore for my market shopping trip this afternoon, and my hair's a bit fizzled from my adventures in the morning ;). But an introduction to what else I'm hiding under my clothes.
Don't fret though.. if you keep posted I'll keep adding more.. and some close ups soon enough!

Lots of love, Chahna. xx

laktor
4th April 2009, 07:15 AM
Hi all!
A quick photo update for today. I'm dressed in the clothes I wore for my market shopping trip this afternoon, and my hair's a bit fizzled from my adventures in the morning ;). But an introduction to what else I'm hiding under my clothes.
Don't fret though.. if you keep posted I'll keep adding more.. and some close ups soon enough!

Lots of love, Chahna. xx

Ok, after this pic, ...you say we get more if we keep posting?.. Well, ok, I'm gonna be posting then.:D Problem is, what do I say in my posts...help!!! Because I want more pics, Chahna! I LOVE PICS!!! I guess you're definitely not the shy type, are you? While we're all waiting for your shoots to come up, you're just gonna have to keep on whetting our appetite with more pics..:) So, what's up for the weekend? Nothing too much for me. I start my Saturday adult gymnastics classes tomorrow and it goes for 13 weeks. I may not end up learning any gymnastics skills, cos' I'm a bit old, but I guess I can get some needed exercise and frustrate myself at the same time..LOL! That's all and a bit of tv and AW videos! Anyway, whatever you do, have fun..

chahna
4th April 2009, 07:45 AM
Hi Laktor,
You see if you keep posting, I keep entertained and therefore return the favour! Online exhibitionist maybe? So keep me updated on your life and I'll keep you updated on mine. :)

That's so cool that you're starting gymnastics class! I remember doing gym once and having to jump into a pit full of foam (it was everyone's favourite part of the class).. I was always frightened and only did a pin drop off the trampoline (after much hesitation) whilst others around me did flips and back flips and kept coming back for more! It probably didn't help that I was frightened of doing somersaults! This was much younger if I may add!

Okay laktor, these are for you!

<3 Chahna.

chahna
4th April 2009, 07:58 AM
So, what's up for the weekend?

Ah, seems like I missed something laktor.
My weekend doesn't have too many interesting things happening thus far. Really just taking it easy, sleeping in and doing not much as of course it's the first weekend of my holidays. But it's okay, as soon as the new week begins I've promised myself that I'd get some work done so as to keep active and developing my skills. I should probably also visit the gym, a good workout wouldn't go down badly either..

Chahna. :)

laktor
4th April 2009, 08:05 AM
Gee thanks Chahna. I feel honoured now! Why does everything on this forum get so interesting at 3am, my time..(yawn). Well, as well as being frustrated tomorrow at gymnastics class while all the other seasoned participants are able to do all the flips and such, I'm probably gonna be pretty sore and tired, too. So, better get some rest...chat to ya later.

tom2c7777
4th April 2009, 08:06 AM
Whee I go away for a wee while and upon my return I need to go and take a walk round the cool garden ;)

Back now, thank you for the lovely pictures :)

It nice to have a few lazy days and after all yesterday you were expectedly busy on our behalf :)

<3 tom

chahna
4th April 2009, 08:08 AM
Alright Laktor, thanks for keeping me up to date on your life! Enjoy your gymnastics class tomorrow! But don't worry.. I'm thinking I was just put in an unlucky class - the people you'll be around hopefully won't be too flashy!

<3 Chahna.

PS. I think it's because it's 6:00pm here.. my most active time of day!

<3 <3

chahna
4th April 2009, 08:10 AM
Hi again Tom!

You're welcome as always! I think it keeps me entertained probably more then yourself. In fact I'm pretty sure.
Ah, I'm developing an exhibitionist addiction... or fetish. I can't be too sure.
Besides, how can I not when I keep getting great feedback? ;)

<3 Chahna.

tom2c7777
4th April 2009, 08:36 AM
Hehe Ohh I don't know feeling pretty well entertained :) the feedback's well deserved, wait until your first shoot goes up!

When are you doing your shoot for the 'others' ?

:eek: it's raining just had wet tomcat wander in squeaking demanding to be blow dried or he'll shake himself all over my papers :eek:

<3 tom

chahna
4th April 2009, 08:40 AM
Oh I can't wait till it does.. I come here every day (more like 4 times a day) shaking in my seat trying to see if anything has come up or is scheduled to soon. No luck yet but when it does I think you'll find me in a very good mood. Or screaming like I won the lotto or something :P

I'm about to get ready for the shoot in 15, starts 11pm (it's nearly 7 now) but prep is going to take aages.

Oh cute! Well, it will be when you try to blow dry him. Aww I can just imagine!

Chahna. xx

tom2c7777
4th April 2009, 08:49 AM
Hehe I can imagine, the way the schedule tends to work it may be that we get to see your IM/DIM's first.

Ohh he loves it has done since he fell into the bath as a kitten and we used the hair dryer on him, as soon as it rains he rushes out and stands in it and has been found in the shower, most recently by a colleague who stayed overnight, she went to the bathroom, heard a meow and turned to see him standing in the shower waiting expectantly for her to turn it on.

Have fun with your shoot

<3 tom

chahna
4th April 2009, 08:53 AM
Yes I know, however the solo was done at least a month before the IM/DIM was. I do hope it comes up first as I have come a long way since the first and second solo!

That's so cute! My cats are absolutely scared of the rain or water, unless for whatever reason their water bowl is empty in which case they walk into the bathroom (represents water to them) and meow to us so we understand. (Oh and I'm not slack with my cats, trust me, but sometimes they just drink excessively!)
Ah, animals are such smart creatures!

Thanks Tom!

Chahna.

tom2c7777
4th April 2009, 09:12 AM
He's dried and happy, I have suspicion he doesn't like getting wet but the pleasure he gets from being dried far outweighs the dislike. His sister apart from being a bit combative (for her size) is perfectly sane for a moggy ;) I like the way that yours head to the bathroom to ask for water.
I always think they tend to have us wrapped round their paws ;)

Fingers crossed for the solo to come up first.

<3 tom

massfan3
4th April 2009, 01:20 PM
Hi again Chahna! Thanks so much for your sweet (and speedy!) reply. It's great to know you felt so comfortable on your first shoot, and that you managed to impress Chloe B with your decision to take the dildo drive plunge. Knowing you're so ready and excited to explore certainly makes the thought of you playing with other girls that much more tantalizing. Lovely to hear you've gone down on at least one girl before and are keen to up that number. Mind if I ask how the full-on oral experience you mentioned came about?

Have you checked out some of the T3s on the site? Any favorites so far? Also, if you feel like sharing any ideas you have of Abby models you might be interested in sleeping with, we'd love to hear them! I'm sure there will be no shortage of lovelies dying to cuddle, caress and make love to you.

Thanks for the further sexy snaps of your gorgeous body. Your boobs look so lovely in close up, and those green panties would be super cute even if they weren't tugged down! :eek:

Darwinsteve
4th April 2009, 01:43 PM
Hi Steve, thank you for your sweet words! Don't worry, you should be seeing more of them pretty soon. But before then I need something for my daily pic! Any suggestion of a pose, costume, or part of me you're keen to see in any way you feel inclined? I'll see what I can do to make it happen :)

<3 Chahna.

Yummo, really enjoyed the shots you posted this afternoon. Great cleavage and i suspect your lady garden would be pretty overgrown without a regular trim. Would love to check out your bum, might need your mirror again. Would particularly like to see your lips from behind if possible. :p

Thanks again for the pics - they're always appreciated and admired.

Steve <3

casgrain
4th April 2009, 03:17 PM
Hairy pubes and long hair, now you have my attention. :D

tom2c7777
5th April 2009, 03:51 AM
Hi Chahna,

How did your photoshoot go and indeed your day?

<3 tom

laktor
5th April 2009, 03:57 AM
Hi Chahna, I had quite a workout today at my adult gymnastics class. Still can't do cartwheels after trying for 9 months!!! I'm not gonna give up, but I think I'm going to mix it up and try something new to go with it. What d'ya think? So how's your weekend going??

lovezhairy
5th April 2009, 04:10 AM
love the red hair, boobs, pussy shots, another perfect example of God's work at it's brilliant best :)

chahna
5th April 2009, 04:58 AM
Mind if I ask how the full-on oral experience you mentioned came about?
Have you checked out some of the T3s on the site? Any favorites so far? Also, if you feel like sharing any ideas you have of Abby models you might be interested in sleeping with, we'd love to hear them!


Hi Massfan!
The full on oral experience came out of this! Obviously, as I'm getting more and more confident and comfortable, I'm also getting a little bit more playful and want to explore more. So after knowing I wanted to do a T3, but having no idea how being with a girl would be like (though I had had the fantasy for a long long time), I asked my man to hook me up with a girl. The other thing I wanted was a threesome. So he did better, he hooked us both up with a girl, a friend of ours that we see quite often. It was much fun and a great learning experience!

