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matilda

3rd January 2006, 04:52 AM

WEll, hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllOOOOOOOooooO OOooOOO faithful veiwers, firstly let me say congratulations on prooving you all have excellant taste in women and pornography alike, spread the word true belivers.

hahahaha.

Anyway, hows it going y'all? thanks for all the support and er... whatever else you've been doing over the last couple of years. because it has actually been a couple of years now, ha haa ha, not that im stopping anytime soon... so I guess this first post is going to be kind of lame until we start talking about interesting things like all of your fetishes and whether or not YOU finger yourself up the ass when massturbating, dont think i dont have any questions for you all, but ill let you go first, suss out your personal profiles and then HUH catch you with discerning questions over sexuality so i can gather secret information into the male pysci and one day RULE YOU ALL....

(i AM of course just joking, but im sure it wouldnt be the BOYS or my fellow abby girls who would have a problem with my rule, I say we target those ' missionary, lights out, once a week' bitches)

hahaha, whatever

throw me questions so im not left to my own devices

love you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxox

JerryOR

3rd January 2006, 05:17 AM

i dont have any questions for you all, but ill let you go first, suss out your personal profiles and then HUH catch you with discerning questions over sexuality so i can gather secret information into the male pysci and one day RULE YOU ALL....

Dream on ..... women already control half the money and all the pussy in the world......

Jerry

Randomthoughts

3rd January 2006, 05:36 AM

Is that where the acronym "GDP" comes from.....

RT...

alexbee

3rd January 2006, 06:41 AM

(I say we target those ' missionary, lights out, once a week' bitches)

You've met my wife??? :D ;)

matilda

3rd January 2006, 08:03 AM

oooh sorry, when i said i dont have a million questions, i meant to write i have a million questions, ew i didnt relize i sounded that stuck up sorry....

GDP?

half the money, all the pussy, and Im still not satisfied.... gee forgive a girl for wanting equality on more levels than our bank accounts... xoxoxo

susie

3rd January 2006, 09:05 AM

Hello my lovely,

It was great to talk to you today, and am looking forward to seeing you next week! Should be fun eh? Oh, and weclome to the boards!

s

Randomthoughts

3rd January 2006, 09:42 AM

Dream on ..... women already control half the money and all the pussy in the world......

Jerry

An Economic's response to Jerry. GDP= Gross Domestic Pussy :)

RT...

valerie

3rd January 2006, 11:18 AM

Hey girl! Nice meeting you the other Friday (finally!) hahaha love what you did with that purple thing...you sure taught it a lesson or two, but will it remember what you told it? You got to keep it, yeah? Does it have a place with all your cutsey-wutsey stuffed animals and frilly pink dolly's dresses?? (hahaha just kidding, ...hahaha)

Anyway, nice to see you on the boards :)

matilda

3rd January 2006, 11:46 AM

BBBAHAHAHA GROSS DOMESTIC PUSSY INDEED!!!

thats the funniest thing ever, hey there girls, YAY NEXT WEEK! we'll have to go out after, susie where were you at the christmas party? i noticed a certain drunken absence....

no valerie I didnt keep it!!! i probably shouldve asked but it mightve been a little full on for my latest male counterpart. unfortunately hes not really the adventurous type, ugh what a waste.... im just fearing what you guys will whip out next, and you all know how encouragble i am...

koesta

3rd January 2006, 12:56 PM

superjanlu

3rd January 2006, 01:38 PM

MATILDA, you're fantastic.......

Bye bye from Italy

Stinky

3rd January 2006, 05:44 PM

There's no such thing as Domestic Pussy. It's all wild and never Gross! :D

Peter552

3rd January 2006, 06:42 PM

... so I guess this first post is going to be kind of lame until we start talking about interesting things like all of your fetishes and whether or not YOU finger yourself up the ass when masturbating...throw me questions so im not left to my own devices...

Hi, Matilda. Great to see you posting to the boards.

I said to another model recently that sometimes the pictures in Backstage show even more of a girl's personality than the ones in the photoshoot. This (http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=image&index=63&shoot=2382) is my favourite picture of you.

So...questions: Do you still get off on having yourself licked out after having anal (matildavid4 (http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=profile&model=399)) or was that yesterday's thrill? What else really does it for you?

A bit about myself: I have been known on occasion to insert a digit when masturbating (but not while sitting at my computer watching Matilda vidshttp://us.i1.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/tsmileys2/03.gif). I have also once or twice tried caning myself on the buttocks. This is an acquired skill, and the technique is totally different to caning somebody else. It can be done standing while pulling your wire, but it is slightly easier lying on your stomach humping the mattress.

Are you sure this is the kind of stuff you're looking for?http://us.i1.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/tsmileys2/09.gif

Peter

Darth Dave

3rd January 2006, 06:53 PM

Hi Matilda

I loved every shoot that you have done that last one was exceptional and your girl/girl shoots are easily two of the best on the site. I hope that you feel like doing some more. ;)

Thanks for all the amazing shoots that you have done, you're the best. <3

Dave

blissed

3rd January 2006, 07:51 PM

Hi matilda
I can't think of anything worse than having something stuck up my ass.
I hope that when you do rule the world you don't make that one of the mandatory punishments :)

You do like your anal insertions though. Those self vids are quite shocking arn't they,
I'd be frightened to leave you alone in my house. Afterwards, I wouldn't want to touch anything just in case it had been on it's own little rectal adventure :)
Have you ever bumped into anyone you don't know (or know like your Dad?) who's seen them :o
That would be so weird, but I suppose you must have.

spiderboy

3rd January 2006, 10:38 PM

Hi matilda
I can't think of anything worse than having something stuck up my ass.

Well I for one must respectfully disagree with Blissed; and in answer to your question, the answer is most emphatically YES.

Pity that your current boy is a vanilla, but maybe he is a blank canvas, and with a little coaxing his mind could be expanded...

Er love your work! Looking forward to seeing more of you around. Happy New Year and all

Lawrence

chimmy

4th January 2006, 12:24 AM

Hey Matilda,

I'm a big fan and have been for a while. Your videos were what caused me to sign up for ISM which eventually led me here.

I still remember your shaving advice and if I'm ever tempted I'll be sure to put it into practice.

I'm off to check out your latest vid now...oh the anticipation :)

Cheers Chimmy

bookmanz

4th January 2006, 02:54 AM

Hi Matilda,
Like the rest of your fans, I think you are awesome. :) Keep up the good work! We'd love to see more of those blue eyes, hot body, and sexy personality!

gracie_w

4th January 2006, 04:32 AM

Well, I kind of have to agree with blissed, I don't see the appeal of anal...especially not fingers. Inanimate objects, maybe, but not another body part, hehe.

Anyway, welcome to the boards, I look forward to having many long and no doubt interesting convo's with you! :D

labtec11

4th January 2006, 04:53 AM

sign me up on the gracie_w side of this ledger. Treatment for 'rhoids will do wonders to change your perspective re: that bit of anatomy. All that attention down there and not even dinner and a drink to show for it....

labtec11

4th January 2006, 04:57 AM

oh, forgot to mention, Matilda, the vids with Armine, damn!

matilda

4th January 2006, 09:16 AM

Peter 552, never will i believe that being licked out after anal is yesterdays craze, NEVER! hahaa, dude you rock in general, caning?HELL YEAH, i can imagine self caning would indeed be a fine art, but once mastered, imagine the greatness, abby buy a can so i can do it inmy next shoot please. may i have one request though please... get into the spirit and promise me that the next video I do, you will watch it, and perform your er duties in the kinkiest way that you see most appropriate, then tell me what you did.

Koesta, i do indeed have plans to do shoots in 2006, i just moved into a new apartment and i cant wait to shoot there... is there anything you would like to see in particular?

yo blissed! oh my god, well it didnt happen really initially, but i think its more from being on girls out west than anything else because they must be easier to access, but people have been telling me all the time, OH YEAH I SAW THIS SHOOT... and the thing is its the weirdest people saying it, like my friend from high schools boyfriend, and then shes like, hey yeah i saw too.... and im like yeeeesh most of my shoots are extreme for these sights, let only the minds of my friends. I met this guy at a night club, and he picked up my friend and then we all went back to her house and for some reason, we bought up my car, and hes like, ive seen your car, and im like... i dont think you have, and he's like your DANDY (thats my name on ISM) and he was like, yeahhhh ive seen all your shoots. it was hilarious... the only thing that shits me is people I know purposely going on the sights... not necessarily people i like too, or that like me. But everyone i know knows what i do, and you know what people are like. Luckily my dad couldnt use the internet if his life depended on it, so i think im safe there....

hahaha... yeah i can understand not getting into the anal thing, but if your into then you understand that there is just something about it, maybe its just how kind of naughty it feels. im not a hygeine freak in general and im not really disgusted by my own ass so its nothing but another hole to stick my fingers in really. hehehe

matilda

4th January 2006, 09:19 AM

Dafydd

4th January 2006, 01:22 PM

Darth Dave

4th January 2006, 02:27 PM

Matilda the models here and you especially are 100 times better than Jemma Jamison and much more interesting.
I have loved everything you have done in your shoots so I can't wait to see what you have in store for us next.

Dave

casgrain

4th January 2006, 04:27 PM

Matilda, what I like mostly about you is what you do in a T3. Anytime you're up to do another, I'm all for it.;)

pjay

4th January 2006, 09:49 PM

Hi Matilda, glad you've started to post here (at last!). I've always been very fond of your vids as you're very.. uh... forthright :) I'm happy to see you've continued this into your posts!

I would post more but my mind has been slightly blown by trying to imagine how Peter552's self-caning works :eek: Not my cup of tea, but it takes all sorts....

Fingering myself up the bum whilst masturbating?? Isn't that like trying to rub your tummy while patting yourself on the head (i.e. requires too much co-ordination for me :D)

Lothario

5th January 2006, 10:28 AM

hahaha... yeah i can understand not getting into the anal thing, but if your into then you understand that there is just something about it, maybe its just how kind of naughty it feels. im not a hygeine freak in general and im not really disgusted by my own ass so its nothing but another hole to stick my fingers in really. hehehe

Hi Matilda, here's another admirer of you and your open-ness! One hygiene query I'd been meaning to mention to Abby, but since you've brought it up yourself I'll risk being a bore. To wit, I'm no medical expert, but I've always understood that the one thing a girl should never do, infection-wise, is to move fingers (or any object) from arse into vagina (the other way around being no particular problem) without washing hands/object properly inbetween. Risks are really high of giving yourself cystitis or worse -- which we'd all hate for you to experience!
Could be that you're personally blessed with an unusually tough immune system on top of all your other charms, but if so any girl who imitates you may rather rapidly regret it.

About "how kind of naughty it feels", there's a Woody Allen joke I like: 'Some people think sex is dirty. Of course it isn't dirty at all. Unless you're doing it RIGHT!'

Lothario

gracie_w

5th January 2006, 11:14 AM

Lothario you're absolutely right, and since we're doing medical advice, as a long term sufferer of cystitis and its associated tract infections (sigh) there are several things a girl can do to avoid causing problems for herself. That being having a wee within half an hour after sex, always wiping front to back and trying to drink plenty of cranberry juice hehe. I'm glad you mentioned it though, because I was wondering if I was the only one concerned about that haha.

Mrs Roops

5th January 2006, 01:58 PM

It’s always interesting to read the diverse range of opinion with regards to any form of bum-work. I’m all for it, object insertion, finger insertion, rimming and fucking. Never tried anal fisting though. Men especially should try a gentle prostate massage as I’m told it can produce really nice sensations. Watching the seminal fluid dribble out when pressing the prostate is fascinating to watch!!! Hygiene is important but with three orifices so close together it is difficult to prevent bacterial crossover when things are getting wet and slippery.

The other problem is that when caught up in the passionate throes of full on sex, the last thing on one’s mind is sexual hygiene, but I am conscious as to how easy it is to develop a bladder/urinary tract infection. I’m OK going down on Hubby after he’s had his dick in my arse but if it is going into my vag then I will give his cock the once-over with an alcohol-free wet wipe. (er, probably too much information again, but public service and all that….)

stoneyyy

5th January 2006, 02:13 PM

Could just see mrs roops with all the wipes etc sterile equipment, kinda like doing in a doctors surgry

Peter552

5th January 2006, 08:27 PM

...or a dentist's? ;)

Peter552

5th January 2006, 08:31 PM

...but i think its more from being on girls out west than anything else...

That was you with the bottle, then? Melbourne Bitter, no less! :) I've never subscribed to GOW but I sure did enjoy the tour!

Ever stand on your head with a full bottle in your arse? It'd be like getting drunk backwards. :p

koesta

6th January 2006, 01:29 AM

god guys, and like seriously thanks in general... all your comments are really cool, because like what we are doing here, we arent jenna freaking jamison and all perfect and cocky and stuff, its really cool to be appreaciated for simply expressing ones sexuality. none of us have enough freedom to do that....

There y make a major point!!! It is very important to express in n "open-minded" way the subjective beauty of your body as an instrument to sexuality and pure emotion... We should do it more and more often, to liberate us from that pre-chewed general perception.!!!

BigSpud

6th January 2006, 01:53 AM

Sexuality ought to be expressed. That's what it's for.
I'm not always comfortable with what I see you do, but I love that you seem completely unabashed about doing it.

(At the risk of sounding like the Ignorant American, who's Jenna Jamison?)Jenna Jameson is a Porn Star (http://www.clubjenna.com/) The website is the first that came up after googling her name with the correct spelling. It is not necessarily the best or most definitive.