Don't have the ability to check out T3's yet, but am looking forward to it more then anything! And for models I want to be with, Chloe B (because every time I go into AWHQ she's there and she's just adorably sweet and continues to be the more you get to know her! Shh.. don't tell her! ;)), Violet (because she looks so passionate when she's with another girl, and I want some of that passion!), and Angie (because she screams sex appeal all over!).

And as for the panties, they're loony tunes! Heh!

<3 Chahna xx

chahna
5th April 2009, 05:02 AM
Great cleavage and i suspect your lady garden would be pretty overgrown without a regular trim. Would love to check out your bum, might need your mirror again. Would particularly like to see your lips from behind if possible.


Hi Steve! Thank you! I'm pretty happy with the way my boobage turned out, though I wasn't when I was clueless and 16!!
I'll be sure to post some bum shots pretty soon, and of course some lips from behind. Tomorrow maybe?
As for the lady garden, to tell you the truth this is the trimmed version! My 2 solos, IM, and DIM have much much more there, which is good for some, not so much for others. But now I'm trying to give you a bit of a variety, so most of it is off. :)

xx Chahna.

chahna
5th April 2009, 05:07 AM
Hairy pubes and long hair, now you have my attention.
Well I hope to keep it!!


Still can't do cartwheels after trying for 9 months!!! So how's your weekend going??
Don't worry laktor, I've never been able to do cartwheels, in fact I'm absolutely terrified! But I'm sure if you keep on trying you'll get them sometime soon. Baby steps (or I'd like to think, if it were me I'd be running and hiding!).
My weekend's been good but I just woke up (2pm) after a late night shoot with was lots of fun but very exhausting! I'll post some pics soon!


love the red hair, boobs, pussy shots, another perfect example of God's work at it's brilliant best :)
Yay! Well I hope to keep your intrigue for a long time to come :)

<3 Chahna.

chahna
5th April 2009, 05:11 AM
How did your photoshoot go and indeed your day?


Hi Tom, the photoshoot went well. Was a lot of fun but totally exhausting. It finished at 3:30am, so I did not get home till 4am.. which explains why I just woke up at 2:00pm! Ah yes, I'm a 10 hour girl.. at least on the weekend when I can get it!

I've got a few shots to show you. First two are me in a robe all ready to leave for the shoot (hair and make-up done), and the last one is what I looked like this afternoon when I woke up - hair a mess and make-up a bit smudged.

<3 Chahna.

tom2c7777
5th April 2009, 05:27 AM
Woo Hoo off for another little walk round the cool garden ;)

Lovely pictures thank you :) From the last picture you wouldn't think your hair is as red as it is, a delightful scene of repose :)

Hehe so your day has been sleep and I imagine a restful arvo.

The weather turned out lovely here yesterday so we went for a long walk between pubs took Billy Ruffian with us on a lead for the first time, no hope of a quiet drink :eek: he put on "look at me ain't I just so cute" poses in the pub to get all the attention

<3 tom

chahna
5th April 2009, 05:32 AM
Hehe ;)

You're welcome Tom! I know what you mean though, in the morning my hair looks a little dirtier then when it's freshly done, but you can still see the red highlights. Must have been the phone camera too.

So nice to hear about the cute little walk you appeared to have! I remember the days when I used to walk my dog and get all the attention from passers-by. That's what happens when you own a cute dog!!

Ah yes, I plan on not very much for this Sunday (today). Sleep, rest and relaxation sounds like a treat! Tomorrow I have another shoot :)

<3 Chahna.

laktor
5th April 2009, 06:04 AM
Any chance you can describe what kind of shoot it was? Raking in the money, I see...;)

Darwinsteve
5th April 2009, 06:07 AM
Hi Steve! Thank you! I'm pretty happy with the way my boobage turned out, though I wasn't when I was clueless and 16!!
I'll be sure to post some bum shots pretty soon, and of course some lips from behind. Tomorrow maybe?
As for the lady garden, to tell you the truth this is the trimmed version! My 2 solos, IM, and DIM have much much more there, which is good for some, not so much for others. But now I'm trying to give you a bit of a variety, so most of it is off. :)

xx Chahna.

Hey i love variety Chahna and I don't mind you trimming or removing your ubes if we are going to see your full bush in your solos that have already been shot. I prefer nice thick pubes but am haoppy to see you in all stages of growth. I'm anticipating the bum shots (impatiently lol :D). Did I also tell you i like nude up skirt and down blouse shots too.;)

With four shoot sunder your belt then surely we must be getting some posted soon. Please Abby:)

chahna
5th April 2009, 06:13 AM
Solo masturbation videos in masks? I guess that's the most I can really say without feeling disloyal. It wasn't like Abby, it was a little more staged and fake. Talk to the camera video work.
No no, working because I enjoy the work, it keeps me busy, interested, excited and very much content! It's something I look forward to as I always have a lot of fun. Though AW tops my list, I'm excited for days before the shoot, and I'm as bubbly as a tape recorder stuck on repeat afterwards!

<3 Chahna.

tom2c7777
5th April 2009, 06:19 AM
Hi Chahna,

Is it another evening shoot with the same people?

It's been a busy few days starting with the unexpected AW DIM on Thursday :) It's nice to read what you say about the Abby shoots and that you have lots of fun.

<3 tom

chahna
5th April 2009, 06:21 AM
I prefer nice thick pubes but am happy to see you in all stages of growth. I'm anticipating the bum shots (impatiently lol :D). Did I also tell you i like nude up skirt and down blouse shots too.;)

Haha! Well then Steve, here's something to keep you busy with until a little bit later where I'll expose my bottom. But it's a treat to wait for I promise, I believe I have a bum to die for! (Or so I've been told). I'm pretty happy with it anyway.
Yes, well I'm waiting for Abby to release something soon too! At least it'll have a following as of yet. :)

ENJOY!
Chahna. xx

PS. You'll be happy with the solos, IM, and 1st DIM then.. thick would have been an understatement for what I had going on down there! xx

chahna
5th April 2009, 06:23 AM
Hey Tom, Abby is the best! I talk about it in great lengths and almost on a daily basis (especially now since I've started the forums) to those that know I am on it.

The shoot I'm doing on Monday is for IFM, so no, not the same people :)

Chahna. xox :)

Darwinsteve
5th April 2009, 06:27 AM
Haha! Well then Steve, here's something to keep you busy with until a little bit later where I'll expose my bottom. But it's a treat to wait for I promise, I believe I have a bum to die for! (Or so I've been told). I'm pretty happy with it anyway.
Yes, well I'm waiting for Abby to release something soon too! At least it'll have a following as of yet. :)

ENJOY!
Chahna. xx

PS. You'll be happy with the solos, IM, and 1st DIM then.. thick would have been an understatement for what I had going on down there! xx

I think I need my blood pressure checked :p

chahna
5th April 2009, 06:42 AM
*giggles*

xox

tom2c7777
5th April 2009, 06:47 AM
Ahh IFM , it's my birthday on the 23rd so I think a may treat myself to a membership, another enticing reason to do so:)

I shall muse on the happy thought of you doing a shoot and of your AW shoots during that interminable meeting tomorrow it shall certainly make it go quicker, Although from the look that I imagine will be on my face the other victims oops participants may think I'm enjoying it:eek:

SIzzle! SIZZLE!! SIZZLE!!! thank you, more to muse upon :)

<3 tom

chahna
5th April 2009, 06:55 AM
Hahaha! That's put a huge smile on my face! :D
Well I guess looking entertained through a meeting can't be that bad, in fact it would probably be in your favour!

Spoil yourself on your birthday, there's nothing wrong with that! My birthday is 3 days after yours and I'll be the big 2 0 !!
I've got a luxurious overnight stay in a gorgeous hotel in the heart of the city, and a lovely dinner planned for mine. Courtesy not of myself.
What are your plans?

<3 Chahna!

tom2c7777
5th April 2009, 08:56 AM
Aye, I noticed your name on the birthday list that Casgrain maintains. That sounds lovely way to spend a birthday :) As for me my partner has got tickets for the new Baroque exhibition at the Victoria and Albert Museum in London and then dinner afterwards with a couple of close friends. No doubt she'll throw in a couple of surprises as well :)

I think I will spoil myself :) what's your IFM site name?

<3 tom

sweatyfox
5th April 2009, 10:37 AM
Hey Chahna,

I see quite a few new hot photos have gone up of you here. Your boobs are very impressive in size but hey the sexy young lady you are you'd grab my attention whatever size they were. <3 In fact it would probably be that wonderful smile of yours and the funky coloured hair that attracted my gaze, then I'd take in the rest of you.

The flash/reveal photo in your rather fetching market shopping trip dress does indeed give an idea of the delights we may as yet see in your shoots to come. That's as well as a couple of tantalising glimpses of your nipples and dark pubes. Oh so sexy. Exactly how excited do you want to make us about your photos and videos Chahna.