BigSpud

6th January 2006, 02:05 AM

... Men especially should try a gentle prostate massage as I’m told it can produce really nice sensations. Watching the seminal fluid dribble out when pressing the prostate is fascinating to watch!!!...Do you have any idea how difficult that is to do on one's self? It is just about as difficult as finding someone else to do that for you. :)

I participated in a medical study that required annual manual prostate exams for 10 years. It was not exactly an erotic setting, but I admit to enjoying the feeling and trying myself to reproduce it. My fingers are not really long enough. :(

gracie_w

6th January 2006, 02:15 AM

BigSpud may I ask what the study was about??

matilda

6th January 2006, 10:22 AM

possibly he is referring too similar exams to the test for prostate cancer which is the, good ol finger up the pooper.

i only found this out a few months ago, i was wondering why there are always so many, BE A MAN, GET CHECKED FOR PROSTATE CANCER adds... but if that is the test then you can see why. I find the idea hilarious, i mean it would be incredibly awkward and stuff, but think about John Howard or George W. with a doctors finger up their ass. he he he.

i agree with mrs. roops, im more paranoid about hygeine in real life than in shoots, well i guess so anyway because there are no photos of the dildo being washed and stuff, usually though it just doesnt really end that things are going back and forth, i usually find the initial penetration of anal the worst, that little bump where the head goes its widest before it goes thin again, thats the worst...
i think all sexual hygeine is so improtant and i mean, it can make sex so much less 'dirty' if thats people problems, i wash my pussy (god this already sounds dodgy) i get in there and around the lips and stuff, but i know girls who wont masturbate because they think their bits are disgusting, if they arent comfortable with it themselves, of course they are not going to enjoy someone licking them out, because all they can think about is how disgusting it must taste. well of course it tastes gross if you spray half a can of deoderiser, then all anyone can taste is chemical and any stronger taste from your natural juice, only highlighting the worst parts of the experiance.

i cant remember if i was attempting to make a point or not, but you know what i mean....

damn i have so much more to write, i cant handle posting, i talk to much in real life and it would seem i cant stop here either..

aw well<3

BigSpud

6th January 2006, 12:39 PM

BigSpud may I ask what the study was about??Matilda was correct in part. The study was attempting to determine if there are any relations between various factors and prostate cancer.

We were given a PSA test to check for gremlins in our blood, urine flow (pee into a flow measuring device) and quantity measure, manual (they called it a digital exam) check of the prostate for swelling or unusual bumps, body fat measurements, ultrasound of the prostate (only way to get close is up the rear again!), monitoring baldness and a general health screening.

BPH is a non deadly swelling of the prostate which acts like a clamp on a hose and reduces the flow of the urine to the point where guys may be going more and enjoying it less. :)

It wasn't real exciting and I didn't get paid, but I did get an annual exam and my Dad had prostate cancer so I do want to watch that.

I view AW as an active aid to prevent that as in "use it or lose it". :)

Mrs Roops

6th January 2006, 02:37 PM

Do you have any idea how difficult that is to do on one's self? It is just about as difficult as finding someone else to do that for you. :)............... My fingers are not really long enough. :(
Lol, yes I’m well aware how difficult it is to finger oneself. One can never finger one’s arse as deeply as fingering a partner, mores the pity 'cos I enjoy poking myself there when having a good jilling. Why not buy a thin dildo to gently press against the prostate?
i think all sexual hygeine is so improtant and i mean, it can make sex so much less 'dirty' if thats people problems, i wash my pussy (god this already sounds dodgy) i get in there and around the lips and stuff, but i know girls who wont masturbate because they think their bits are disgusting, if they arent comfortable with it themselves, of course they are not going to enjoy someone licking them out, because all they can think about is how disgusting it must taste. well of course it tastes gross if you spray half a can of deoderiser, then all anyone can taste is chemical and any stronger taste from your natural juice, only highlighting the worst parts of the experiance.

This is true; I had one ex who expressed surprise when I encouraged him to go down on me. Apparently his ex thought women’s bits were disgusting and would not allow it!!! An acquaintance of mine during a drink fuelled candid moment admitted to me that she never touched herself apart from washing herself and tampon changing.

I always give my genital and anal area a good scrub once a day, sometimes more if there has been some er, heavy usage, but I’m mindful that one can go overboard in the hygiene department and remove the good bacteria that’s needed to ward off infections etc. I never use a feminine deodorant. Women who have an intimate odour problem should look at various aspects of their lifestyle such as diet etc.

Dafydd

6th January 2006, 03:13 PM

damn i have so much more to write, i cant handle posting, i talk to much in real life and it would seem i cant stop here either..

You keep writin' we'll keep readin'.

Mermur

6th January 2006, 03:26 PM

Why not buy a thin dildo to gently press against the prostate?

Yeah, like the anal vibrator I have: Little Skittle.

2110

I love it when its head vibrates against my bum hole and I really like the sensation of being anally penetrated, but massaging my prostate doesn't seem to have any extra stimulating effect.

BigSpud

6th January 2006, 04:51 PM

Yeah, like the anal vibrator I have: Little Skittle.

2110

I love it when its head vibrates against my bumhole and I really like the sensation of being anally penetrated, but massaging my prostate doesn't seem to have any extra stimulating effect.I see why it is named so. I think that any rigid object will not be very stimulating to the prostate. It is curved and one curve meeting another is not very effective for application of pressure.

Mrs Roops

6th January 2006, 08:19 PM

I love it when its head vibrates against my bumhole and I really like the sensation of being anally penetrated, but massaging my prostate doesn't seem to have any extra stimulating effect.
Hmmmm, I love my bum hole being tickled either by tongue, finger or by a gentle vibration. I agree having the anus gently opened is a brill sensation as well. I sorta agree with BigSpud; you need to be very gentle when massaging the prostate. Too much pressure and it becomes downright painful. In my limited experience I have had positive reactions from men. I rarely stuffed a toy in a man’s arse preferring instead to lightly tickle the prostate with the pad of my index finger. (If I may say so, I give excellent prostate massage!!!!) Most guys, once past the taboo factor, love the sensation.

I have read that men can orgasm through prostate massage but what evidence I’ve seen is mainly anecdotal info on gay sites. Mind you, once you got a finger up the arse and his dick in the mouth then a man cums PDQ in my experience and as for playing the ole’ rusty trombone…….

like2watch

7th January 2006, 01:10 AM

I think this must be the most educational thread I've seen on AW so far!

Big hello to Matilda and delighted to see u posting to the boards now. Gotta say i've missed your bubbly banter on your latest vids so its a pleasant experience to hear u chat freely in here.

U're honesty in your early videos have drawn me back ever since.

Any chance you could do a double IM with Paula?? :o

gracie_w

7th January 2006, 05:40 AM

blissed

7th January 2006, 07:12 AM

I didn't know there was a male g spot and I've never been tickled up the ass. and I didn't know therewas an unexpected pleasure waiting for me if I ever did. Sorry I can't get into this bum thing, I'm not phobic, it's jusst about shit, toilet paper? No, the only other thing I do with mine is sit on it.

Dafydd

7th January 2006, 02:26 PM

Personally I love having mine tickled, but it's so overpowering I can't actually come from it, it's like its too much for me to handle or something. Does anyone else get that?

My last girlfriend said pretty much the same thing — that while she loved it when I fingered her g-spot (and nothin' could make her break the Third Commandment more profusely), it was way too intense to orgasm from. Not sure why. I think it's because she told me once she needed to be relaxed to come, and judging by her writhing and clenching and gasping and so on, she never seemed too relaxed when I let my fingers do the g-spot dance.

blissed

7th January 2006, 03:14 PM

Sorry I can't get into this bum thing, the only other thing I do with mine is sit on it.

and wiggle my naked cheeks for people I like. I forgot about that one. That's fun.
Matilda, Have you ever been shy? Is there any possible situation where you would be.
Sorry to change the subject this being the fingering and bumtalk thread.
What are you like when your drunk, your mad enough sober, I bet theres loads of things you've done
while your soaked that you wished you hadn't.
Although some people just fall over and go to sleep and are abused by there friends.
So what are friends for then :) That never happened to me, I don't drink, all my mental instability is permanent.

Mrs Roops

7th January 2006, 05:18 PM

I heard that the male G spot is near the prostate, but it must be like female G spots in that some people have very sensitive ones and some people don't. Personally I love having mine tickled, but it's so overpowering I can't actually come from it, it's like its too much for me to handle or something. Does anyone else get that?
The "male G-spot" and prostate are one and the same. Whilst it is pleasurable to some men, I don’t think you can induce an orgasm purely by prostate stimulation though I would be fascinated to hear from any guys out there who has personal experience to the contrary.

It was interesting reading about Gracie’s and of Dafydds’s GF experiences. Playing with my G-spot does nothing for me except that it feels mildly nice.
Sorry I can't get into this bum thing, I'm not phobic,
Many people feel like you and there is nothing wrong in that. What I cant stand are blokes who are happy to have things done to them, but won't return the favour, so to speak:rolleyes:

gracie_w

7th January 2006, 06:19 PM

In life AND in butt play, Mrs R *double rolly eyes*

falkenhayn

7th January 2006, 08:14 PM

Hi Matilda

Your redux is great
your sensuousness erupts, you're a volcano

your expressions are beyond any comment
(e.g.your nose so cute and the flaring of your nostrils in the shots below is so hot!!!)
http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=image&index=115&shoot=2895

http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=image&index=119&shoot=2895

http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=image&index=120&shoot=2895

alexbee

9th January 2006, 02:55 PM

Whilst it is pleasurable to some men, I don’t think you can induce an orgasm purely by prostate stimulation though I would be fascinated to hear from any guys out there who has personal experience to the contrary.

No "hands on" experience, but I remember a nature show from long ago where the vets took a sperm sample from a gorilla by stimulating his prostate. (Geez, talk about "time to get a life") :p :D

BigSpud

9th January 2006, 07:46 PM

No "hands on" experience, but I remember a nature show from long ago where the vets took a sperm sample from a gorilla by stimulating his prostate. (Geez, talk about "time to get a life") :p :DEjaculation is not the same as orgasm. Prostate massage can lead to ejaculation, but it is not necessarily the same feeling as orgasm. Apparently prostitutes use the technique to speed the process up.

valerie

10th January 2006, 06:31 AM

A fan of anal sex myself, I tried sticking my dildo up my bum the other night for the first time, and it felt pretty good, but I was unable to obtian orgasm right that first time and my only thought was "god i'd kill for a second toy to stick up the first hole as well!" ...or probably get one actually made for bums and stuff. Maybe I'll have a peek around the house until that point...

Also, movement on the part of the toy would have helped as well, but I haven't worked out that coordination yet. Never really thought I'd be sharing this sort of stuff with the world either (or my co-workers...do you guys let your co-workers in on this sort of intimate detail?) :o:o
<3val

gracie_w

10th January 2006, 08:27 AM

Mrs Roops

10th January 2006, 01:42 PM

No "hands on" experience, but I remember a nature show from long ago where the vets took a sperm sample from a gorilla by stimulating his prostate. (Geez, talk about "time to get a life") :p :D
Your comments prompted me to research this alexbee, (not that I wish to try anal sex with a gorilla). What you are referring to is electro-ejaculation. This process is sometimes used to assist paraplegic men in their attempts to father a child by way of artificial insemination for example. An electric probe is inserted into the anus and placed against the prostate. An electric current is applied to stimulate ejaculation. Don’t try that at home folks as the patient is under a general anaesthetic when undergoing the procedure.

A fan of anal sex myself, I tried sticking my dildo up my bum the other night for the first time, and it felt pretty good, but I was unable to obtian orgasm right that first time and my only thought was "god i'd kill for a second toy to stick up the first hole as well!" ...or probably get one actually made for bums and stuff. Maybe I'll have a peek around the house until that point...

Also, movement on the part of the toy would have helped as well...
Yeah, that’s the main reason why I do not use but plugs any more. It’s nice when it goes in and out but it gets a bit boring if it just sits there. I recently bought a set of rigid anal beads and this satisfies my need to feel the anus being opened and closed. Well worth the investment.
Never really thought I'd be sharing this sort of stuff with the world either (or my co-workers...do you guys let your co-workers in on this sort of intimate detail?
Sexual banter is rife where I work, but I only discuss personal details with two close workmates – both female.

spiderboy

10th January 2006, 02:36 PM

As a huge fan of butt play (both giving AND recieving), I have to say that my prostate doesn't seem to be much of a "special spot" for me. What I get out of being on the recieving end of anal sex is: a) pleasurable sensation from stimulation in and around the anus; b)nice sensation of fullness/stretched-out-ness when penetrated; and c) the whole delicious nastiness of it all. My girlfriend tells me that when I come with her finger up my ass, she can feel my prostate dance a jig, but I can't really tell. It just feels good.

The whole poop thing strikes me as a little wierd. After all, a LOT of guys like anal sex with girls (to say nothing of guys with guys); there is more porn out there on the subject than you can shake a stick at, and fear of running into poo doesn't seem to be stopping people. Actually, shit doesn't usually hang out in that part of your body; a well washed anus is quite clean. (probably cleaner than your mouth, so I have read). And if there is some stray poop, well then you go wash off (with soap) your finger/dick/dildo and come back for more -non anal- play. No biggee.

Matilda, have you ever indulged in the practice of "pegging" or "bobbing" (female on male strap-on sex)? Hot stuff, for both partners, let me tell you! Might be just the thing to open the mind of your current mild mannered boyfriend. Whatdya think?

Best
Lawrence

digitalist

10th January 2006, 05:23 PM

Mrs. Roops,

The "male G-spot" and prostate are one and the same. Whilst it is pleasurable to some men, I don’t think you can induce an orgasm purely by prostate stimulation though I would be fascinated to hear from any guys out there who has personal experience to the contrary.

True but it can get very close. Heh.

Mermur

10th January 2006, 09:43 PM

...or probably get one actually made for bums and stuff.