Glad to know that you've found your AW experience has been a good one so far and that you're being treated well. As a member of this site it may seem obvious what I get out of it but I think sometimes models may not realise that quite a few of us enjoy 'meeting' a variety of girls with different interests and personalities who we can actually relate to. Also I hope that like with other Abby girls, you will feel even more good about yourself and have the chance to explore your sexuality in a safe and comfortable environment.

Talking of which, I hope you saw that I put you on my T3 wishlist. I haven't yet thought of any pairings that would be cool but I kinda like to wait until you've maybe had a chance to browse and maybe indicate which hotties you have your eyes on. I can always point you in the direction of some girls you might want to check out. I do like your choice of Chloe B, she's such a lovely person and a very talented g/g legend. There's no way you couldn't have a good time with her. When you had your 'oral experience' with the girl, was it giving or receiving and did you enjoy either one more than the other?

Oh and Coco and DJ look like they're really cool cats. I haven't really read through all the posts on this thread so excuse me if you've already said this but are they related?

So you like rock and metal? Nice. I pointed Fotina in the direction of this festival we have here in England.

http://www.downloadfestival.co.uk/lineup/

I don't know if any of these bands are to your taste. I like a wide variety of music but have got to admit I love good rock, riffs and stuff that gets you a bit pumped.

Alrighty beautiful Chahna, I shall stop there before I write an essay.

Take care,

SF

lovezhairy
5th April 2009, 01:57 PM
loved the down blouse shot, please keep hairy babe, thanks for lovely welcome too, you will hear from me a lot :)

Frans
5th April 2009, 04:39 PM
Don't have the ability to check out T3's yet, but am looking forward to it more then anything! And for models I want to be with, Chloe B (because every time I go into AWHQ she's there and she's just adorably sweet and continues to be the more you get to know her! Shh.. don't tell her! ;)), Violet (because she looks so passionate when she's with another girl, and I want some of that passion!), and Angie (because she screams sex appeal all over!).

Heh, lucky for you all three have done lotsa shoot. Chloe B with both of 'm actually :) Let's see, where is the roll-in-the-hay shoot... ah, here: Chloe B/Angie in the hay (http://abbywinters.com/main.php?page=profile&model=2740). So you'll be plenty busy once your first solo shoot goes up, right? :o

Ferveo
5th April 2009, 08:21 PM
Oh my, that POV downblouse shot ! I'm overwhelmed with rapture.
And amazed that i still still have the ability to use big words in almost the correct context...

chahna
6th April 2009, 01:28 PM
Hi guys,
I've been very very ill all day today, which is sad cause I would have much rather spent my time here on the forums then not been able to be getting up out of bed. But never fear, I'm feeling much better now!
After I have a bit of dinner I'll be back up to respond to all of your lovely comments.. and add my little treat for the day.
And boy do I have a treat for you!

Chahna. :)

tom2c7777
6th April 2009, 02:24 PM
Hi Channa,

Ohh dear I'm sorry to read that you haven't been well.

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Hopefully you'll be feeling even better tomorrow, which indeed it almost is in Melbourne ;)

Thank you for helping to sustain me through the meeting, a colleague did remark afterwards that I had a somewhat otherworldly look :p So much so I forgot to get my pharse in, thre always next time though at least it's not for a couple of months :)

<3 tom

silkenshadow
7th April 2009, 06:15 AM
Chahna, you continue to tease us with your bits and I for one can't wait for your solo. I posted a reply on my thread, finally. Sorry it took so long. I hope you enjoy your friends company and wish you all the best. KISSES.

chahna
7th April 2009, 12:36 PM
Hi all, here are the shots I planned to put up yesterday.. except that being sick got in the way :(
Do enjoy! And don't worry, I'm not slacking off on today's photos either, they'll be posted really soon.

Missed you all in my sickness. I feel like I've been away for ages, have no idea what's been going on, and it's only been two days!!

Love,
Chahna.

chahna
7th April 2009, 12:42 PM
Hi Tom!
Thanks for your compassion through my sickness. Sadly it was quite bad, I haven't been able to get out of bed for two days, not even to eat and barely to go to the bathroom. My glands are swollen like mad, which isn't cool either. Ah well, feel much better now but I think it'll be another two days or so till I'm back up and running like normal again.
Had to reschedule my shoot though, for Thursday, assuming I get better by then. And I do hope! Site name is Aura, though I am not up on it yet, obviously.

<3 Chahna.

tom2c7777
7th April 2009, 12:44 PM
Wow! thank you, a mini photoset, tempted to say something like "Stairway to Heaven" in fact not tempted, impelled :)

How are you feeling today, better I hope?

No doubt we shall see you scampering round the boards catching up ;)

<3 tom

chahna
7th April 2009, 12:54 PM
Sweatyfox,
Wow that's a huge lot of written sweetness! I must say though, I plan on making you much more excited about the upcoming shoots, that way when it comes up, you'd hanging on that last bit of thread, almost unable to take it any longer!

Not only have I enjoyed my experiences, but like you said, I have also become a lot more confident and comfortable with myself and am soon to enjoy exploring my sexuality even more!

You have a T3 wish-list? Where is it? Oh and please, if you see someone you think I'd be well paired with, do tell me I'd love to have a look and consider :) As for my 'oral experience', it was giving and receiving and I enjoyed both. It was very minimal though as there was a third person in the room too. But I hope to explore this more in a T3 :)

Coco and DJ are not related actually. They're very similar in colour but Coco is tiny and has these cute little Asian eyes, where as DJ has round eyes and is quite large. They're very different in personality as well.. Coco being a house kitten and DJ only ever spending time outside!

As for the metal festival, wow! There are so many bands on here that I would love to see. The biggest one being Lacuna Coil. Loved their music for many years! But would also love to see Korn and Pendulum amongst many others! If only I was in England (and how much I have been craving to visit there as well!).

<3 Chahna.

chahna
7th April 2009, 12:59 PM
Hi again Tom! Yes, somewhat like a mini photoset.. but that was supposed to be yesterdays lot. I have more for today as well. Actually these bath shots were taken as I was ill. I decided to jump in the bath because I couldn't stand being in bed any longer. The bath was very lovely, had some salts in and 'milky bath', which made it so silky it was like being in a Dove bar.

I'm feeling much better, but I usually am in the evenings (regardless of how sick I am), tomorrow morning I am certain it will be much the same as the last two days, sadly.
I am feeling a little lost on the boards though, every conversation I was having is now ended and I'm so very confused. Too bad my head hurts too much to be able to read through everything that has been posted up to catch up. Ah well, I will defiantly do so when I feel a bit better!

How have you been?

<3 Chahna.

frontfoot
7th April 2009, 01:11 PM
Well your bum looks nice and healthy..... and clean!

*smooches Chahna on the bum*
Hope that helps.... well I feel better anyway.. ;):rolleyes:

Have afew more warm baths.. that should help.. just don't get out.. it's too cold!

<3

chahna
7th April 2009, 01:18 PM
Yes, very clean! In fact I think I was in that bath for a few hours. I was so unable to move.. I didn't! I paid for it later though, shivering like mad under a blanket whilst my man heated me up with a hair-dryer. He deserved it though, it's was his doing that made me sick!

Yes, the smooch on the bum felt very nice. My bottom feels loved <3 :P

Chahna. xx

tom2c7777
7th April 2009, 01:21 PM
Ohhhh Lordy, absolutely gorgeous and that's when you're ill!!, certainly whetting our appetites for your shoot ;)

Hehe "like being in a dove bar" or perhaps being Cleopatra bathing in asses milk;)

Ohh dear I hope that doesn't turn out to be the case and that you're well enough for your shoot on Thursday, Aura, somehow appropriate there is more definatly a delightful aura about you :) I think i'll tell IFM i'll join if they put your shoot up when you've done it!

Ahh, when your feeling better it'll almost be like starting all over again and happily catching up on all the threads

I'm well thanks, just taking a break for writing a report on the first six months of the project, what's been achieved, what to take forward and what to abandon that sort of thing and planning a get together for all the people involved, drinkies and nibbles and more drinkies;)

<3 tom

chahna
7th April 2009, 01:36 PM
A get together sounds nice, especially with drinks! Which reminds me, I bought a bottle of Baileys for New Years to share with my friends but we never got around to drinking some. So since then I've been savouring it for a special moment. However don't get me started with savouring things, when I start to do that things never get used! Like many unused (but very loved!) artists supplies I own.

Ah, I always though I looked better when I am crying.. I'll however :S My hair turns murky, but I guess that's what you get. I did feel much like a princess though. Ill or not. :)

<3 Chahna.

tom2c7777
7th April 2009, 01:51 PM
Aye, plotting that is better than writing, although it can be bit like herding cats getting them all in one place at the same time ;)

When your ill getting to feel like a princess is all to the good. Hehehe I have an image of your man warming you with the hairdryer as you huddle in a blanket :) I wonder if there's the basis of an idea for GG shoot, bathing and warming and then closer more intimate 'warming'...

<3 tom

chahna
7th April 2009, 01:57 PM
Wow wow! That's a great idea. I mean bathing can never be overdone, right?

Chahna. xx

tom2c7777
7th April 2009, 02:03 PM
Hehe indeed not and neither can warming by Abby Girls :) it could be at any level from Tier 1 to 3.

yusanord
7th April 2009, 02:42 PM
Nice bubbles in your bath tub Chahna :)

yusa

chahna
7th April 2009, 02:50 PM
Hi Yusa! I know, bubbles are much fun. Actually I saw this add a couple of days ago for a substance that turns your bathwater into jelly (to which you then have to purchase another substance to turn it back). I thought that would be my next adventure, probably take it with me to my birthday overnight stay and abuse the hotels bathtub!

<3 Chahna.

PS Tom, that'd probably be another good idea for a GG. :P

laktor
7th April 2009, 03:25 PM
Hi Chahna. I know what you mean by being lost on these threads. You know what they say, miss a day, miss a lot! That just happened here on your thread.:) Great that you are feeling so much better. We can't have a sick Chahna, can we? Just a quick thank you for the recent pics and I'm off to work. I'm so tired, though, as I could not fall asleep till 6am and I feel like I can sleep for hours more. Don't know how I'll keep my eyes open today. Well, have a beautiful day, or evening and talk soon.

casgrain
7th April 2009, 03:42 PM
Thank you for the pics Chahna. Hope you get well very soon. :)

immie
7th April 2009, 08:42 PM
Hi Chahna, my turn to belatedly welcome you to the forum. :-) I look forward to seeing your shoots... the avatar is certainly a pretty cute one! :-D It certainly is a buzz finding yourself on the news page, not to mention reading the lovely things that Sue-Ann will no doubt have to say about you. :-)

So you're a photography nut too? Right then, the laws of the universe state that we must be friends! :-)

lovezhairy
7th April 2009, 11:11 PM
Great photos Chahna, love the tatts on your back, and i'm very impressed with the front as well :) that is definitely a sight i'd love to see in my bathtub. Hope you are feeling better sweety and keep up the great work.

daria
8th April 2009, 03:14 AM
-seconds Immie-

I've looked at your thread Chahna, but I keep forgetting to leave a note!

Love the photo of you on your tummy in the tub! Great shaping! Did you manage to take the photo yourself ?hope you're having a great day!

XX

chahna
8th April 2009, 03:40 AM
Hi Chahna. I know what you mean by being lost on these threads. You know what they say, miss a day, miss a lot! That just happened here on your thread.:) Great that you are feeling so much better. We can't have a sick Chahna, can we? Just a quick thank you for the recent pics and I'm off to work. I'm so tired, though, as I could not fall asleep till 6am and I feel like I can sleep for hours more. Don't know how I'll keep my eyes open today. Well, have a beautiful day, or evening and talk soon.

Hi Laktor, you're welcome as always! Nice to see you back here again, posting away a storm! Yes, as each day goes past I feel muuuch better. I'm still unable to eat much though. One regular meal of mine is now split into three sittings, chewing hurts too much to be bothered. And liquid food involves swallowing which hurts just as much.
Couldn't fall asleep till 6am and then you couldn't get up, lol, typical, isn't it? Hope you enjoy your work!

xx Chahna.

tom2c7777
8th April 2009, 03:46 AM
Hi Chahna,

How are you feeling today ?

Hehe I love the idea of getting stuff that turn the bathwater to jelly I can imagine lots of messy fun to be had :)

<3 tom

chahna
8th April 2009, 03:51 AM
Thank you for the pics Chahna. Hope you get well very soon.
Thank you casgrain! I'm feeling much better already!


Hi Chahna, my turn to belatedly welcome you to the forum. :-)
Hi Immie! Well then it's my turn to welcome you to my thread! And a thank you for the welcome! Yes, I appear to be a photography nut, or somewhat. I think it must mean that we'll get right along. That and the love for our DS. :P


Great photos Chahna, love the tatts on your back, and i'm very impressed with the front as well that is definitely a sight i'd love to see in my bathtub.
Thanks lovezhairy! Sometimes I feel just a little bit naughty about posting such pictures, as if someone should be telling me off.. then I remember that's the freedom I have, and it's appreciated so I get a little buzz. :)


-seconds Immie-
I've looked at your thread Chahna, but I keep forgetting to leave a note!

Hello Daria, unfortunately am unable to take photos of myself generally most of the time but more-so when I am sick and uncoordinated, so I had a little assistance. Not to mention I do not have a camera of my own other then a DSLR which is too bulky and heavy to hold straight let alone try and take a photo of myself with it. Though sometimes yes, I do take them myself. :) And a thank you and welcome to my thread! :D

<3 Chahna. xox

daria
8th April 2009, 03:53 AM
Yeah I understand how akward taking a photo of yourself can be with a bulky camera!

So you have a willing photographer, very nice :)

So... Are you an addict yet ? ;)

chahna
8th April 2009, 03:54 AM
Hehe I love the idea of getting stuff that turn the bathwater to jelly I can imagine lots of messy fun to be had :)

Hi Tom, feeling much better this morning, I'm actually able to sit at my computer which is a thrill in itself! Sadly I still have a sore head, neck and ears and there are and have been road works going on all morning outside my doorstep, which meant that sleeping was a no-go. Does not matter though, being up is much nicer for once!
Yes! I can't wait either, I've been looking for somewhere that will sell it.. I just think it'll be so much fun! Apparently it holds heat in well, so it means that it'll be long lasting as well! I shall take some photos when the day comes :D Not much longer now!!

xx Chahna.

chahna
8th April 2009, 03:57 AM
So... Are you an addict yet ?
Depends what you mean.. an addict to photography, an addict to taking photographs of myself for this site, or an addict to this site?
To answer all of the above it would be yes (I study it), yes (it's fun to have that kind of freedom, which there isn't much of but I always feel a bit naughty doing so), and yes (this site is very very addictive, I find myself regularly checking it a few times a day!).

<3 Chahna.

daria
8th April 2009, 04:17 AM
lol, yes all of the above.
Then really, are there any negatives ?

So what brought you here ? How did you hear of AW ?

chahna
8th April 2009, 04:23 AM
No, I don't believe there are :P

I was brought here after seeing an add for a photographer and decided it would be nice to give it a go being a model. I just really liked what the website stood for and the environment seemed lovely. A bit nervous to make the phone call but I did and I'm glad for it! AW truly has changed my life for the little time that I have known it.

Chahna. :)

PS. You? How did you hear and what made you take the plunge? xx

daria
8th April 2009, 04:27 AM
Ah yes I was contemplating going for that job too. But I don't know if I could have contained myself that well!

I was with a modelling agency and on one of their 'news feeds' they had an advert for 'nude modelling' to which I thought "hey I like taking my clothes off, and if I get paid for it why not!" then after meeting everyone I fell in love :)

chahna
8th April 2009, 04:30 AM
That's a beautiful story! Strange how things like that happen!

xx Chahna.

daria
8th April 2009, 04:33 AM
Yeah I guess some things fall into place :)
Though I did have my manager call me up the other week and tell me he was watching 'Daria'... For someone who thought 'it will never happen to me' it did ;) lol

tom2c7777
8th April 2009, 04:39 AM
Hurrah Glad you're feeling much better and of course sitting at the computer catching up with all the goings on :)

Hehe yes that would be great, AW have done Jelly Wrestling shoot

Counting down the days to your big 20th :)

<3 tom

chahna
8th April 2009, 04:41 AM
Haha! That's fantastic. The name does remind of the show, though I must say I adore the show so singing the song to myself (which I admit I do) is just joy in itself! Ah I missed it being on free TV. I hope it comes back on soon and I know about it. Sadly the reception at my place is shocking, we don't get channel 2 unless we decide to get rid of all the other channels. And even with that most are fuzzy, do funky things or turn black and white. And digital TV is worse! Hoorah for Australia changing everyone's reception to digital in the next 3 years.. going to be fun for me!! :S :P

xx

chahna
8th April 2009, 04:43 AM
You have no idea Tom, catching up has taken my mind off being ill and given me other things to think about!
Yes! I'm also counting down the days, kind of. I need to plan something for the day though. Maybe have a few friends round. Must do so soon though otherwise no one will be available!

Jelly Wrestling, when I'm able to view shoots it'll be the first thing I look at!

xx Chahna.

chahna
8th April 2009, 04:46 AM
Alright, considering I updated the Tech Art thread, I figured I'd update this one as well. Just to show you what a little creative bunny I am *draws a halo over her head*. :P Alright, not that much so but enough! I think I'll update a few times today, keep myself busy whilst I am unable to leave the house! And to keep my mind off things! Maybe I'll put up some paintings too :D Hoorah, I've never really shown anyone those.. not that they're finished and all. Stuff I've been meaning to photograph and put up.