I certainly would advise you to use toys designed for anal insertion. The first time I tried anal sex, I used a 'normal', solid vibrator and it hurt like hell. :( Fortunately, I found the Little Skittle and thus discovered the joys of anal play.:)

Mermur

matilda

11th January 2006, 12:36 AM

wow that it such a cool looking dildo! it would be excting just coz it looks so great.... i saw this one in a store that was clar tinted red plastic and it looked like glass and it had this cool stand so it looked like some ancient bottle of perfume or something,

Gracie, isnt that almost the most frustrating thing in the world, over stimulated, it happens to me a lot, not from my g spot though, from differant things some times it just happens, itll put me in a bad mood for the rest of the night. VAL ou devil, i know i know, its all you can think about, and when masturbating i go kind of crazy and im like hmmmm iwonder if i can, but its really hard to ochastrate, ive just developed my imagination so well that i can nearly feel being fucked in both at one time (something i would NEVER want to real life) and it works great... try it..

oh dear... you had to ask about drinking, im NOT a good drinker, somewhat like you said about your mental instability, im crazy when im sober... once i start drinking i dont know how to stop myself and will drink copious ammounts of whatever put in front of me, this is everything from cask mine to home brewed methalated spirits. As soon as im slightly drunk, i decide i love the feeling so much and dont want it to go away ever, thus drinking myself to oblivion. As a consiquence i have not had the oppurtunity to do many naughty things with boys, because I am so unappealing when drunk no one will touch me. I often embark in rants about society and politics with no real agenda and will relentlessly abuse anyone who opposes me even though i have no idea what i am talking about. Unfortunately i can drink and drink and drink and dont vomit so im left to keep ranting and raving and falling over and flashing and offending until i pass out and sometimes wake up in pools of my own urine. People do not react to his well and am often surprised when they meet me sober because I make sense and am not the crazed animal they met theother night....

but i am off to a shoot ill post again when i get back and finish explaining xoxoxox

evangeline

13th January 2006, 12:52 AM

Ejaculation is not the same as orgasm. Prostate massage can lead to ejaculation, but it is not necessarily the same feeling as orgasm. Apparently prostitutes use the technique to speed the process up.

Isn't that cheating? :p Can you imagine the court cases? Something about false advertising....

Actually, shit doesn't usually hang out in that part of your body; a well washed anus is quite clean. (probably cleaner than your mouth, so I have read).

I've been told that there are actually (excuse the non use of proper terms but I just can't remember them)... there are actually two anus thingimibobs: one which is the anus we all know and love which is at the entrance of our bodies, and the second is further up the passage and opens up into the bowel. If we didn't have that second hidden anus, the penis/finger/sex toy/vegetable of your choice would really be in the poo. The passage itself is quite clean because there is a sort of membrane around the poo when it comes out of the body.

Mmmmm! What a lovely conversation!

(Btw Matilda, love your pics! You're gorgeous!)

BigSpud

13th January 2006, 01:05 AM

Isn't that cheating? :p Can you imagine the court cases? Something about false advertising....
Yes, exactly why they do it! (and they know they are safe from lawsuits..... :)

I've been told that there are actually (excuse the non use of proper terms but I just can't remember them)... there are actually two anus thingimibobs: one which is the anus we all know and love which is at the entrance of our bodies, and the second is further up the passage and opens up into the bowel. If we didn't have that second hidden anus, the penis/finger/sex toy/vegetable of your choice would really be in the poo. The passage itself is quite clean because there is a sort of membrane around the poo when it comes out of the body.

Mmmmm! What a lovely conversation!

(Btw Matilda, love your pics! You're gorgeous!)They are called anal sphincter muscles and you are correct. The area between them is seldom occupied.

:)

Diablo

13th January 2006, 03:42 AM

I've been told that there are actually (excuse the non use of proper terms but I just can't remember them)... there are actually two anus thingimibobs: one which is the anus we all know and love which is at the entrance of our bodies, and the second is further up the passage and opens up into the bowel. If we didn't have that second hidden anus, the penis/finger/sex toy/vegetable of your choice would really be in the poo. The passage itself is quite clean because there is a sort of membrane around the poo when it comes out of the body.

Heh, kind of like those "KEEP CLEAR" marked sections you find on roads... no stopping allowed, only pass through :)

Makes me wonder if this was some sort of design/evolutional intention of the human body, as it obviously makes anal sex a lot more practical (slightly less hygiene issues) :cool:

Diablo

13th January 2006, 04:22 AM

Oh, BTW... Hi Matilda, how's it going?

I've just finished watching your latest redux video, which was completely fascinating to watch. Not only do I find you beautiful (I'm a sucker for freckly faces, and I love your curvy figure), but I also admire your degree of openness and sense of adventure in your sexuality - we need more people like you in today's society. Your photo/video sets have all been awesome, to say the least. Looking forward to the next set ;)

One thing I found intriguing is the diameter of the objects that you've been able to insert into yourself... have you always been able to do this, or has this required a progression of gradual vaginal/anal stretching?

About your drinking... don't be ashamed about it, not everyone takes too well to drinking. It's not something I (and any other respectable person) would ever hold against you. I'm a very infrequent drinker myself; I usually only manage 1-2 standard drinks at a time, beyond that I become a complete cadbury very quickly :o Usually on party/town nights, I'm always the designated driver (also mainly because I live in Perth's northern suburbs, whereas all my mates live south of the CBD).

I also have a female acquaintance, who is normally very shy, but opens up into a bubbly person after a drink or two, but then gets into a similar downward spiral, not knowing when to stop, and eventually loses self-respect and becomes irrational, as the alcohol does an about-turn. What was sad was that on a recent pub crawl, everyone kept buying her drinks and she felt pressured to drink every one of them - she ended up in a real mess without spending a single cent; I had to help take her home in a taxi - I felt guilty for not intervening sooner... next time I'll stick with her and help her stand up for herself if she ends up in the same situation.

Diablo

13th January 2006, 04:46 AM

Oh, one more thing (sorry for the triple posting!)... the subject of the location of the male g-spot reminds me of the following engineering joke:

A mechanical, electrical and civil engineer are discussing about the design of the human body, and are trying to speculate what field of engineering that the designer would be specialised in, if such an entity existed: The mechanical engineer says: "I reckon the designer would have been a mechanical engineer... look at the muscle system, it's amazing how 600+ individual muscles allow a huge degree of freedom in movement" The electrical engineer replies: "No, I reckon the designer was an electrical engineer... the central nervous system is an amazing network that can convey all sorts of information and sensations from every region" At this point, the civil engineer pipes up: "No, the designer was definitely a civil engineer... who else would put a waste output facility in the near proximity of an entertainment district?" :)One of the things that irks me about the male body... while having a g-spot as well is a good thing... I just wish it could be better located ;)

Margaret

13th January 2006, 06:30 AM

Val have you tried those double ended vibrators? They're like...umm, a pitch fork I guess? But in vibe form, and yeah it's designed for double penetration. Might be worth a shot, and I've seen some cool ones painted to look like cacti. Hehe, love a sex toy with a sense of humour ;)

I would love to try the double ended ones. They look pretty funky. I'm a fan of anal sex too. It feels so naughty, its a massive turn on!! I was looking in a sex shop the other week and they have some pretty groovey stuff in there. I've been to a few different shops here in OZ. And I also have seen a fair amount of porn movies - mainly those American ones. They are pretty crap really. Some of those girls are pretty hideous!! :(

But there are other girls that would definitely rate high on my radar.

Love me

BigSpud

13th January 2006, 01:56 PM

... who else would put a waste output facility in the near proximity of an entertainment district?" :)[/size][/list][/size]One of the things that irks me about the male body... while having a g-spot as well is a good thing... I just wish it could be better located ;)

Laughed out loud! What a great story. I've put a link to a page full here (http://forums.abbywinters.com/vbulletin/showthread.php?postid=61989#post61989) so as to keep Matilda not so far off topic. :)

george91030

14th January 2006, 12:50 AM

liandra

14th January 2006, 02:55 AM

I am all for anal play and I don't think a finger, or even an average sized cock, is going to cause any significant loosening of the sphincta, those things are made for repetitive use. However I was totally blown away by a set of anal balls I saw in a sex shop the other day that were getting towards being the size of bowling balls. I thought it was a joke, but I was assured that they were not. Now that is just going toooooo far!

Hey Matilda! It was cool finally getting to meet you the other day (thanks for orchestrating that Susie).

Mrs Roops

14th January 2006, 04:32 PM

I don't think a finger, or even an average sized cock, is going to cause any significant loosening of the sphincta,
Yep, this is definitely where bigger is not necessarily best!!!

Reading all the comments supporting bum-play suggest this is something more mainstream rather than a fringe activity bordering on the kinky. Elsewhere on the boards is a thread about analingus (http://forums.abbywinters.com/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=3063&highlight=analingus) where one or two models admitted to enjoying this very intimate practice.

stoneyyy

14th January 2006, 04:44 PM

Yep, this is definitely where bigger is not necessarily best!!!

Reading all the comments supporting bum-play suggest this is something more mainstream rather than a fringe activity bordering on the kinky. Elsewhere on the boards is a thread about analingus (http://forums.abbywinters.com/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=3063&highlight=analingus) where one or two models admitted to enjoying this very intimate practice.

Anal is now main stream porn as well as practiced its far from fringe sex these days

Mrs Roops

14th January 2006, 05:04 PM

Anal is now main stream porn as well as practised its far from fringe sex these days
Maybe, but when I started having sex, I remember seeing illicit porn vids which often depicted anal sex yet may guys were shocked when I took the lead and suggested some bum play. A lot of them still considered this taboo and had never done this. I'll never forget the reaction I got when I first put my tongue in a guy's bum-hole. He later told me he thought all his Christmases and Birthdays had come at once!!!

Randomthoughts

14th January 2006, 05:26 PM

Mrs Roops,

Would that be a reverse "Rusty Trombone"? :D

RT...

blissed

15th January 2006, 05:03 AM

Matilda I think you should let me control your career, because I've got some good ideas. First you give up drinking. You can smoke weed for a few months just to help you dry out. Keep modeling, but then you have to join a band. Bez (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/tv_and_radio/4201715.stm), from the Happy Monday's used to just play maracas. You could do that and do all sorts of unspeakable things on stage, and naked crowd surfing. That would get you banned from a few places, but even if the music was just OK, you'd get attention, and if the music was good, you'd make a lot of money. So that's the career plan. We'd have to talk about money later, but I think a 50/50 split seems pretty fair :) Have you ever had a career plan. I never have. I think you should do what you love doing and if you can make a bit of money at it then do it. That's why I work part time in a warehouse :) because it's so much fun. It is. I sing and dance. Nobodies ever said, we've seen you on the security cameras, have you ever done any work here :) Actually I do do a fair bit of work, it's just I prefer to do a physical job rather than sit in an office, cuz I think you can ass about a bit more. Have you got a career type job apart from modelling, or do you go from one job to the next.

matilda

15th January 2006, 07:52 AM

hahaha no i dont have a career job, careers are for suckers, no one should plan to work in one feild all there life, i am already in a band though WOO HOO, we are already have way there, my freind bonnie is in the band with me she is hot but i dont think she owuld be up for the naked crowd surfing, thats ok she can be the conservative one... you can definately take control of my life but first i need to know of your qualifications, i mean i know im a bad drunk but that doesnt mean im going to stop drinkiong entirely... you want me too crowd surf naked sober? not even on drugs? obviously i will need to put YOU through a rigorous 6 week life trainer course to make sure you are up to scratch....

I know , go susie ... liandra your avatar photo is great, i think you should demand a recount and to be moved to ten...its simply unacceptable. Next week is going to be fun... hooorah!

what are peoples favorite things to see girls do when they are naked?

personally i like seeing them doing awkward things, things that you wouldnt usually be doing naked like ironing or something...

Darth Dave

15th January 2006, 08:38 AM

what are peoples favorite things to see girls do when they are naked?Having sex with me, but also a group of naked girls playing sport is great.

Peter552

15th January 2006, 09:24 PM

what are peoples favorite things to see girls do when they are naked?

Mmm!

Walk through an autumn forest, spotlit by the evening sun filtered through the trees.
Tackle an assault course.
Wrestle another naked girl - with or without mud.
Masturbate while chatting on the phone to an unsuspecting friend.
Try to perform cunnilingus on herself.

romeo

15th January 2006, 09:46 PM

Hy Matilda how are you? Happy New Year!!! i'm on lte,i know but i was out fron abb site and just come back now,i'm happy to write you,i like you a lot,you are the best model for me!! i was started to be member after see your photos in another site.
sorry for my bad english language,i'm italian,and study english at school lots years ago,but hope you understand me!!!!!
i like your sexy-appel and your eyes
strong hugs and big kiss are enought for wish you wanderful new years?
take care of you
bye with love
Ric

blissed

16th January 2006, 07:16 AM

I expect I could handle a training course, but not if it involves anal insertions :)
I'm not sure if I could take 6 weeks of that,
What instrument do you play. Have you got talent :)
I play the guitar, but just to record, so I open tune it, play a little bit, then edit. I get wankers cramp trying to hold chords in the usual way, I'm just hopeless. I don't play it live. I think it's nice to perform in front of an audience though, unless your crap and then it's a bit dangerous if your unlucky. Have you played any really good gigs or any really bad ones.

digitalist

16th January 2006, 04:44 PM

Matilda,

what are peoples favorite things to see girls do when they are naked?

Masturbate to orgasm. Hence my love of IM's! Alternatively, GGT3's work well too ;)

Excelsior

18th January 2006, 12:31 AM

what are peoples favorite things to see girls do when they are naked?

personally i like seeing them doing awkward things, things that you wouldnt usually be doing naked like ironing or something...

Check out Charlotte in her Redux video picking lemons... Awkward, beautiful, hot!

One other great thing women do when they're naked... they get all sensual/non genital: like when Julianne starts rubbing her abs (and they're quite some abs) in the middle of her IM... Wow!

Best thing women do when they're naked: Kissing passionately, like the new Louisa/Mary Jane IM... they're just adorable...

Matilda: love, love your anal play, but I know that we'd all love to see you do some ironing next time!

matchless

18th January 2006, 12:56 AM

what are peoples favorite things to see girls do when they are naked?

personally i like seeing them doing awkward things, things that you wouldnt usually be doing naked like ironing or something...
personally I don't care what they do ... I'm just glad they're naked and I am there to see it ... or here, but I much prefer being in the same room ... ;)

There are certain chores I almost always do naked because the work makes me sweat too much. Like when I clean the tub ... if you wait long enough, you really have to scrub to get it clean, and then after you're done, you can just step in an wash off :) The tub's clean, you're clean, everybody's happy :D

I once also hired a woman who did naked housecleaning. It was having her there that inspired the "cleansing" ritual I referred to here (http://forums.abbywinters.com/vbulletin/showthread.php?postid=61770#post61770). I figured Elvis would have approved of being cleansed by a naked woman. That was a very interesting two hours and probably the best time I've ever had with a naked woman without the prospect or hope of any physical interaction between her and i ... :)

matilda

18th January 2006, 11:54 PM

hahaha its nice to know you're up to the challenge blissed, i play guitar, i am talented but not good... i could be good if i could be bothered but i cant so im not, we havent played gigs yet we are still in garage band status things should come along in about two months.... will you be relocating to Melbourne? or should we perhaps consider coming to you?:)

Romeo, romeo, you're english is better than mine... its much more interesting and fun, happy new year to you, and i hope that its the best year EVER for you.... how is life in Italy? can i come and stay with you? hehehehe

with or without mud, ever flexible i see Dave, i like the mundane chatter whilst masturbating. once i did it with my friend in the room while we were watching tv...it was hilarious she didnt suspecta thing, not that she would ave said anything....

massive hude huugs and kissses to you all xoxoxoxo

romeo

19th January 2006, 05:38 PM

Matilda of course you can come here,maibye i will have heart infart attack ih ih ih,......stop jocker. Yes if you wanna come here you will find open house ,good food, good wine,funny people and next mounth im my city will have Olimpic Winter Game,so if you like ski you are welcome,now here is very cold -7 grade ,is better if i come in Australia,ah i was there in 2000,visit Sidney Cairns and Melbourne,i found wanderful people and very nice place......i'm waiting you Bye Ciao

krames

19th January 2006, 06:34 PM

We (my wife and I) are new to abbywinters. We accidentally discovered you Matilda and are bloody glad we did. You are fabulous. I am amazed as to how someone so young is so knowledgable about sex.
We are also glad that you finger yourself anally when you masturbate, that is a great turn on. My wife and I would love to see you do a boy-girl and do anal while you are at it. Look forward to seeing you soon. Turn us onnnnnnn!

matilda

20th January 2006, 01:29 AM

Hahaha, cool I love wine! and winter definately sounds better than summer, it is sooooooo hot here at the moment! I'll have to do a whole lot of shoots so I can afford a plane ticket!

Krames i am so impressed with your wife, (equally impressed with you, but its never as surprising is it?) and both of your anal fixations, thanks for your kind words.... i dunno about a girl boy, maybe if i could convince my boyfriend... but otherwise i will definately be sure to satisfy your rectal urges by sticking something interesting up there you can be sure.

I had drinks with my ex boyfriend the other night, and he told me that the whole world was taking advantage of girls like me who just didnt get how badly we were being used and how bad it actually was to be in porn and ra ra ra, he is such a tool, id also call him a misogynist, but i decided that that was a particularly old world way of thinking about it, things are definately changing in societies veiws of sex and male female relationships has changed, what do you alll think?<3

blissed

20th January 2006, 06:38 AM

Has your band got a name yet. If it hasn't you could squeese the creative juices of AW and we could come up with one for you. It's got to be rediculous so people can remember it though. This thing about managing your career. I'm seriously thinking of you paying for me to have a free holiday in Oz, so I can sort of get a feel for what your like, and then make my decision, because then if you really turned out to be too much to handle, I haven't lost anything.
I've seen the Rage website. It doesn't seem too bad and there was another thing called the fly which looked a little bit silly and they have bands on there, though I don't think that's going anymore is it. See, I know what I'm doing :)
Actually I think the internet is a big reason why male female relationships have changed and really attitudes to sex. Because you can chat to people who share your sexually no matter how complex that is, and who share your views, so I think people are discovering that there isn't a normal, or what is normal has a very much wider definition than they once thought.

Randomthoughts

20th January 2006, 06:48 AM

matilda

20th January 2006, 08:37 AM

yeah my band is called Chaotic Neutral, its a dungeons and dragons thing.... well then ill look into flights, maybe two weeks from today? obviously you know EXACTLY what your doing, rage web site indeed, wow ill have to finish doing the my space so you can go there and find it....kewl.

why do you think it has changed everything though?

random thoughts, oh yeah, im not worried of his opinion, i just thought it was interesting, like i couldnt even slightly see where he was coming from because his veiws where so crap and opposed to mine. I want to start learning more about how others veiw such topics so i can comile the information and use it in my take over of the world.... (or perhaps write a book)

have a great weekend everybody xoxoxoox<3

blissed

20th January 2006, 04:02 PM

God, have I talked someone else into trusting me :) I never know what I'm doing. but a free holiday would be nice. I'd have to be in april because I can't take the heat and the really strong sun. It would be nice to hear any of your music. Writing a book is bloody hard mind. I tried it and I've got 12 chapters of crap sitting on a shelf. Theres so many words, after a while you think, I can't finish this, it's a monster.

why do you think it has changed everything though?

Um, I can't put my finger on that but I was thinking about what happened at work on Sunday. Theres a guy who was complaining that his wife wants too much sex and that he wasn't hard enough and he thought he'd be better if he did it every 3 days. there was 4 of us in the conversation 3 guys and a women I've met a couple of times and I said "Most of her nerve endings will be in her clit, why don't you just tickle that instead." because I've been on forums like this, it just popped out of my mouth without thinking, like a lot of things do. And there must be other people that happens to. So what you discuss on the net is bound to effect how you talk and your attitude to life in the real world. the more direct and honest people can be about sex I think the healthier it is really.

Excelsior

20th January 2006, 10:18 PM

I had drinks with my ex boyfriend the other night, and he told me that the whole world was taking advantage of girls like me who just didnt get how badly we were being used and how bad it actually was to be in porn and ra ra ra, he is such a tool, id also call him a misogynist, but i decided that that was a particularly old world way of thinking about it, things are definately changing in societies veiws of sex and male female relationships has changed, what do you alll think?<3

You and only you can decide if you're being exploited... Nudity and sex are just like everything else, they can be celebrated, used, pandered to, whatever... You can be exploited in your job, by your mate... that doesn't mean you shouldn't work or have relationships! Set your boundaries, abide by your own code, and stick to it! When people start convincing you to do things you don't want to for money or influence or intimidation, that's when problems result... and we can all be honest, it happens out there! Your ex has a point in that... he's just clueless about you and that you're making your own decisions and living with the consequences.

Matilda, your name is way cool. Very D & D, very medieval Duchess, Chaotic Neutral... My vorpal sword is at your service m'lady!

tango54

21st January 2006, 01:13 AM

My favorite thing to see girls do when they are naked? Watch them masturbate to orgasm for sure! What I like the most is watch the expression on their face while they are having an orgasm like with Miranda and your latest scene. Awsome! I find eye-contact very important, wish more IMs would focus on that. There is a website that specifically shows only the man/woman's face while having an orgasm. It's a very favorite of mine and I wish the IM's were more focused on the face as well. I also realise that the camera is stationary, but perhaps you could mount another camera focused on her face and then edit the two?

Abby

21st January 2006, 02:34 AM

tango54, please have a read of the FAQ entry for IMs, here:

http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=wiki&id=WhatImVids

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tango54

21st January 2006, 06:30 AM

I understand the limitations, and also have read the FAQ on this matter! The fact remains, with todays technology, very little is impossible! I was just trying to suggest, not demand! You are doing an excellent job here and I have been delighted with your efforts to improve (watched some of the earlier clips from Maria) , Stacy and Jade. Glad you got rid of the back ground music and hope you will never ever introduce that again. The facial expressions, the sounds and the movements are to me the critical elements of a good IM.

Randomthoughts

21st January 2006, 06:43 AM

You and only you can decide if you're being exploited... Nudity and sex are just like everything else, they can be celebrated, used, pandered to, whatever... You can be exploited in your job, by your mate... that doesn't mean you shouldn't work or have relationships! Set your boundaries, abide by your own code, and stick to it! When people start convincing you to do things you don't want to for money or influence or intimidation, that's when problems result... and we can all be honest, it happens out there! Your ex has a point in that... he's just clueless about you and that you're making your own decisions and living with the consequences.

Well said, Excelsior. Well said...

RT...

romeo

21st January 2006, 08:01 PM

Matilda,personaly i prefer summer than winter,i think is better walk near sea under moonlight,drink white wine and listen reggae music than stay in havvy jacket with cup under cooold wind...............eh eh heh eh have great week end you too bye

gabrielle

23rd January 2006, 03:10 AM

wow, where was i when this thread was going on? sheesh! *yum*

i love anal play, have had anal sex a couple times, but the guy was unfortunately inexperienced and i didn't know what i was doing either, so we were a bit awkward :P but, rimming, fingers, toys, general play in the area is soooo yummy.

and for those who don't think a guy can orgasm from prostate stimulation - my boy experimented with himself recently and not only orgasmed but it went on for 10 minutes before it got too intense that he had to stop. he says it was the most intense and arousing experience in his life! i'll have to ask him how he did it so you can all try... :P

Mrs Roops

23rd January 2006, 02:10 PM

......and for those who don't think a guy can orgasm from prostate stimulation - my boy experimented with himself recently and not only orgasmed but it went on for 10 minutes before it got too intense that he had to stop. he says it was the most intense and arousing experience in his life! I'll have to ask him how he did it so you can all try... :P
Wow! Gotta hear about this as I would love to try the technique on Hubby. The only other time I I've read about orgasms from prostate stimulation was on a gay site and I was a little sceptical.

thecat

24th January 2006, 01:25 AM

Hi Matilda,
I'm a very new member and I cant tell you how great it is to have found a site like this and women like you. Ive always seen myself as a liberal/progressive kind of guy and hated feeling guilty about liking " porn" with all its negative connotations of female exploitation and some stuff did make me feel uncomfortable. Boy have you and all the other models cleared my head of that paternalist crap ! You are all young women who have separated Feminism from Neo Puritanism and are both liberated and liberating!Just to confirm that statement I'm writing this after having a great orgasm watching your latest video.I'm surprised I had the strength to type!
Cheers

gabrielle

24th January 2006, 09:13 AM

ok, i have what you've been waiting for! i chatted to the boy, and his technique is remarkably simple (but very, very effective). i wonder whether it's an individual thing and some people just won't come with prostate stimulation at all, or whether we all can with some practice...? guess you boys better get practising ;)

the incident i referred to was him doing it himself (he was, er, a little high at the time, so this may have contributed) with a slim vibrator thrusting into and past the prostate (simulating anal penetration). he was not sure, but he suspects that the prostate swells when aroused, because the longer he did it, the easier it became to reach. at the same time, he was jerking off lightly (but as the prostate orgasm arrived, he got much too distracted to continue the jerking off, and just kept going with the vibrator as long as he could).

in regards to some people doubting its existence, he says this: "it's real. caught me by surprise, let me tell you. you know 'mmm, that's nice. that's ... hey, that's getting _really_ nice. waitaminute! OHMYGOD!'"

damn, why don't girls get prostates? boys get to have all the fun...

TowelBoy

24th January 2006, 01:41 PM

... damn, why don't girls get prostates? boys get to have all the fun...

Dear Gabrielle,

Girls have lovely Flowers - with soft Petals - and a bright pink " Rosebud " !

You and Matilda should arrange a date to meet and compare them ?

;)
TowelBoy

PS: Have you both seen the 1941 movie starring Orson Welles - " Citizen Kane " ?

Excelsior

25th January 2006, 01:10 AM

The prostate thing is quite real, and maybe it's the right thing to focus on, since our culture indoctrinates us into all sorts of stereotypes against anal play for men. I've had orgasms from prostate stimulation plenty, several times while SOFT... O yess... believe it... if you hit the right spot, and your toy is vibrating, it doesn't matter.... Yes I was in mid-stimulation, and was resting, but I was soft, and came intensely. But it's much better hard... Most prostate stimulation requires vibration, which is fine, b/c vibration should be required of ALL newcomers to the ass. Once you've had some experience with what you like, you can try it without vibing, but it's unnecessary. If you like vibration at first, you'll never go back without. Vibration is the 1st and primary key to a pleasurable experience... The second is a good thick lube, one that will cover your toy while you're inserting... the better your lube, the more clean everything stays and the less actual lube you'll use... the third is the quality of your toy, which should be silicone, period. It also needs to be the right shape and size. More on that later. If you're going to try it, do it right and pay for a good quality, clean toy, which (almost) always means silicone.

Gabrielle, I hear you about trying partner sex anally... It takes time, two partners who are willing, and some practical knowledge. I've flubbed it in the past even though I knew alot about solo anal play... the two are wayy different! Part of the problem is that for good anal sex, the man needs to be very hard and strong, not just "erect". Especially early in the experimentation phase, the receptive partner is going to tighten up back there alot, and the intense squeezing will shut down the average erection... Before any sex at all, I recommend that the receptive partner spend at least 15 min or more with a vigorous cord [that is, plugged in cord] massager. Have her lie face down or on the side (still dressed, if you like) and place the massager on the buttocks with whatever strength is good... then up it after 10 minutes. If she's curious about anal anyway, she won't help getting excited. Try it yourself... just place a corded massager on your butt for 15 minutes and you'll get what it's all about... the sensations are pleasurable, and oddly, very relaxing... that's the whole point... you need the anus relaxed so that when you're penetrating, there's no reflex squeezing and pain... Once you move on to play and sex, keep the massager nearby, so it keeps buzzing and keeps relaxing the receptive partner. If you have a good massager, it will vibrate the whole mattress and make things very fun! I think that couples need to play with toys (better!) and fingers (less good, b/c I always end up feeling nails, and that's always a bummer) before trying full sex... You'll learn so much on this journey...

My toy is the feeldoe slim (below), an amazing device meant to be worn by the woman while penetrating (woman or man). It's not as big as it looks... 6" long insertable, 1 3/8" wide. The "egg" portion slips into the woman... and stays anchored very well, according to testimonials. It has a small vibrating device that's removable that gives a decent buzz, which I still prefer. I'm still working on getting my partner to use it on me... it may never happen... it's such wild territory for her, but in the meantime, it works fine solo...

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matilda

27th January 2006, 07:46 AM

well romeo I'm more of a winter girl but I think I could handle an Italian summer.

thats an interesting devise excelisor.

no towel boy I haven't seen citizen kane, that seems so random why do you ask? I saw that brazilian film City of God the other day it was fucking amazing. I didnt want to watch it at all because it seemed so full on, but then it was sooo good I couldnt stop watching it. is citizen kane you're favorite movie?

gabrielle

27th January 2006, 11:09 AM

TowelBoy

27th January 2006, 02:49 PM

... no towel boy I haven't seen citizen kane, that seems so random why do you ask?
... is citizen kane you're favorite movie?