Okay without further ado, some more photography from March 09.

Chahna. <3

daria
8th April 2009, 04:48 AM
Haha! That's fantastic. The name does remind of the show, though I must say I adore the show so singing the song to myself (which I admit I do) is just joy in itself! Ah I missed it being on free TV. I hope it comes back on soon and I know about it. Sadly the reception at my place is shocking, we don't get channel 2 unless we decide to get rid of all the other channels. And even with that most are fuzzy, do funky things or turn black and white. And digital TV is worse! Hoorah for Australia changing everyone's reception to digital in the next 3 years.. going to be fun for me!! :S :P

xx

Haha yeah he said he was watching it and I' like "OH MY GOD! I haven't watched that in so long" and hes like 'what are you talking about ?? im watching you!' haha, talk about rosy cheeks ;)

I love the show too, I was in love with Trent... I know he's only a cartoon character, but if he was real he'd be so sexy!!
Aww no... By the sounds of things I think someone needs a new TV... Use Ruddy Money :)

xx

chahna
8th April 2009, 04:53 AM
Oh of course, Trent! It's been that long! LOVE!!

I know.. but apparently I haven't earned enough for Rudd Money. Besides, it's not the TV, we've tried many - old / new, all. It's actually cause we're in a dead spot. Us as well as everyone around us actually have to have these strange satellite things for regular reception, even then we can barely watch a thing. And I mean barely. It's THAT bad. Probably explains why I don't watch much TV.
Thank goodness SBS reception is semi decent though.. Monday nights are a fav!

xx Chahna.

daria
8th April 2009, 04:57 AM
Haha, yeah Trent's a heart-throb :)

Awww, sucks I'm so glad & relieved I get ruddy money!
Dead spot ? Not fun, i love tv :p So I guess there's no way around a bit of snow on the TV?

Monday night SBS... Please tell me you're a top gear fan... I <3<3<3 top gear!

chahna
8th April 2009, 05:06 AM
Alright, another little update on my artwork for the day (you see if I keep you updated then I'll be forced to create new work so as to have something to show you - ah, I love tricking my own mind :D)

The first one is a digital self portrait for class. 4 shots taken on a tripod then has been created by compositing the images together (my one true love, Photoshop, and has been for many years!). Was careful to leave in the shadows cast by each pose. Don't know if you can see that much in the small image I have given you..

The second one is a digital painting I am in the process of making (but have currently stopped) based on a photograph (the person on the left being myself), pen tool then brush tool in PS again (my love!)

Enjoy.

Chahna. <3

daria
8th April 2009, 05:08 AM
i myself <3 photoshop!

tom2c7777
8th April 2009, 05:09 AM
Hi Chahna,

Thanks 'little creative bunny' for more pictures from your WIP, I especially like the life belt and the reflected neon lights.

And more :) that four way is a superb composition.

<3 tom

chahna
8th April 2009, 05:09 AM
Yes I would be relieved too, trust me!

I know, but he's a cartoon character. Some one turn him real, oh pleaase?!

Ah but I do watch Top Gear, that and South Park (when it was on), Drawn Together (when it was on - though now I watch the Swift and Shift Couriers, and Bogan Pride) as well as the Mighty Boush (though it's now Shameless which I watch) and of course the gem of the night, SKINS! <3 <3

Chahna. xx

chahna
8th April 2009, 05:11 AM
Ah Photoshop is a dream!
And of course you're welcome as always Tom. Will be updating more throughout the day. My paintings and drawings are something I've been meaning to photograph for digital copies of - this is just an excuse to do so :P

xx Chahna.

toeluvr
8th April 2009, 05:39 AM
Yes the 4-way composite is very nicely done and the digital painting looks like a good start! The photo of the lights reflected threw me a bit. I've never seen a glass-walled balcony on the outside of a building. Very nice. :)

laktor
8th April 2009, 05:46 AM
OMG Chahna, you are so talented with the camera and this thing called "Photoshop". And it seems a lot of AW girls are into it as well. As for myself, since I have never taken a single digital photo in my life, photoshop would be of no use. Once I get my first digital camera (soon), I could have a look at it, but I get so frustrated with all of this new technology, that I'd probably end up pulling all of my hair out trying to learn it. I have no talent whatsoever. I'll tell you a short story. Back in the mid 90's when personal electronic organizers came out, I thought "wow", that's neat. I'll get one and put everything into it, names, numbers, reminder dates and info...and everything. Well, I followed the instructions that came with it, but everything got screwed up and I spent hours with those instructions, but just couldn't figure it out. I just gave up, put it in my drawer and never, ever used it! So you can just imagine me trying to learn photoshop! I just shudder at the images I'd end up creating! They wouldn't be anything close to what I wanted to do. Heck, I barely get by using a computer! And I've never owned a mobile phone or iPod, but it's just as well. I'd probably never figure out how to store phone numbers, text, or do anything..and I still have no idea how to download music. I'm hopeless.

So, you go off track with wine or beer? Chahna, no matter what I drink, be it wine, beer, spirits, and no matter how much, I seem to be immune from the so-called effects of such substances. And that, unfortunately, takes away the fun of drinking. Yep, sad to say, I have no idea what it feels like to be intoxicated, or even slightly tipsy. It's something I will most likely never get to experience:(, along with a few other things.:(

Oh, and just noticed you say that you love the taste of most alcohol. Well, you and me are quite different. I dislike the taste of almost anything alcoholic, especially beer, but I'll still drink socially, to be "nice" with friends. Lately, I've forced myself to drink a lot to try and get drunk, but as I said, it just doesn't work on me.

tom2c7777
8th April 2009, 05:46 AM
Ah Photoshop is a dream!
And of course you're welcome as always Tom. Will be updating more throughout the day. My paintings and drawings are something I've been meaning to photograph for digital copies of - this is just an excuse to do so :P

xx Chahna.

Ah I can see little work being done by me today ;) Will enjoy seeing the results of your efforts :)

Have the roadworks finished yet?

<3 tom

chahna
8th April 2009, 05:47 AM
Thanking you! Photoshop is my dream, and my love, as previously mentioned. I believe the composite needs work but my teacher insisted it was perfect and there was nothing he would change so I stopped arguing.
I also have more digital paintings, some really good ones (if I may say so myself) though they are of portraits of people so I'm not sure if I should add them up here regardless of the fact they are not photographs.

As for the reflection on the balcony, the reflection says 'On the Beach'. Would have made a good title if I wasn't so literal about naming my pieces. The titles for those are as follows: 'Boat', 'Life Ring', 'Reflection', and 'City Skyline'. See, literal. There's me in a nutshell :P

<3 Chahna.

chahna
8th April 2009, 05:50 AM
Thank goodness you mentioned it Tom! The road works have finished! Now the only thing disturbing my silence is the sound of the other computer. I am tempted to turn it off, though it is not mine.
I guess after that it would be living on a busy street. There's always something when your head hurts. But ah, silence is golden!

xx

chahna
8th April 2009, 06:03 AM
OMG Chahna, you are so talented with the camera and this thing called "Photoshop". And it seems a lot of AW girls are into it as well. As for myself, since I have never taken a single digital photo in my life, photoshop would be of no use. Once I get my first digital camera (soon), I could have a look at it, but I get so frustrated with all of this new technology, that I'd probably end up pulling all of my hair out trying to learn it. I have no talent whatsoever. I'll tell you a short story. Back in the mid 90's when personal electronic organizers came out, I thought "wow", that's neat. I'll get one and put everything into it, names, numbers, reminder dates and info...and everything. Well, I followed the instructions that came with it, but everything got screwed up and I spent hours with those instructions, but just couldn't figure it out. I just gave up, put it in my drawer and never, ever used it! So you can just imagine me trying to learn photoshop! I just shudder at the images I'd end up creating! They wouldn't be anything close to what I wanted to do. Heck, I barely get by using a computer! And I've never owned a mobile phone or iPod, but it's just as well. I'd probably never figure out how to store phone numbers, text, or do anything..and I still have no idea how to download music. I'm hopeless.

So, you go off track with wine or beer? Chahna, no matter what I drink, be it wine, beer, spirits, and no matter how much, I seem to be immune from the so-called effects of such substances. And that, unfortunately, takes away the fun of drinking. Yep, sad to say, I have no idea what it feels like to be intoxicated, or even slightly tipsy. It's something I will most likely never get to experience:(, along with a few other things.:(

Ah, laktor, you entertain me. Film is the hardest thing to master. Once you've got that down pat digital is a breeze. Trust me on this one!

Some of my work is also scanned negs, like some of the nude works I have done (to which I cannot post, obviously) and the image of the bathroom on the first page of this thread (Holga and 120 film). See, you are able to combine the two.
If you have the determination, you'll be able to do anything you put your mind to! But you have to really have the determination, and I'm sure you do!