Dear Matilda,

Citizen Kane is believed by many, including film historians and critics, to be one of the all time " Best Films " -
It is often rated in polls in the " Top Ten " of films ever made - if not No: 1 .
Certainly it has gained increasing fame and reputation since it's release in 1941.
Whilst the film has a number of " Messages " -
What is most important is that it succeeds as a thought provoking entertainment.

Matilda - as you say you haven't seen it - no wonder my reference " seems so random "
In asking if you had - I was " linking " back to using the word - " Rosebud " as an euphemism -
For a delicate part of the female anatomy - which I was too shy to reveal precisely -
Hence my " Botanical " response to the lovely Gabrielle's question re: prostates.
( I'm afraid I sometimes get " tongue-tied " using " Clitoris " directly - um ... so to speak. )

And the " cryptic " use of " Rosebud " in the film itself - First as the last word on a dying man's breath -
The meaning of which is pondered over through the script - until the final scene - when an Image is revealed.
Director, Star, and Co-writer Orson Welles actual intentions in using " Rosebud " in this satire -
Have been speculated over since the film's release.

If you are interested you should be able to " Weekly hire " Citizen Kane at your local store -
A Two Disc DVD edition was released in Oz a few years ago -
This features the 2 hour film plus audio commentaries, newsreels, etc - Disc 2 has a good documentary on the film.
Make sure you watch the film first - you don't need any more spoilers - If possible, as everyone should, play this DVD
Through a quality sound system to obtain the most enjoyment - Sound is at least half the experience of any film !
Finally, I just checked - the DVDs are NTSC Region 4 - instead of PAL -
However most modern TVs sold in Oz playback NTSC from DVD.

Matilda ( and Gabrielle if you are listening ) I hope I haven't bored you with all this ?
I hope you are not put off by the film's age or the fact it is shot in Black and White - that was still " standard " in 1941.

Besides, Matilda - now I hear you are Susie's filming assistant -
You might like to discover many of the " timeless " classics ?
Then you will be able to ramble on at length like me !

Best of luck in your new " Position " with AW.
:)
TowelBoy

romeo

27th January 2006, 07:44 PM

Matilda here is snowing from 3 days.......... i'm waiting you for snow balls fight eh eh eh eh (just joker) you never think to have personal web site? i heard you was shoot for IMS,mmmmm very nice pics
in abby videos you have nice time with others girls,but out of camera you and girls are friends in real life?or finish shoot never meet again?when we can see you again? bye

blissed

27th January 2006, 10:23 PM

is citizen kane you're favorite movie?

No. That's got to be the 1st Harry Potter. Yes I know what your thinking but the others just haven't come up to the same standard.

and if anyone disagrees with me their gonna get some of this.
http://www.netdisaster.com/go.php?mode=creampie&control=on&url=http://forums.abbywinters.com/vbulletin/showthread.php?p=64455#post64455

Mermur

28th January 2006, 02:20 PM

I recently joined GOW and discovered quite a few girls who also have posed for AW. What struck me was that some girls use the same nickname on GOW as they do on AW (MaryJane, Glynn, Juliet), whereas others use a different one. Like Margaret and Liandra, you belong to the latter category (Dandy on GOW, Matilda here). I'm just curious: what are your reasons for using different nicknames on different sites?

Excelsior

28th January 2006, 08:18 PM

excelsior, where have you been hiding? wow! i'll definitely be taking your advice in the future, thank you! :) :)

and that device looks amazingly yummy. i've never seen one of those round here, but i'll be looking harder from now on. i love the idea of having a cock of my own, and have only ever seen classical strap on type devices. this looks much more enjoyable ;)

you rock my world!

Hey, Gabrielle! I'm pretty new to the boards... and glad you appreciated the post... Long posts are not the norm, but Matilda has really opened up on this subject ;) [sorry, I had to say that!] and wonderfully so... She' s challenged us AW fans to bring their own interests and stories to the boards... so I felt, let's see, what have I learned from all this stuff?? If you're ever stuck for a way to talk about this to someone who just doesn't get it, there's one simple comparison. The anus is just like the foot--both are regarded as unerotic, both are ignored largely, unless they're put down as silly (how many jokes are there about people with foot fetishes? Why don't people have breast fetishes? B/c it's okay to like breasts and silly to like feet!). But here's the real similarity between them: If you spend just a little time rubbing and caring for someone's feet, the person melts, absolutely melts... Few people are indifferent to a good foot rub. I think the anus is exactly the same, but it's more complicated b/c of our taboos and lack of understanding with the anatomy... If most people ever got a proper anal massage, they'd totally collapse in exstacy, and I don't mean orgasm, although orgasm along with is absolutely incredible. If you've ever watched tennis or something, and noticed sometimes how you tighten up back there when you're watching something intense, but rhythmic, you realize how much the anus is the source of so much day-to-day tension... It's so sad that we (culturally, that is) have so little experience caring for it the right way.

The "feeldoe" has three sizes, the regular (lavender) which is roughly cock sized, slim (blue) and a bit smaller, which makes it great for anal, and stout (black), which is on the larger side. Abby recommeded this site in the toy drive thread, and it's got all three, at the best prices I've seen (silicone is not cheap, but it's just the best, and you can clean it so well).
http://www.eroticrites.com/shop/merchant.mvc
Since the feeldoe slides from the vagina through the legs and out between, as long as your legs are together, it grips dry skin very well. I could try to tell you how awesome you'd look in one, but the words would fail to be sure! Now, that would rock my world! There's a lot of roleplaying potential there... but any toy is what you make of it. For me it's just fun...

I loved the "click here to enlarge"!! sign... so sorry I couldn't make interactive!

Excelsior

28th January 2006, 08:25 PM

No. That's got to be the 1st Harry Potter. Yes I know what your thinking but the others just haven't come up to the same standard.

and if anyone disagrees with me their gonna get some of this.

Blissed, the animations and special effects in your posts are sooo inventive! Is there a clearinghouse, or a general site that those of us web newbies can learn/search for some of them... or do you have to be a web Bottisatva/guru, like yourself??

blissed

28th January 2006, 09:48 PM

I get stuff from myspaz, Friends send me things and I do silly google searches.
I haven't got a TV. I got rid of it because I find the web more stimulating and theres TV shows on here anyway from all over he world.
http://www.comedycentral.com/shows/the_daily_show/videos/celebrity_interviews/index.jhtml?start=17
http://www.abc.net.au/broadband/player/test.htm?broadbandrage

This is one of the first sites I saw 2 years ago. http://b3ta.com/ Lots of crap here but sometimes it just takes a minute to find something good.

I quite like this little flash thing
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/flash/interactivebuddy.html at the top click on the items pulldown menu then explosives :)
Its from this site. http://www.ebaumsworld.com/ Again lots of video of people setting light to their farts etc. but does have good stuff here too.

BeanTown_Man

29th January 2006, 05:38 PM

damn, why don't girls get prostates? boys get to have all the fun...

The G-spot is your equivelent - a gland pee is piped through. My new gf likes the area around her ureathra licked, and I get the other side (G-spot) with my finger. Unfortunately, she is very vanilla and not into any ass play (even just external). She's sweet, loving, beautiful, and 27 to my 45, so I can't complain.

I haven't had much success with my prostrate. An inflateable, vibrating, butt plug has been the best so far. Well, that, and a good dump. Outside my motel room in Jamaica, I saw a bull take one and he seemed to enjoy it too. The worst so far was loosing grip on the condom covering a vibrator. I was alone and the thing had gotten up where it sat against my tailbone and I needed assistance. My ex-gf is a medic and came over a couple hours later after her shift and got it after 45 mins. I was lucky to be relaxed and comfortable so long. Well, a couple Valium, a drink, and Lydocaine lube helped. Almost went to hospital and entertained the staff. Oh, yeah - the vibe had a fresh AA and was still on, then just randomly. The only embarassment I feared was sitting in the ER waiting room and someone else hearing the buzzing!

Not tried a toy since...even after tossing the other one without a base! Oh, and my ex gave me a prostrate/g-spot vibe with a base for Xmas - its still in the package. She gave me a book by some doctor. Imagine "I have a doctorate in ass" at holiday and cocktail parties. BTW, my ex is married, and he's the jealous type, but also a medic and was ok with her helping me. Her fingers had been there before, anyway.

PS Mathilda, you rock! Insane girls are so much fun.

matilda

30th January 2006, 12:40 AM

oh towel boy, as if you could fool me into believing that you blush at the mention of clitoris.... fear not neither the age or the black and white factor will deter me from the movie and I will rent it shortly... so it would be safe to assume that you are a movie buff? so I can count on your critism and reveiws of the videos of the video's i direct can i not? (thanks for the kind wishes)

awwww snowballs!!! i think you should build a snow woman of me so I can pretend I'm there romeo. A personal site would be a heap of effort, and i dont think it would be nearly as fun, but maybe one day....ha ha. Me and susie are shooting Armine tommorow! It'll be fun to see her again, she went overseas shortly after we did our shoot together so I havent seen her no. and fear not i think you'll be seeing lots more of me in near future... in fact you'll all probably get really sick of hearing my voice very soon.

erm, harry potter blissed? dont get me wrong the movie is great and all, but its your favorite?

bean town man you should work her up to it by starting off simply rubbing her ass way more during sex and foreplay and stuff, you know rubbing grabbing all that kind of stufff, always compliment her ass, focus on the ass get it into her head, get her comfortable with it then take then next step and try with the external a-hole stuff. hahahaha, dude it was lucky she's a medic, did she laugh her ass off at you? how did it get stuck?

susie

30th January 2006, 12:51 AM

Ooh! Pick me!

My favourite movies are The Crow (I had an unhealthy obsession with the late, great Brandon Lee for a while there); Revenge of the Nerds and my old fave The Princess Bride. I just fall in love with the characters every time I watch that movie! I am so soppy today. Meh.

Matilda, the video with Armine tomorrow has the potential to get a little...interesting. You in?!

s

hannibal8

30th January 2006, 01:21 AM

The Princess Bride is totally in my 'top 3', Susie. Maybe my all-time favorite date movie. My wife and I watch it together at least every couple of months. I would only add the first Indiana Jones movie to the list, and maybe Finding Nemo.

Here's hoping the shoot with Armine is interesting in all the right ways. :)

blissed

30th January 2006, 02:57 AM

erm, harry potter blissed? dont get me wrong the movie is great and all, but its your favorite?

yeah, I've got a short attention span and as Harry Potter was specially made for children I found it held my attention right to the end.

Oh yeah!! I forgot about Team America world police, I watched that all the way through. So thats my new favourate. I just remembed it in the movie sex scene thread. It's got the best sex scene of any movie I think.

BeanTown_Man

30th January 2006, 03:19 AM

hahahaha, dude it was lucky she's a medic, did she laugh her ass off at you? how did it get stuck?

She was very sensitive and didn't - I know you would, bastard! They get plenty else to laugh about. She almost had to go to court to testify against a drunk girl who had a wreck on the way home from a nightclub wearing a short dress and no underwear (no, it wasn't Paris). Female medics get called in whenever possible for female victums, especially like that.

It got stuck just above that sharp turn and the base was against the bone there. It just sort of slipped in too far as I was trying to find the rumored magic spot. I'm working on her - she arches back and likes her tits played with all the time, but I'm kissing, licking, and nibbling her cheeks when opportunity is presented. I'm also trying to get her to stop toweling off her juices and see it more as a blessing then source of embarassment. I tell her I'm really lucky and love needing a towel under her.

matilda

30th January 2006, 08:21 AM

well, i guess i should where my nice underwear to work tommorow then.... and you say im the one with the evil plans...

seriously though susie, the princess bride? im not surprised, but you do have my vote on revenge of the nerds, great movie and how good was the TV series... i'll be seeing you shortly, i hope you can pull tonight off he he he...

its ok blissed i suffer from the same problem all though my short aattention span can be satisfied with incrtedibly long boring things that waste HUGE amounts of time, aka lord of the rings. I have the extended issues at my house and its all i can to not waste five hours on one of them everyday....

bean town man, you're right, so hard I would have laughed, but you know that i would have held symapthy deep down... it could have been me! oh jeez a towel, maybe you should introduce her to abby...

dorkboy

30th January 2006, 08:43 AM

Matilda, you're a nut. You're just so much fun to watch and listen to... I don't think I'll ever get tired of hearing your voice.

Dafydd

30th January 2006, 02:00 PM

Hey Matilda, congrats on the Official AW Staff status! :D

There was a tv series of Revenge of the Nerds? When was that?

Darth Dave

30th January 2006, 02:23 PM

Congratulations Matilda, I am sure you will do a wonderful job especially with Susie around, your shoots are always excellent so I can't wait to see some of your idea for upcoming videos. Just the thought of you and Armine together again is great.

Dave

TowelBoy

30th January 2006, 05:51 PM

oh towel boy, as if you could fool me into believing that you blush at the mention of clitoris ...
and fear not i think you'll be seeing lots more of me in near future ...
in fact you'll all probably get really sick of hearing my voice very soon.

Dear Matilda,

Well I promise I wasn't trying to mislead you - I do find it hard to wrap my tongue around it.

Now the voice I hear asking the questions of the Girls - Amy O & Margaret -
During the Before and After Interviews for their GG Shoot -
Is that you speaking Matilda or have I got it wrong ?
I believe it is no longer the sound of Verity's voice - I don't think it is Susie either.
I hope you are allowed to say who it is ?
:)
TowelBoy

P.S. I like to wear nice underwear - um - what I mean is - I like to wear Girl's underwear -
..... No that's not it ! - try again - I like Girls to wear nice underwear !

blissed

30th January 2006, 06:06 PM

Theres nothing wrong with wearing girls underwear.

liandra

31st January 2006, 02:24 AM

Whoa...I wish I had been keeping up with this thread...it's got some valuable information in it..cheers Gabrielle and Excelsior, I have been hankering after the answer to that question on male anal stimulation for ages.

Congrats on getting the position at AW.

Did you see the thread some guy started in the AWdiscussions board? He asked for inter girl anal insertions in T3? Made me think of you immediately...

matilda

31st January 2006, 09:52 AM

Why thankyou all muchly for the support, hopefully I can make a contribution to the site that you will all enjoy thouroughly... it certainly beats hospitality.