When I first started Photoshop you wouldn't believe the frustration! The program looked scary and there were so many things you could do it made my head spin. But I started myself off as every one does, experimenting with filters and things. Learning bit by bit. I initially was self taught in Photoshop. I browsed the net for all kinds of tutorials on the matter, some that tickled my fancy, others that I knew I needed to know. You won't believe how far I got by self teaching.

Then of course I was taught the same thing multiple times by different tutors in different institutions. Now I'm onto the nitty gritty, learning about colour profiles, and colour management. The boring stuff. But it's easy once you've got through the fun stuff.

It's digital painting that was the killer for me! That took much practice. If I end up painting myself digitally I'll post it up. Till then my frustration with digital painting has left me without wanting to touch the subject, though I believe I am quite good at it.

But yes, keep at it, whether it be the electronic organisor, digital photography or photoshop! And ask those around you for help, you really don't know how much visual tutoring helps till it's done! And don't let beginning works put you down.. the stuff I created when I started. Oh I shudder at it now, I really do!

And as for the alcohol. I wish I didn't go off track. The feel of one drink is nice, any more and it's too much (if it's wine or beer). I enjoy the taste, not the feel. :p

xx Chahna.

laktor
8th April 2009, 06:19 AM
Hey Chahna, thank you so much for taking the time to write that long reply. And especially thank you for your encouragement. You are inspiring! I hope I can spare the money to get that digital camera soon, at least before my next holiday in June!

tom2c7777
8th April 2009, 06:24 AM
Thank goodness you mentioned it Tom! The road works have finished! Now the only thing disturbing my silence is the sound of the other computer. I am tempted to turn it off, though it is not mine.
I guess after that it would be living on a busy street. There's always something when your head hurts. But ah, silence is golden!

xx

Ahh this is true, I'm lucky that with most noises I'm able to tune them out particularly when concentrating on something. Every so often though one will get through very very annoying:mad:

You're a little like me I'm never fully satisfied with anything I've written, always wanting to tweak it and have had to discipline myself to leave well alone, it's helped by the fact that papers, articles, reviews whatever have to be submitted to publication deadlines.

<3 tom

chahna
8th April 2009, 06:48 AM
Oh Laktor, treat yourself, it'll be well worth it in the long run (after the short term frustration!) :P

And Tom, I know what you mean.. the one noise I hate is the train ringing sounds you get on a carriage that you happened to jump in on an you want to seem stronger then to sit somewhere else.. but it just keeps ringing and it's really high pitched! Either that or the train is too full and you'll loose your seat with half an hour to go.. Actually, another sound. The traditional alarm clock. Will wake up on the first beep (jump up truthfully!). Or just before it.. like I can sense it coming! *shudder*

Yes, I second that. But sometimes you do have to leave it or you'll spend your whole life changing it as you grow. Though that could be interesting too - your best piece of work I would think.

xx Chahna.

laktor
8th April 2009, 07:00 AM
So why do you do it Chahna? I mean the little "thingies" like this :P, instead of just going to the side of the reply box and click on the smiley symbol that you want? It's much easier. Besides I'm not trained in "that" language so I don't know what :P means.

chahna
8th April 2009, 07:05 AM
Oh haha this :P is supposed to mean this :p.. except I always type it wrong (I put a capital P instead).
Ah well you see I have been trained to touch type since I was in year 7. Therefore my typing is too fast to allow me to stop and touch my mouse to add in a symbol. I figure I would get it correct most of the time, except I always seem to mess that one up out of habit.
The other one I use a lot which doesn't appear on AW is this :S.. but it's supposed to be confused or unsure, much like this one :rolleyes:. Except less like roll eyes. For that (roll eyes) I do this 8), though that sometimes comes up like sunglasses, though not here.

Lol, it's all habit. Am I making much sense though? :p
I'm learning, see I did it right that time!

*trains herself out of bad habits*

<3 Chahna.

laktor
8th April 2009, 07:22 AM
Is there no end to your talents?? LOL!:) I think you can out-talent me! Good night Chahna.

tom2c7777
8th April 2009, 07:33 AM
Oh Laktor, treat yourself, it'll be well worth it in the long run (after the short term frustration!) :P

And Tom, I know what you mean.. the one noise I hate is the train ringing sounds you get on a carriage that you happened to jump in on an you want to seem stronger then to sit somewhere else.. but it just keeps ringing and it's really high pitched! Either that or the train is too full and you'll loose your seat with half an hour to go.. Actually, another sound. The traditional alarm clock. Will wake up on the first beep (jump up truthfully!). Or just before it.. like I can sense it coming! *shudder*

Yes, I second that. But sometimes you do have to leave it or you'll spend your whole life changing it as you grow. Though that could be interesting too - your best piece of work I would think.

xx Chahna.

Hehe the hated alarm clock!!

With me the worst sound is that of a pneumatic drill or jack hammer like the ones used in roadworks. I think it's the combination of the compressor engine, the noise of the high pressure air escaping and the drill biting into the road, throw in the vibration if you're close enough and Aarrghhh!!

I did hear a story of an artist who keep on working on a piece until he died then left instructions in his will for it to be destroyed as he still wasn't happy. I don't know if it's true but certainly imaginable


<3 tom

chahna
8th April 2009, 07:50 AM
That's exactly the noise that was outside my window this morning! It started with a regular tap-tap-tap. It was like the old Chinese form of torture, but with sound (to my poor sore ears), and then it moved on to exactly as you described.

Yes I can imagine that would be true.. though I don't know if someone would destroy it, it's like the unfinished piece which makes it timeless.

xx Chahna.

daria
8th April 2009, 07:52 AM
I must say... I have a very short fuse when it comes to some things.... Such as that constant tapping and you don't know what it is... Or a dripping tap.. Come on people!! Just turn the tap that little more!! :p

chahna
8th April 2009, 07:54 AM
lol, that's exactly right. It's one or the other, never the in between. That's what sends people mad!!

xx

tom2c7777
8th April 2009, 10:43 AM
Hi Chahna,

How are you feeling now after a day out of bed?

I've just realised in all that flurry of posting today i neglected to ask if you think you'll be well enough to do your shoot tomorrow?

I see if I can dig out the story on the artist to find out what happened. On a different tack I know of cases where documents correspondence and the like have been destroyed rather than archived on the grounds that without the person being there the story would be always be incomplete and better no story. usually the opposite results with an even more incomplete story being constructed from secondary sources.

<3 tom

chahna
8th April 2009, 10:51 AM
Wow, but is that in itself grounds for deleting the story altogether? Doesn't the story itself hold truth and substance and therefore should be kept? And especially if then the story becomes made up and totally out of context because the original evidence is destroyed?
I mean I knew it happened but I kind of wanted to be oblivious, though not.. if you get what I mean?

Huh.

I'm feeling much better. I shall defiantly do my best to make it to the shoot tomorrow.
Can't wait!

xx
Chahna.

tom2c7777
8th April 2009, 11:16 AM
My view is the same as yours, although maybe it being my job I have a vested interest. I think I mentioned that I had jointly delivered a paper at conference last week about some re-discovered misfiled documents. My colleague is starting to suspect from various snippets of evidence that the misfiling 190 years ago may not have been accidental, interesting possibilites beckon.

That's great news that you're feeling much better and should be able to make the shoot. I'll bet you can't wait to get out the house all the better if it's to a shoot. :)

<3 tom

chahna
8th April 2009, 12:48 PM
Hey yes, that does seem to bring up strange possibilities! It is fascinating though, you have a very interesting job!

Well of course not, I can't wait to get out of the house, get naked, have an orgasm, get paid for it, and come back home and eventually reap the benefits! How can you go wrong?

xx Chahna.

tom2c7777
8th April 2009, 01:40 PM
Hmm sometimes, mostly it's delving in dusty archives or looking at the results of delving but occasionally something like this unexpectedly appears in this case literally out of the woodwork, well shelving;)

Hehe "How can you go wrong" indeed :)

<3 tom

chahna
8th April 2009, 01:42 PM
:p

immie
8th April 2009, 05:37 PM
Ooooh, Chahna, those are some nifty photos on this page... both the night shots and all those naked girlies. I think I might have to pick up my game! :-D Look forward to seeing more of your camera awesomeness, darling!

silkenshadow
8th April 2009, 07:34 PM
chaha, you do marvelous things with photoshop. I definitely do not have your talent. I would love to see the finished "painting" once you are done. I am sorry that the mornings bring you no relief. Here in Cali it is spring and the pollens in the air are wrecking havoc on my hay fever. My nose stuffed and sneezing. Its nice to enjoy a wonderful bath and you do look lovely in it. I am glad to see you have become a social butterfly on the boards because getting a chance to chat with the actual models is one of my fav things about AW. KISSES. Ciao for now.