Nah its wasnt my voice, but you'll be hearing it soooo much soon you'll probably want it to stop, hahaha. I think it was Anneke possibly?????

I hadnt seen the thread Liandra I'll have to go and find it now.... is that an offer? could it be? or maybe we should just go drinking some time... I've heard the stories I'm sure i could get you into bed after you've had a few...he he he

i also like to wear nice girls underwear....or i like nice girls in underwear... i also like bad girls in underwear

Luxman

31st January 2006, 09:58 AM

Let me say welcome too.

Wow, Matilda & Christiana are part of the team now, we are colleagues!
Have a good time with your job.

Lxm

gabrielle

31st January 2006, 12:00 PM

(oops, missed out on a few days posts and now i'm behind!!)

excelsior - i will definitely be checking out that toy, i reckon i could put it to excellent use. maybe i could even take a couple pics of it in use for you? *wiggles eyebrows* and i am so with you about... well, everything you said. you have very similar beliefs to me about sex, and sexual and sensual activity. a lot of people look at me in confusion when i say you can lose a whole day in sex.

beantown - i was under the impression that the g-spot was the underside of the clitoris, so to speak, where you can access it from the inside. is this wrong? and i am so with you with the juices thing. the more the merrier, i say! *licks*

susie - the princess bride is my favourite too! i have a hard time picking "all time" favourites, but that is definitely up there. aaassss yuouuuu wiiissshhhh!!! *sigh*

Dafydd

31st January 2006, 01:39 PM

a lot of people look at me in confusion when i say you can lose a whole day in sex.
I very nearly did, once. That was a great weekend. :D

liandra

31st January 2006, 03:02 PM

I hadnt seen the thread Liandra I'll have to go and find it now.... is that an offer? could it be? or maybe we should just go drinking some time... I've heard the stories I'm sure i could get you into bed after you've had a few...he he he
stories? stories? there's no stories about me? can't think what you're talking about? It's my evil twin Helena that gets up to all that filthy drunken debauchery...I could give you her number...

siobhan_e

31st January 2006, 04:35 PM

i also like to wear nice girls underwear....or i like nice girls in underwear... i also like bad girls in underwear

i like bad girls in nice underwear too or no under wear...

congrats babe... its gonna be fun

S.E xxxx

romeo

31st January 2006, 10:07 PM

Matilda i don't think i'll be sik after listen your voice,in all your videos voice is sooo sexy...... eh eh eh,you have band?have concert?your ars singer or play strument?hope listen your music,rock or reggae?
but if you are worry for my healt,you can post new video,i will be better,mmmmmmmm
ok stop joker,tell me your group name,i will try to find cd
for now i sand you strong hugs and big kisses
ciao

Excelsior

1st February 2006, 04:51 AM

excelsior - i will definitely be checking out that toy, i reckon i could put it to excellent use. maybe i could even take a couple pics of it in use for you? *wiggles eyebrows* and i am so with you about... well, everything you said. you have very similar beliefs to me about sex, and sexual and sensual activity. a lot of people look at me in confusion when i say you can lose a whole day in sex.

Thanks, luv... wonderful that my thoughts can resonate [vibrate?] so positively... It only takes one word of criticism or a glance sometimes to cut our egos to shreds, especially on this subject... I love the boards for connecting us like-minded souls who "get it," and can help foster good feelings about every part of our bodies... It's all beautiful.

And you with a feeldoe.... whew! :p That would be one tasty, delectable combination, indeed... *folding tongue back into mouth* You're so IT, girl! Oh, you can't lose a whole day in sex... you can only GAIN it...

Liandra... great to see you here, too, and thanx.... Your IM with Verity was hot and touching and inspiring... yes, you came so beautifully, but it was your interchange with Verity along the way and the great ease and attitude between you two that stayed with me for days... The porn industry just doesn't understand... two people talking sensually and sensitively about sex and fantasy just takes you somewhere very special... way beyond just the genetalia... into the sexiest sex organs of all... the mind and the heart. Maybe the industry does know this... but that it simply cannot be marketed like a widget... Oh, and your full bush is, like, way freakin' gorgeous... Hey, I still like genetalia...

And Matilda... though this all became a bit of a side issue on your board... you've still set the tone for it all with your terrific vids and confident personality...

beantown - i was under the impression that the g-spot was the underside of the clitoris, so to speak, where you can access it from the inside. is this wrong? and i am so with you with the juices thing. the more the merrier, i say! *licks*

In my experience, the g spot is a little higher up than just behind the clitoris, my middle finger needs to be in to the 2nd knuckle, and I have a long finger... at the vaginal "12 o'clock", and yeah, kinda behind the clitoris...

Vid Dude

1st February 2006, 04:57 AM

Run for your lives, it's the attack of the ellipses (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ellipsis)!

Diablo

1st February 2006, 10:35 AM

Run for your lives, it's the attack of the ellipses (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ellipsis)!

Never fear, just line them all up in a straight line; it'll be a feast for Pacman (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pacman)!

Now perhaps I should make a useful contribution to the topic at hand.

liandra

4th February 2006, 03:50 PM

S.E xxxx

quite a sign off

TowelBoy

10th February 2006, 11:09 AM

Dear Matilda,

I enjoyed your voiceover work on the Video Newsletter -
I left a post in Vid Dude's thread about it - you may like to read it.
I couldn't help but notice your eye-roll near the end of the video - mmmm -
You might be better off with a hair tousle or even just a wink ... ;)

Now on the subject of eyes - Your new Avatar is a bit " anonymous " to me.
Whist I'm sure everyone is thrilled to see a nude body - the picture is so small -
It is quite hard to tell who it is - With this size image and resolution -
I think that a photo of your smiling face with your eyes clearly visible -
Is a more suitable choice for your Avatar.
I like to pretend you are looking at me - " The eyes are the window to the soul " ... all that stuff ! :o
Seeing - that you wanted to change your photo - although I still liked the old one -
There must be thousands of face close ups for you to choose from ... from your career.

Anyway it is your choice of course - I just prefer to see you more clearly.
:)
TowelBoy

Diablo

10th February 2006, 11:19 AM

Hey Matilda... I myself was wondering what was going on in that pic you've used as your forum avatar? Was this an impersonation of a statue? Or making a bold statement about yourself? Either way, you look absolutely sensational :)

TowelBoy

10th February 2006, 02:18 PM

Dear Matilda,
...Seeing - that you wanted to change your photo - although I still liked the old one -
There must be thousands of face close ups for you to choose from ... from your career.

Anyway it is your choice of course - I just prefer to see you more clearly.
:)
TowelBoy

Dear Matilda,

It seems my wishes have been granted - faster than I could have imagined !

I can see " You " again - and that ain't Bad !
;)
TowelBoy

P.S. Matilda - Now you could be called a " Shady Character " ... :o

romeo

11th February 2006, 12:26 AM

hy Matilda how vare you? had you new cocert with band? when will start world tour?
eh eh eh just one question:what zodiac sign are you?what's your birthday?
strong hugs and kisses
ciao

Tank

11th February 2006, 11:53 PM

Matilda,

Congrats on the new job. I'm sure you will fit in perfectly. Now all we need is a "Matilda looking spunky" thread. (hint hint).

Tank <3

matilda

13th February 2006, 06:32 AM

hehehe

The changing of the Avatar was not my doing! I arrived at work and my fabulous statue avatar was gone, completely gone! I dont know what I was doing in the picture, I found it in Backstage, my best assumption is that I was posing for the camera (surprise,surprise) whilst Verity egged me on... Ok, ok face pictures, i found a great one of my face and fuji's nether regions... here (http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=image&index=37&shoot=2769), isnt it great? would that be wrong to have as my avatar? or perhaps this one (http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=image&index=42&shoot=2769)?

thenks for the encouragement towelboy, like its needed, i will try to satisfy your urges with face only avatars. you're right my "career" has provided many fitting images. I only realllllly looked at my pholio shots for the first time the other day, and i must say I was MOST pleasantly surprised. I dont think I've been considering Abby's skill with a camera, but it made me go awwww I was really pretty when I was younger! i dont know about that double ender shoot though... whats with my double chin? (obviously in my drinking stage)

yeahhhhh and i was all nervous and awkward for this weeks newsletter cos i didnt know what i was doing so they will only get better from here on in... apologises for the eye roll, er but i dont know about the hair tossle, maybe we'll go for the wink hmmm?

Siobhan, i am awaiting eargerly, fun indeed! nice girls, bad girls, underwear, no underwear OH what fun! and it just gets better by the day.

Romeo I am ok, tired and ok, no concerts with my band unfortunately, ive been to busy working so we haven't been practising much. I am trying to decide upon the best way to do a rocknroll/abbywinters world tour, im thinking a possible one woman show, in which I would get wasted and perform naked, stopping in between songs to spew my political opinions and general fabulousness at the audience. mmmmmmMMmmm. Political opinion. My Zodiac sign is Libra. Apparently that means im balanced i just think im conflicted. My birthday is in October, can you guess the date? how are you? hugs and kissses back.

ohhhhhHHhhhh Liandra, your time is running out.... i will soon be knocking on your office door, champagne in hand, for a lunch time quicky... clearly the easiest way to deal with the hellishness of mondays,

Farewell for now all,
Matilda (eg. shady character)
(wait why am i shady?)
(enough with the hints, make DEMANDS, Tank, do itttttttttttttt, xoxoxoxox)

TowelBoy

13th February 2006, 12:51 PM

Ok, ok face pictures, i found a great one of my face and fuji's nether regions... here (http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=image&index=37&shoot=2769),
isnt it great? would that be wrong to have as my avatar?

Dear Matilda,

When I looked at your first suggested ... Photo (http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=image&index=37&shoot=2769) ... for your Avatar I became worried -
I thought you were growing a beard on one side of your lovely freckled face -
Then I realised I wasn't looking at the Image properly ... :o
( By the way - I also have freckles )

i will try to satisfy your urges with face only avatars.
Matilda is going to satisfy my urges - Can't ask for more than that !

I was really pretty when I was younger!

Fishing Matilda ? I'll eagerly bite ... Matilda I think you are still very young, really pretty and have a beautiful mind !

... apologises for the eye roll, er but i dont know about the hair tossle, maybe we'll go for the wink hmmm?

Mmmm - Matilda Wink - I'm going to pretend it is just for me ... ;)

Matilda (eg. shady character) (wait why am i shady?)

Look at your current Avatar Photo ... Here (http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=image&index=8&shoot=676) ... You are standing in the Shade ! Love that Lacy Bra !
Bet you were just teasing asking that question !

Now everybody sing -
" Waltzing Matilda, Waltzing Matilda, Who'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me ? "

:)
TowelBoy

Dafydd

13th February 2006, 01:59 PM

Towelboy, the first thing we were told upon our introduction to Matilda was not to sing That Song. :p

Dafydd

13th February 2006, 02:00 PM

TowelBoy

13th February 2006, 07:36 PM

Towelboy, the first thing we were told upon our introduction to Matilda was not to sing That Song. :p

Dafydd - I'm sorry - I was unable to find any reference to not being allowed to sing to Matilda ?
In any event it is a very rousing song -
And Matilda is a very arousing young lady !
:)
Towelboy

paula

14th February 2006, 06:13 AM

Oh my gosh, this thread is awesome to read!!!!!

Seriously babe, you rock :P Where does it all come from????? LOVED!!!!!!! your stuff on ISM too, Chloe B and I watched them all with gaping mouths, you're shocking, but in such a cool way!!!!! teehee. Congrats on being abby staff now, gee I hope I get to do a shoot this year while you're working there, can't wait to meet you in person!!!!!

HAHA, you and Liandra soooooooooooooo should do a tier 3 together!

Love P xxxxx

Tank

14th February 2006, 01:10 PM

OK Matilda, you asked for it.

I hereby demand a "Matilda Looking Spunky" thread.

It is Matilda's God-given-rite to look spunky, and our God-given-rite to enjoy. :)

Tank

Dafydd

14th February 2006, 01:47 PM

I hereby demand a "Matilda Looking Spunky" thread.

Second! :D
(Though nobody's ever told me how to perform a God-given rite. Are there rehearsals?)

Oh, and Towelboy, quoting the description of the first video:"No waltzing here. Matilda is sick of all reference to her name in such a manner anyway." I'd have sworn there was more, but I can't find it either. I suppose we should ask her directly.

Matilda, how do you feel about That Song?

Stinky

14th February 2006, 02:32 PM

Towelboy, the first thing we were told upon our introduction to Matilda was not to sing That Song. :p
OK, how about this one? Matilda, Matilda, Matilda, she take me money and run Venezuela.:eek:

albertson

14th February 2006, 03:06 PM

Mathilda, mmmmm... you and Fuji lickin the best part, a real gourmet you are !!

edward44

14th February 2006, 10:25 PM

how are you today...

paula

15th February 2006, 01:55 AM

hey edward..... great :) you? by the way, what is a looking spunky thread? isnt there one on millie? is this an abby staff thing>

romeo

15th February 2006, 10:31 PM

Hy Matilda how are you?
had you great Valentine celebration?
bf keep you with red roses and bring in romantic restaurant?
hope you had sweet day
i was to olimpic games,had wanderful days,lots people from all world side,all happy enjoy and very friendly....
i meet crazy australian fans,guys was naked with cold weathere (-4° C) i shoot they and hope sand you this photos
your tour plane is very interessinghope you will realise that,you must belive in your dreams and life will be better!!
i think your birthday is 5 or 10 october,i'm scorpio from november (guess? )
here is all ok,did you saw my city in tv?do you like that?on live is better
take care of you
baci (kisses)
Ciao cucciolo (bye pppy=bye sweetty)

casgrain

15th February 2006, 11:10 PM

hey edward..... great :) you? by the way, what is a looking spunky thread? isnt there one on millie? is this an abby staff thing>

Yep, Verity had one, Susie has one, Millie has one, Penny has one, Christiana now has one, Matilda will probably have one.:)

But you know what, you're spunky too, even though you don't have one.:D

paula

16th February 2006, 01:38 AM

HAHA AW THANKS ;) actually, I have a question for matilda.....

how did you get into all the anal stuff? Did it start with sex, or you inserting stuff up there yourself?

valerie

16th February 2006, 02:08 AM

I'm curious too, Matilda! I know I got into it because, lame as this sounds, I wanted to stave off losing my virginity and thought anal sex would be the go to have sex without having sex. (We staved it off one week this way.) So I lost my anal virginity before my vaginal one.

But yes indeed, how did *you* get into it? or anyone else who likes it!

fuji_w

16th February 2006, 02:41 AM

<3
Hello,Matilda! This is Fuji! I enjoyed having shoot with you!

I finally came back to Australia!

i know girls who wont masturbate because they think their bits are disgusting, if they arent comfortable with it themselves, of course they are not going to enjoy someone licking them out, because all they can think about is how disgusting it must taste. well of course it tastes gross if you spray half a can of deoderiser, then all anyone can taste is chemical and any stronger taste from your natural juice, only highlighting the worst parts of the experiance.

I tought it's really funny. actually that was my first time licking someones pussy...It tasted a bit starange because I'm not used to it but I quite liked it!
I hope to talk to you soon!

Love Fuji

zootsuit

16th February 2006, 04:38 AM

<3
Hello,Matilda! This is Fuji! I enjoyed having shoot with you!
...

Love Fuji
Matilda obviously enjoyed the experience, too! Your T3 with her was so hot, it sizzled. A redux with the two of you would be wonderful to behold.<3

zootsuit

16th February 2006, 04:52 AM

...

beantown - ...and i am so with you with the juices thing. the more the merrier, i say! *licks*

Speaking of juices, have you seen Alison P (http://www.abbywinters.com/main.php?page=image&index=172&shoot=3164) ? Whoever had the idea for a girl cum category (probably Abby, right?) is brilliant!

Matilda, you are featured in this category. Are there any techniques that can enhance the flowing of the juices?

TowelBoy

16th February 2006, 06:24 PM

actually, I have a question for matilda.....

how did you get into all the anal stuff? Did it start with sex, or you inserting stuff up there yourself?

Goodness - Paula is a very direct young lady.
I would never be able to ask those questions ... and the answers may scare me ?
:o
TowelBoy

TowelBoy

16th February 2006, 06:48 PM

<3
Hello,Matilda! This is Fuji! I enjoyed having shoot with you! I finally came back to Australia!
I thought it's really funny. actually that was my first time licking someones pussy...
It tasted a bit strange because I'm not used to it but I quite liked it!
I hope to talk to you soon!

Love Fuji

May we please see the Reunion ... in the form of a Redux ?
It would be good for Australian / Japanese Relations ... and Australian and Japanese Members.
Probably Members from other countries would also enjoy seeing the two young ladies Reunite ?

i know girls who wont masturbate because they think their bits are disgusting, if they arent comfortable with it themselves, of course they are not going to enjoy someone licking them out, because all they can think about is how disgusting it must taste. well of course it tastes gross if you spray half a can of deoderiser, then all anyone can taste is chemical and any stronger taste from your natural juice, only highlighting the worst parts of the experiance.

Dear Fuji,

You possess such wisdom ... Do you take Students ?
;)
TowelBoy

matilda

17th February 2006, 08:38 AM

hahaha, greetings everyone! how are we all?

any one got any intersting tales from the week?

Romeo romeo, close but not close enough, I'll give you a hint its past the 10th. I think your birthday is on the 26th of November.

Anal.... Fuji, ok its 6:30 on friday, i wanna go home, i really want to answer all these posts but im outta here guys, SSORRY I promise big gigantic long posts as of Monday...

PS Towel Boy, the wink IS just for you

gabrielle

17th February 2006, 09:23 AM

i've played a bit in the anal area, for some time with myself and recently more with a partner. i think the first thing i did was insert a finger while masturbating, and this progressed to other objects. i also got a great deal of pleasure out of giving myself enemas - i would fill myself up as far as i could go, and then masturbate and when i came, i would let loose. lol maybe that's too much information? but it feels soooo good, and can be a very gentle way of playing with that area. playing with my partner is similar - he will insert a finger, or a toy, or will lick around and insert his tongue (i love this - after i got over the initial ew factor, and he loves it). the key is to progress slowly, and make sure you're really comfortable with one thing - like a finger - before progressing to the next step - like anal sex.

TowelBoy

17th February 2006, 02:06 PM

i've played a bit in the anal area, ... i also got a great deal of pleasure out of giving myself enemas -
i would fill myself up as far as i could go, and then masturbate and when i came, i would let loose.
lol maybe that's too much information?

Dear Gabrielle,

Definitely too much information ... I am scared of you now ... please reassure and comfort me ?
Otherwise I'll have to sleep with the light on !
:o
TowelBoy

TowelBoy

17th February 2006, 02:26 PM

... PS Towel Boy, the wink IS just for you

Oh Matilda,

Oh Yes ! ... I counted four winks at the end with a nose twitch as well. ;)

Mummy !
:o
TowelBoy

Dafydd

17th February 2006, 02:49 PM

Oh Yes ! ... I counted four winks at the end with a nose twitch as well. ;)
You lucky, lucky bastard. :p

blissed

17th February 2006, 06:06 PM

i also got a great deal of pleasure out of giving myself enemas - i would fill myself up as far as i could go, and then masturbate and when i came, i would let loose. lol maybe that's too much information?

No I think it's great that you can share that, there aren't many real time conversations you could slip that into is there :) and I think we all do something that might be considered perhaps embarrassing. The more they're shared, the happier other people feel about there own little adventures.

Towelboy is that enough reasurance. I could comfort you as well if your really lucky!! :)

.

Mrs Roops

17th February 2006, 07:02 PM

I love anything to do sex and the anal area. For me it was definitely a case of inserting things myself before I stared having sex. Like everybody else, when I was younger I spent many interesting hours in the privacy of my bedroom exploring my genitals. I probably spent equal time playing with my anus as with my vagina and clit. (poor tits were mostly ignored). Fingers, pencils, pens, hairbrush handles and phallic sized implements all went in. As for rimming there is hardly any "ew" factor so long as the bum is clean. There is a very mild, almost negligible taste which is not unpleasant, which in any case seems to disappear after a second. People who have an aversion to rimming should really try and put their aversion to one side as having a tongue in one's bum hole an absolutely incredible and divine sensation!!!

I was interested to read Gabrielle's experience on enema play though in reality this is colonic irrigation rather than having an enema in the true sense of the word. I've always avoided this 'cos one can remove vital bacteria from the rectum. However I guess once in a while can't harm and as Gabriele obviously enjoys this I think I'll want to have ago!!!!

Darth Dave

17th February 2006, 07:10 PM

romeo

19th February 2006, 11:27 PM

Hy Mtilda,had you nice week end?
mine was great,funny and crazy,so hope your was ok too
so your bd is.......15 oct? i have lots days before it come for sand you best wishes..... 26 nov is sagittarius,i'm scorpio so less than 21 nov.
i never told you that i like you a lot?you have wanderful eyes and i think you are very sexy and hot in your videos,so i wanna ask you persal question:when you was your first sex time in life?you liked it?or second time was better?when was your first time with a girl?take care of you
kisses and hugs
your Romeo

matilda

20th February 2006, 07:40 AM

Hello there fellow fiends,

Thanks so much paula, i am going to go and watch your videos now so I can throw some flattery your way :) Isnt that the best thing about the boards! Soooo anyways, I got into anal when I had this boyfriend who was obsessed with it. It first started with a finger and we worked up to sex. I;d hooked up with him when I was like sixteen the first time, and that time he fingered me and kind of felt around the asshole and stuff, and I remember thinknig (i had no CLUE about anal at this point) has he got the wrong hole? what is he doing? Later when I thought about it i realised how hilarious that was. So I liked fingers and then yeah, sex, it;s always ok but I found it more intimidating because you know that there is just one thrust too hard and things are going to turn seriously bad, it to unnerving. You have to have a lot of trust in your partner. I just dont trust men that much. So now anal has progressed into something that i get into during masturbation oro n camera. I love it during masturbation because i can go nuts because that trust issue i mentioned before is totally absent. So i can stick various things up there, fingers what ever and its just plain good fun. Doing it on camera is so very exciting... as if anal isnt naughty enough, and then there you are on camera with a finger up your bottom. Hehehe. I like the threat of being able to put my finger up my ass at any time, its one of those things that really shocks people. I think its a big part of who I am. Me walking around with that idea in my head is fun. I like feeling like i habe somehting over poeple, like i know something you dont know. Silly really, but whatever...

I really like the sound of that Gabrielle, do you do it like in the bath tub or on the toilet or what? How would you feel about doing it on camera? come onnnnnnn, ill do it too you can teach me! itll be great....

Zoo i didnt even know i was in the girl cum category! Now that i realise im hardly surprised, no, no secrets it just might have something to do with the fact that many things turn me on. Regular things often fail, but pull something out of left feild...

Fuji! It was you first time licking pussy!?! So tell me... have you licked pussy since? How did it compare?
I also enjoyed licking your pussy.

Close Romeo very close, higher still though. Ummmm is yours the 18th? I'll answer your question in tommorows post... things to do, so many things to do!

digitalist

20th February 2006, 08:20 AM

Hi again Matilda!

Interesting to hear how you got into anal play!

Your comments are relfected quite clearly in your IM (one of my absolute favorites!) where you did indeed use your fingers and very clearly enjoyed it a great deal. I'm not usually a fan of anal in porn (especially b on g) but your vids have been exceptions because they clearly showed that it was for *your* enjoyment, a critical distinction I think!

I love reading your posts because of the openness and self-confidence that they demonstrate!

bethesda

20th February 2006, 08:47 AM

Hi Matilda,

I'd like to see your Dec. 21 anal pictures in an upcoming video...maybe get together with Gabrielle. I'll show it to my girlfriend so she can see that it is possible to enjoy it...it's nice to read your honest discourse on the subject. I enjoyed your Dec. 21 pictures...you looked blissful... You and Verity are my favorite AW models...

gabrielle

20th February 2006, 12:46 PM

matilda i am SO up for doing something anal related with you. you have no idea how much :D

i think the enema thing is better done in private, though - somehow i don't think filming it would come across too well... or rather, not on a nice clean site like this :P however, i am more than happy to give you some pointers *eyebrow wiggle*

actually, hey, how about an anal-related T3? rimming, fingering, toys, maybe even a strap on of some sort?

Darth Dave

20th February 2006, 03:19 PM

Mrs Roops

20th February 2006, 03:29 PM

i think the enema thing is better done in private, though - somehow i don't think filming it would come across too well... or rather, not on a nice clean site like this :P however, i am more than happy to give you some pointers *eyebrow wiggle You may want to try Annie at www.girlsoutwest.com (http://www.girlsoutwest.com) This just may be the mad sorta thing she might like to try !! So she doesn't shout at you, say I suggested you to her for this.

BWW

20th February 2006, 04:54 PM

I'd enjoy watching Matilda and friends doing anal play with enemas, etc.

It would be a good idea to give some warning to those who would not share the interest, but as long as the AW Girls are having fun, so am I.

digitalist

20th February 2006, 06:14 PM

gabrielle

21st February 2006, 12:41 PM

hehe, c'mon matilda, the fans demand it! what say you? *wiggles butt temptingly*

patate82

21st February 2006, 05:42 PM

Just wanted to say congratulations for the second newletter ! You are a great host. I loved the winking at the end !

TowelBoy

21st February 2006, 08:59 PM

Just wanted to say congratulations for the second newletter !
You are a great host. I loved the winking at the end !

As I have said before ... So did I ... I am too modest to claim any influence over Matilda's lovely eyelids ... ;)

Matilda - you can do further winking practice by holding a card over one eye - keeping that eye open -
And then blinking the other eye. Swap eyes after each 10 " winks "
Don't become impatient - practice will help you - and don't be upset about it - you already have many amazing skills !

Here is another suggestion for you ... I know you like saying the word " Awesome " ...
Please try these other alternatives ... Excellent, Exceptional, Exciting, Incredible, Terrific or even Way Cool !
To help you relax speak a little more slowly and in a lowered voice ... find yourself a movie starring ... Marlene Dietrich (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marlene_Dietrich)

Matilda - If you don't like " my reviews " just tell me to shut up.
I'll just be a silent admirer of your Hosting.
;)
TowelBoy

pjay

21st February 2006, 09:42 PM

*wiggles butt temptingly*
Anybody else just get a delicious mental image? :D

doinel

21st February 2006, 10:15 PM

Sure I do, Pjay. Gabrielle and Matilda do not leave a lot of space for fantasy.:)

doinel

romeo

21st February 2006, 10:29 PM

Hi Matilda you are soooooooo close to my bd,just one day......you on 17?
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Peter552

21st February 2006, 11:15 PM

Hey, Matilda, that looks like a mighty fine IM coming up on Saturday! What was it like to bring yourself off in such distinguished company?

fuji_w

24th February 2006, 02:59 AM

Hi Matilda! It was good to see you today!The kiss was great too! I was surprised when I heard that you are working here, I think it's one of the best jobs for you! You must be good at taking video?:oAre you enjoying doing it? I think you do!! You can make models relax and make them feel good! by the way,I like one of the pics of you in the bathroom with big dildo. The camera took the best moment of the dildo came out from your pussy!

fuji

fuji_w

24th February 2006, 04:05 AM

Yeah, like the anal vibrator I have: Little Skittle.

2110

I love it when its head vibrates against my bum hole and I really like the sensation of being anally penetrated, but massaging my prostate doesn't seem to have any extra stimulating effect.

Wow That anal vibrator looks so cool! Where did you get that?

Fuji

digitalist

24th February 2006, 09:16 AM

My my Matilda! You've certainly been busy! You've got a triple IM with Katya and Liandra being released this week and a dev video with Liandra (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) next week!

I'm curious about that, actually. Where the IM and the dev filmed around the same time too, or are they coming out so close together by accident?

Looking forward to hearing from you (and seeing you twice!)

Lorenzo

gabrielle

24th February 2006, 11:12 AM

mermur, giving yourself a prostate orgasm is something that to some degree needs to be worked on and trained. for a girl, having a clitoral orgasm is somewhat of a learned response - some women have never had their clits played with and so don't actually have the association that stimulation in that area could reach a climax. keep playing with it and stimulating it in different ways (hitting it directly, rubbing past it, vibe, no vibe, etc), use your musclesd differently (try pushing out slightly, or tensing different muscles). you'll find it - and it's SO worth it.