Ferveo
8th April 2009, 08:05 PM
Greetings Chahna The omni-talented entity, << taking a revered bow in the dust >>

You indeed have a lot of talent with Photoshop. I do many things with it, but the hardest part still is extracting the person from the background and pasting it on a second picture. You've done that exceptionally well in your composite-picture, the blends are seamless.

chiefbrody
8th April 2009, 11:43 PM
Hiya Chahna ;)

chahna
9th April 2009, 03:09 AM
Oh Alison, I know what it's like to have hay fever, I get it too! The last spring season however my hay fever went right down, now only my face gets a little blotchy and itchy, but I cure it right up with hay fever medication!

Hope you feel better soon!

xx
Chahna.

chahna
9th April 2009, 03:12 AM
Ferveo, thank you once again! I know what you mean but I slaved away at it for years before I got there (it really shouldn't have taken me that long but of course, I was self taught). Keep at it though, one day it just... clicks!

Chiefbrody, Hiya back! Nice to see you on my boards and a big hug and welcome to you!!

<3 Chahna.

tom2c7777
9th April 2009, 03:16 AM
Hi Chahna,

How are you feeling today, any horrid roadworks ?

<3 tom

chahna
9th April 2009, 09:48 AM
Hi Tom,
No horrid road works today.. or well there are but I wasn't home to view them! I was out on my shoot! :D (To which went really well :))

I also just noticed my first AW solo is scheduled for the 24th of April, one day after your birthday and two days before mine! Hoorah! I've been looking forward to this for a long time and my heart just jumped when I saw the preview image!

xx
Chahna.

tom2c7777
9th April 2009, 10:02 AM
Hi Chahna,

Hehe you're quicker than me, I was just coming to break the glad tidings, I startled a cat by letting out a little yelp of joy :) it's now looking at me reproachfully. It's so close I shall treat it as a birthday prezzie;)

Hurrah I'm pleased to hear it all went well, all the enter for avoiding drills;) I shall now most certainly treat myself to a membership.

<3 tom

chahna
9th April 2009, 10:06 AM
Aww, I'm sure the cat will be okay.. unless it's staring at you of course. Probably scared you're going to chase it or something! Today a mannequin fell down through a video interview and the cat in the background got so startled it jumped super high onto this fence and stayed there for a minute - after walking back with it's fluffy tail in the air.
It was quite funny. Poor cat though :(

Ah yes, I shall treat it as an early present for myself! Whoooooo!

xx
Chahna.

tom2c7777
9th April 2009, 10:29 AM
Aww poor thing, mine has stalked off.

I was preparing dinner last night, thinly slicing some chicken the moggies as usual were round my feet squeaking, demanding their share and Bellerophon was sitting watching it all. I turned to get something and when I turned back there they were up on the work surface helping themselves, little monsters:eek:. It very unusual for them to do that. I have sneaking suspicion they were showing off to their new chum or more likely teaching him bad habits;) You could see him thinking, I wonder if I could jump up there?

The preview is very lovely picture :) certainly presages a splendid shoot.

http://nl-g1.abbywinters.com/content/Chahna/chahna_sample.jpg

<3 tom

chahna
9th April 2009, 10:33 AM
Really? Wow that's incredible! My cat's don't look twice at human food (unless I'm eating something straight out of a can, which I do often - they think it must mean it's cat food!).
Ah.. well that makes more sense then, he'll probably learn from them.. or maybe they were just showing off as if 'look what I can do'!

Yay I hope it looks good anyway!

xx Chahna.

tom2c7777
9th April 2009, 10:45 AM
Ahh yes all tins equal cat food! I saw a cartoon once, it was of a cat looking at an open tin and saying "If only I could remember how I did that the world would be MINE!"

Ohh they seem to like most human meaty foods anything fishy has them bouncing up and down they like to lick anything salty like crisps. Aphra has been known to eat the occasional grape, red by preference:eek:

<3 tom

chahna
9th April 2009, 11:14 AM
lol, that's a good one, I guess cats would be a bit like that. Like guinea pigs! I had two once and we kept their food in plastic bags (well the fresh hay anyway) - whenever they heard rustling it was 'It's food it must be food' and you could hear them wheek from aaages away! In fact it made me all maternal and almost teary!

Yum, red grapes. Lucky cat!

xx Chahna.

tom2c7777
9th April 2009, 12:12 PM
Awww :)

We did try to introduce her to that very fine product of the grape, wine, but alas or fortunately for us she declined, turning up her nose at it. I believe the phrase for being grumpy is "to be like a bear for a sore head". "a cat with a hangover" doesn't bear think about;)

<3 tom

chahna
10th April 2009, 06:03 AM
Hi all, hope you're all having a happy Easter or break whatever your religion or belief!

I have a little story to tell you about my day yesterday, which I think you'll find even the littlest bit interesting.
After coming back from my shoot with a text message saying 'I think we need to talk' from Mr. C, I came home bubbly as always, ordered some delivery Indian (as I was craving something unhealthy after a sick week), and sat down to enjoy, with company of course.
Now I was teasing Mr. C, asking him what he had to tell me, and only after I said jokingly 'you've stopped loving me haven't you', Mr. C said 'no but the consequences are the same'.
I shook in my boots I really did.
Stuttering 'wha-whatt?', he goes on to tell me that he has been lying to me for the past four months and that he's actually older then he said he was (which I had been suspecting and joking about quite regularly recently). I find out he's 38, he gives me proof (I had always been asking for a drivers or something), and I bawl for a little while, unable to look at him through my anger and sadness. I was totally and utterly disgusted.
I felt used and taken advantage of. The age gap, instead of being 15 years was 19 - my age. He was twice my age!

This morning things are feeling a little better but I'm still a little shaken up.

What's your opinion?

xx
Chahna.

daria
10th April 2009, 06:19 AM
I have two sides to that
1 - Hes older, by a long mile. As you say twice your age. When there is such a large age gap there can be such problems. Views different what he wants may be different to yours, why is he with someone your age, why not with someone around his age ?
2 - Age is a number, if something is right it's right.

But I think in this case, to me, he is just a bit too old. Hun you're not even 20 yet, you're still young!! (Cause I'm so old and all. haha)

How did you two get together anyway ? And how long have to been seeing each other ?

xx

chahna
10th April 2009, 06:26 AM
Hi Daria,
I know what you mean, I'm in two minds myself. But I care about him very much (and I know he cares for me too, that's why he didn't tell me for so long - because he was thinking up of all these crazy ways he could fake his age, because he didn't want to hurt me - and he told me because he thinks I should know before it hurt me or him any more and because he thinks I should make a different decision).
To answer your first question, he doesn't normally date people my age, he thought I was older (I corrected him), I thought he was younger (he did not). We got together and he thought it wouldn't last, then when he started (and I) falling for me madly it was already too late.
He's older then what I wanted to begin with, even more so now. But love is blind, no. And stupid!

And I'm a jaded 19 year old. I act too old for my age and he acts too young.
Or maybe I'm just kidding myself, time will tell.

We got together because I moved into his house as a new housemate and ..well things happen. It's been 4 months now (which is still fresh, I know).

xx
Chahna.

laktor
10th April 2009, 06:27 AM
Well, I don't know why 4 years would make much difference, 34 or 38? Is there really much difference? But again, why would he lie if there's such little difference? I feel if a girl really liked me thinking I'm 34, then why would she care if I'm 38? So, I wouldn't lie about that.

daria
10th April 2009, 06:30 AM
Hi Daria,
I know what you mean, I'm in two minds myself. But I care about him very much (and I know he cares for me too, that's why he didn't tell me for so long - because he was thinking up of all these crazy ways he could fake his age, because he didn't want to hurt me - and he told me because he thinks I should know before it hurt me or him any more and because he thinks I should make a different decision).
To answer your first question, he doesn't normally date people my age, he thought I was older (I corrected him), I thought he was younger (he did not). We got together and he thought it wouldn't last, then when he started (and I) falling for me madly it was already too late.
He's older then what I wanted to begin with, even more so now. But love is blind, no. And stupid!

And I'm a jaded 19 year old. I act too old for my age and he acts too young.
Or maybe I'm just kidding myself, time will tell.

We got together because I moved into his house as a new housemate and ..well things happen. It's been 4 months now (which is still fresh, I know).

xx
Chahna.

Love is the weirdest thing around!

Well maybe the only thing to do right now it just leave it be, go along for the ride and see where things go. However maybe keep in mind that it may end tomorrow. It's always really hard to be in your situation because its to follow your head or your heart... sometimes you just have to let time (bloody time) take its place

xx

And good point Laktor :)

tom2c7777
10th April 2009, 06:30 AM
Hi Chahna,

Indeed an interesting story, I'm not surprised that you were/are shaken and upset, and feeling taken advantage of, honesty is crucial in a relationship.

On the plus side as least he's come clean and I assume doesn't want things to end. On the face of it a four year difference between what you thought and now know doesn't seem that huge a difference, but I'm talking from the perspective of nearly 14 years older than Mr C. Somewhat flippantly in 16 days time the balance will be partially restored although that probably doesn't help much!

I suppose in essence it boils down to a matter of trust and how you feel. All I would say is don't do anything in haste.

<3 tom

chahna
10th April 2009, 06:31 AM
Well yes there is that, but he lied because 34 was older then I would have wanted to begin with anyway. I wanted a guy around 30-33, and 34 was borderline. So being 4 years more and me being so young has turned out to be a big thing, especially cause I didn't know it from the start.

Think of it this way, I want someone to grow old with, not die leaving me in this world before my time comes - and I'm female, we generally live longer too.

Chahna. xx

chahna
10th April 2009, 06:33 AM
Yes, time tells everything, time heals all, time makes us grow old and things change through time. Time is scary Daria, but I know what you mean. That's exactly my decision, and I knew it almost straight away. Enjoy it for what it is and continue to move on. March forward. We'll see how it turns out. Time will tell. Ah, time.

xx Chahna.

chahna
10th April 2009, 06:36 AM
Yes Tom,

Well I know at least he was being truthful. I know age isn't a huge thing but I have to keep reminding myself that he as my whole life's worth of knowledge doubled, that when I was born he was out drinking and driving, that he's DOUBLE my age. Four years is nothing but at the same times it's a wealth of difference.

Like you said, at least soon I shall balance it a bit more by being one year older.

<3 Chahna.

tom2c7777
10th April 2009, 06:45 AM
Hi Chahna,

Reading your last couple of posts I understand more clearly about the significance of the age difference. I think Daria may have offered the most sage advice.

<3 tom

daria
10th April 2009, 06:49 AM
Yes, time tells everything, time heals all, time makes us grow old and things change through time. Time is scary Daria, but I know what you mean. That's exactly my decision, and I knew it almost straight away. Enjoy it for what it is and continue to move on. March forward. We'll see how it turns out. Time will tell. Ah, time.

xx Chahna.

Time is the most powerful and scary thing we have I think... And the problem is we never know if there is a right or wrong way to use it

chahna
10th April 2009, 06:57 AM
Well that's right. And the scary part for me is, as young as I am I am jaded as all possible, and I'm sacred that if I use my time unwisely that I'll be out of it sooner then I would like, or I won't be able to do the things I wanted like have children, and be happily in love because I'd be left with no one or all the men I was interested would be gone when I'm single again.

Is that making any sense?

xx

daria
10th April 2009, 07:01 AM
Perfect sense :)

See I think like thst most of the time, but then I live life rather care-free and let some things get the better of me.

You are young, but you wont be young forever and things will change when you put another year on you :)

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:04 AM
Yes I guess that's the truth of it all. As much as I think 'I won't change and I'll be the same from here on in', that's probably not going to be the case. I'm forever changing I'm sure, and there's nothing I can do about it. Or maybe till I'm 25 at least, I hear from then on in people believe they stay the same or still 'feel 25'.

xx

daria
10th April 2009, 07:10 AM
Haha I have no idea about the 25yo thing, but it could be possible...
I'll tell you after I turn 25, how's that ;)

tom2c7777
10th April 2009, 07:14 AM
Hmm, I don't remember ceasing to change after 25, but I like to think I'm still 25 ;)

<3 tom

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:20 AM
Ah well Tom, yours is the first opinion I have heard differently - or the first I can remember at this time. I'm thinking 25 is a prime year. I feel 25, and I really can't wait to be 25.
Yes Daria, keep me in the loop for after you are 25, it'd be an interesting experiment to undertake.

xx

daria
10th April 2009, 07:25 AM
25 hey ? A quarter of a century old...
Now sure what I think my perfect age will be... But I know right now I like 26yo's :)

laktor
10th April 2009, 07:26 AM
I remember a big panic when I turned 26. It was horrible. I kept thinking that I was getting old and life was going by too fast. That's when I started hyperventilating a lot. It was a miserable time for me.

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:27 AM
Tee hee. I like 30 year olds but that's a different story.

Gosh you've made me hungry Daria. I bet you by tomorrow I won't be able to stand it any more and rush off to a McDonalds somewhere and binge. Or you know.. I could binge at my dinner party tonight, which'll probably be the case considering it's from my fathers side and they always get me to eat incredible amounts otherwise they feel insulted. Part of the culture I guess, explains my shape at least.

xx

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:29 AM
Oh dear laktor! See I look forward to getting older! The more I get older the less people can call me 'so young' or 'baby' or anything along those lines. Also then more people would take me seriously or actually let me have a say just because I would have apparently more life experience!

xx

daria
10th April 2009, 07:29 AM
So are you full indian ? Or whats your heritage ?
Hehe sorry, I made my hunger rub off on you... Bit of a shame the shops aren't open today...
I'm already thinking about dinner, how terrible of me!!

Men are like wine, they get better with age ;)

daria
10th April 2009, 07:33 AM
Chahna Im going to state the obvious...

My GOD your tits are huge!!! -faints-
lol

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:33 AM
Ah yes, I am fully Indian. I don't believe I look it and quite a lot of people don't.. but there are some people that do. I remember when I was working in hospitality and no one would believe me (there are a lot of Indian's working in hospitality and they pair up, but I didn't seem to match).

Yes, well I've been thinking about dinner since morning. And I've eaten :(

Yes of course, that's the great thing about men. They age well. Woman on the other hand... :S

xx

tom2c7777
10th April 2009, 07:35 AM
Ahh so very very true. Daria ;)

What's that saying "you are only as old as you feel"

<3 tom (a fine vintage:p)

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:36 AM
Bahahah Daria. I would say so myself but now I'm used to them so they don't strike me as big at all. In fact at times I find myself looking at other girls breasts and thinking they're huge (even if they're not) or wanting bigger one's. It's strange though because growing up I hated them! (no one else had boobs, especially not my size). But now, I'm well and truly content.

Feel sorry for my man though who has to deal with them when they get older. Thank goodness I wear a bra to bed and all day long - I'm concerned about their aging. :)

xx

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:36 AM
Well I don't know if I would say only then.
I feel 25 - 30, but I'm ONLY 19!!

:p

daria
10th April 2009, 07:37 AM
Yeah you don't look full Indian I think, your more fair and your face structure is a b it different... But thats just me!

lol, so do you live alone ? Or at home still ?

Women don't need to age to get better, because from the time we are born we are like goddesses just waiting to be worshipped! lol! :p

daria
10th April 2009, 07:38 AM
Tom - I believe its 'You're only as old as the girl you feel!' ;)

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:40 AM
Yes I know, people have thought I was all sorts of mixes, from Italian to Asian, to ..well I've heard it all I really have.

Yes I live by myself (or out of home), with my man who started off as a housemate, and a housemate (when he's around). And I study which makes it great for paying rent time. Ah well, when I'm done I'll get myself a real job :p

lol, I guess that's one way of looking at it!

xx

daria
10th April 2009, 07:43 AM
Haha fair enough, sounds good to me :)

Asian... hrmmm, don't know if you look asian... Yeah maybe the greek / italian but... You are you and thats the main thing! lol

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:49 AM
Yeah, no one knows. That's why I've heard the strangest mixes come out of peoples mouths. I agree I don't look THAT Indian, but to me I look very Indian.
You should have seen me as a kid. No mistaking it.
Something went wrong somewhere along the way :p

xx

tom2c7777
10th April 2009, 07:50 AM
Tom - I believe its 'You're only as old as the girl you feel!' ;)

Ahh thats brought a smile to my face I'm younger than I thought, but still a fine vintage;)



Women don't need to age to get better, because from the time we are born we are like goddesses just waiting to be worshipped! lol! :p

But of course!!!

<3 tom

daria
10th April 2009, 07:51 AM
lol, maybe puberty chnged you somehow! It does to men ;)

HarperAW
10th April 2009, 07:51 AM
i thought maybe hispanic? like half? sexy in any case.

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:53 AM
Hey well I like vintage Tom, so you should be proud :D

xx

daria
10th April 2009, 07:55 AM
I love vintage Cheese... mmm Cheese...

chahna
10th April 2009, 07:57 AM
Yum.. I love ALL types of cheese. A real cheese-a-holic.
Cheese platters, antipasto platters, cheeseeeeee!

Anyway guys I'm off now for an enjoyable clean and a dinner that is an hour and a half drive for me :( Ah well such is life. At least I'll have a bit of company for 15 minutes of the drive :P

xx

daria
10th April 2009, 08:00 AM
oh my god, chahna you're my girl.
I'm the same
Marinated mushrooms and Artichokes... mmm -salivates-

ohhh an hour and a half hour drive, that sucks! but why only 15 minutes of fun ?

xx
Have a great night!!

tom2c7777
10th April 2009, 08:11 AM
Have fun Chahna

From what I've seen so far it's a very nice tummy as well:)

:) Maccas and now cheese, mmm I love cheese that on ethe good things here there are lots of different varieties and the numbers are increasing as more people try chees making. Yummy

<3 tom