Mermur

25th February 2006, 08:03 PM

Wow That anal vibrator looks so cool! Where did you get that?

I bought it through an on-line sex shop (www.pabo.nl (http://www.pabo.nl)).

mermur, giving yourself a prostate orgasm is something that to some degree needs to be worked on and trained. [...] keep playing with it and stimulating it in different ways (hitting it directly, rubbing past it, vibe, no vibe, etc), use your musclesd differently (try pushing out slightly, or tensing different muscles). you'll find it - and it's SO worth it.

Gabrielle, thanks a lot for your advice and encouragement. I'll keep on trying!!!

Tank

26th February 2006, 04:00 AM

Matilda,

We are still eagerly awaiting your "Matilda Looking Spunky" thread. Lucky we been able to see you looking spunky in the video newsletters (great job by the way!), but we need it on the boards too.

Hope you are having a great weekend.

Tank<3

blissed

26th February 2006, 05:31 AM

I haven't checked into the bum thread for a bit, well not since the last time.

Matilda hows the arrangements for my Ozzy holiday coming on. Where am I gonna stay. Your place or Abby's. I bet Abby's got a nice house. Wasn't it in the pool girls video. Yeah I'll stay there and help out around the office, I expect Valerie could use the occasional helping hand. I have to book my holidays at work so I have to know soon.

matilda

27th February 2006, 06:25 AM

Gabrielle, that sounds fucking awesome... im heading to Susies office to make demands now, think of all we could do! The possibilities are endless really, I agree with the enema off camera thing, and I love the strap on idea, there also a little other favor I would possibly ask, but we will disscuss THAT at a later date (hehehe) I know Liandra is also a fan of a bit of anal play, perhaps we could do a THREE WAY anal/toy play shoot or we could just start hanging out and do it off camera, ha ha! I definately wouldnt approach GOW with this shoot, my more explcit girl girls from there have a habit of turning up as advertising material on free websites... wouldnt be cool for a super explicit anal shoot, as these are the shoots that my friends/aquantances tend to see.

ROMEO! is it 17th? Because you are also one day away from my birthday... and its not the sixteenth oooooOOoo
How is Italy? Is it still cold? I sooooo want to come and visit, where abouts in Italy do you live?

Fuji you're right the kiss was fantastic, we should meet up before you go home for dinner or something, when do you leave?
You're right it is the perfect job for me, I havent had a proper job in 2 years because I cant force myself to work anywhere I dont want to, and what can I say it is just the best job ever... which leads me to the up coming Deviations shoot with Liandra, that er wasnt really planned you see I was just left alone with the video camera, and decided that er, it would be a good idea. Luckily Susie forgave me. HAHAHA Im glad you liked my shoot, did you get a copy of the DVD we are on? Take it home to Japan!

Hey lorenzop, im glad you enjoy, cos you are totally right I only do it for my own sake, its not even for the camera really, particularly in IM state, Im like hehehe, this is naughty, hehehe, and I find the naughtier the situation the more sensitive my bottom will be. thanks for possesing the ability to judge when and when things are not actually being enjoyed xox

I know I have a really bad habit of repeating words, I change words every month but I totally overuse them, Awesome is this months word apparently although I have no idea why... lets move on from the winking! Surely there must be something you would find equally entertainging? Anyone else?

You are staying at my house, now I have dumped that useless boyfriend so there will be no one to question why you are there, yes Abby has a freaking amazing house and seeing as you will be here learning about rock n roll you will definately not be staying with her. Rigarous training rememeber? You will be my punk rock gimp being sustained off cheap cask wine and fried chicken, mmmm fried chicken. I had some for lunch today. But yeah, you can come stay with me if you want just dont expect me and Gabrielle to let you join in... maybe you could watch though xoxoxo

matilda

27th February 2006, 06:28 AM

oh yeah, they werent filmed that close together, but it was the IM that put the idea in my head, and that started us off. That was susie's doing shortly before I started working here, and the deviations shoot definately wouldnt have happened if it hadnt been for the built up sexual tension from the IM.... nice work susie

Margaret

27th February 2006, 06:37 AM

Matilda - you are seriously one outrageous chick.

Thank you for a fantastic hilarious night on Friday!!! I had an awesome time with you and have not had so much fun and so many laughs in ages. You rock!!!

stoneyyy

27th February 2006, 12:46 PM

TowelBoy

27th February 2006, 07:53 PM

I know I have a really bad habit of repeating words, I change words every month but I totally overuse them, Awesome is this months word apparently although I have no idea why... lets move on from the winking! Surely there must be something you would find equally entertainging? Anyone else?

Dear Matilda,

Sorry I have bored you ... I feel most sad at being dismissed by you. No more winking.
I enjoyed seeing the Royal Exhibition Building (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Royal_Exhibition_Building)
And seeing you in front of the Fountain (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Royal_exhibition_building_tulips.jpg)

Oh well - I'll have to think of something else to try and regain your affections.
Your Servant.
:)
TowelBoy

romeo

27th February 2006, 09:28 PM

Hallo Matilda,i'm happy to have your new video in site,mmmmmmmmmmm you are very nice like always
well,i think i already told you where i live ,i'm from Torino,we just had Olympic Winter Games,city was full of people from all side of the world,it was very nice,lots happy turist all togethere without politic or religion problem
i told i was on games and watched funny Australian fans
i hope you will come here,i'm sure you'll like my country,here is still cold weathere 5°C
i was in Australia (sidney,melbourne and cairns) and i had wanderful holydays,so i hope come back there soon,maibye next new years day.
hugs and kisses

blissed

27th February 2006, 10:52 PM

Looks like I'm gonna have to rearrange your living conditions a bit. Is there a good Deli and veg shop within cycling distance of your place. I'll make you some veggy food, followed by fresh fruit, nuts and cream or Creme Fraiche (this is the new rock n roll). Then we're gonna get cubase, some plugins and multitrack interface and make a record. We put the guitar amps in deferent rooms. the vocalist in another, mic the drums in the front garden and the bass amp in the back garden. Then just play a complete set straight through, we can drop in over any mistakes later. Anyway, we're gonna video the whole thing with 2 cameras, one in the house the other in the street. Tell the nieghbours what's going on and that it'll take about 50 mins including soundcheck, then we can ring the cops ourselves from a mobile pretending to be a neighbour and they'll come and break it up. We edit the footage into a video to go with the best song. Then we all have a party round Abby's house and stay for a week. That's a good plan! I think with me around, you'll be headlining festivals before you know it :)

matilda

1st March 2006, 11:39 PM

That wasnt a dissmisal towel boy! I was asking if there was anything other than a wink, but if it means that much to you I would be happy to oblige once again.

Oh my god magaret how fun was that! We so have to do it more often... much more often

wow romeo happy with out religios or political problems... so you have a female prime minister? hehehe

HAHAHA that is a good plan blissed... even better we could be naked and someone would call the cops themselves! dont worry there is plenty of hippy food near where I live, i can deal with fruit so long as you hand feed me. Will you be the band dancer? You could perform a combination of mine and modern contemporary jazz, and be responsible for uleashing everyone inner groove, hahaha. There is one rule. There will be no cylcing. Clyclists are like a locust swarm at my house i live across from the beach and all those cyclocusts in their fluro lyrcra riding NEXT TO EACH OTHER blocking all the traffic for NO OTHER REASON than to chat. they even have this cafe two blocks down where they all drink wheatgrass and decaffinated soy coffee, and there they put their bikes down and take over the foot path, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cylocusts.

blissed

2nd March 2006, 02:49 AM

I don't think I'll be the dancer. I think I'll be the main vocalist and writer. I can't play guitar while vocalising, but if whoever does the vocals now can play guitar, thats perfect. You've got a pretty bad case of cylocusts there, but I'm a cyclist I don't wear Lycra. I've got a folding bike and an old 3 speed. If I had anything with higher gears I'd be a danger to myself and everyone else. I don't drive because I'm a killer behind the wheel. I'm a daydreamer and daydreamers don't drive and stay alive, they just let other people drive them home that are drunk :) and I've had a few journeys like that. I was told that the cops wouldn't mind because I wasn't drunk, even though he was. Never again. I've had some hairy moments coming home from gigs when I was a sound engineer. One time the vans gear box caught fire and loads of times the guy driving me home was struggling to stay awake. He had to take coffee tablets that didn't work so we opened the window, put on the radio and I kept poking him and singing to him :) He drove back on his own once and you'll never guess what happened to him. HE CRASHED THE CAR!!! :). You won't believe this, but he drove for half a mile while asleep before he hit a parked car and wrote the car off. He only hurt his shoulder the lucky bastard. Anyway, even though he was asleep he probably drove better than I do awake.

fuji_w

2nd March 2006, 04:37 AM

I bought it through an on-line sex shop (www.pabo.nl (http://www.pabo.nl)).

Thank you! I've never used online sex shop but it seems really interesting..I think I will buy too much.
I love sex toys so much:o

Fuji

fuji_w

2nd March 2006, 04:39 AM

Hi Matilda! I will defenetly get DVD and I will show it to my friends in Japan:o
They will jealous that I make love with a cute aussie girl!!
Today's video was great too,wasn't it?
Armine was soo hot!

Fuji

valerie

2nd March 2006, 05:06 AM

So Matilda...what was it like to film two of your ex-lovers going at it? Or do we have to wait til the shoot goes up to hear about it?

TowelBoy

2nd March 2006, 10:06 PM

So Matilda...what was it like to film two of your ex-lovers going at it?
Or do we have to wait til the shoot goes up to hear about it?

How awkward ... I know Matilda is a trooper ... couldn't someone relieve her ?
Did someone console her afterwards ?
:o
TowelBoy

matilda

6th March 2006, 09:29 AM

bahhahaha, sorry blissed but you are a boy so you cant write anything or have any creative control. its good to know you dont wear lycra. I have the same problem with driving, i just go la, la lalala and then all of a sudden I am doing something really really stupid. I have taken the opposite road to you however, and have pushed through my fears to tackle the road once again. Its only a matter of time before i do something detrimental and write off one of the company cars... if I can just get Abby how I had Liandra...

It was UNFAIR! And i was watching and they were sooooooo hot and I'm like, hey! I swear I didnt turn either of you THIS much, shit guys just WAIT for that video.

Now if any of you havent seen that Video with Liandra, that er "äccidentaly" happened (heheehe sorry susie!) go and watch it right now! Pretty much all of the time who ever is getting worked on has a finger/ toy up the ass, I just thought id better point that out cos you cant see it very well. Now i want you all to demand that I be given a permanent role starring in T3s as an instigator! do it or feel my wrath!

lots of love to you all hope everyone is surviving this lame world ok xoxoo

Darth Dave

6th March 2006, 01:58 PM

Now if any of you havent seen that Video with Liandra, that er "äccidentaly" happened (heheehe sorry susie!) go and watch it right now! Pretty much all of the time who ever is getting worked on has a finger/ toy up the ass, I just thought id better point that out cos you cant see it very well. Now i want you all to demand that I be given a permanent role starring in T3s as an instigator! do it or feel my wrath!I love that you joined in with Liandra, it would be cool if you occasionally joined in on shoots kind of like when Anneke participated in Amy O’s videos.

You would make the perfect T3 instigator and teacher. ;)

Dave

TowelBoy

6th March 2006, 03:54 PM

Dear Matilda,

Its only a matter of time before i do something detrimental and write off one of the company cars...

No ... not the Subaru !

lots of love to you all hope everyone is surviving this lame world ok xoxoo

How could the World be lame ? ... with Matilda to shock us out of comfort zone !
Constant Instigation is her claim.
It has brought her much fame.
:)
TowelBoy

sorbet

6th March 2006, 08:42 PM

hi Matilda, you are enchanting
loved the photoset of your frolicking around on a field, did you do a video of this?
you are wonderfully wild

Leprechaun

6th March 2006, 10:14 PM

Hi, Matilda,

Last night (I'm always a bit behind in my reading) I saw your post (http://forums.abbywinters.com/vbulletin/showthread.php?postid=70229#post70229) in a thread asking for B/G shoots. Believe it or not I've never used the word "awsome" cos I've never been quite sure what it meant these days. Well, I do now! That post was AWSOME! So well said. So thought provoking. It just blew me away. Whew! Nothing wishy-washy about it at all. Thanks for that one, girl.

- L

romeo

6th March 2006, 10:33 PM

Hy Matilda
what i can say you after new video? that i like that a lot?that you are so sexy?that your new look is very nice?eh eh eh baby you know well what guy need for go crazy,but i like your videos because you made that with lot passions.
well about life here is still cold,italian premier isn't woman but just bastard rich(sorry for bad word)
in april in my town will be chocolate happening,so................ you are welcome
take care of you
kiss

bookmanz

7th March 2006, 04:01 AM

Matilda,
Dammit girl, you are so sexy!:)
You were just great in that deviation video with Liandra.

Note to self - get the latest AW DVD, it's a Matilda double feature!

matilda

9th March 2006, 08:55 AM

Hi everyone!

Hows life on the outside?

thanks for all the kind words as per usual, jeez i swear you boys will give me a big head one day.
I will be MOST happy to fulfil your wishes Dave, no problems at all...
Well see I think towel boy you have brought up a very good point, I need to be shocked, at something other than the disgustingness of human behavior. Shock me please. Right now.
hiya sorbet... nah no vid. I cant remeber why though? Thats my favorite shoot too!

Leprecaun thanks for that, I wasnt sure if it was a bit negative. Its a strange thing, being up for strength in woman and being in this industry. It's hard because sometimes you're like is this exploitation, or is this fuck you boy ill do what I want? and its so hard because not for a second will I compromise what I believe in to work here at AW. But yeah, im never sure how the members will react obviously... so I was a little concerned with that post. Once again, thanks for the support, its good to have.

Glad you liked the vid Romeo, its supposed to be coming out of summer here, but instead it seems to be getting hotter. That sucks cos I hate hot weather. DAMMIT April is way to close to have money enough to come! As if you have to worry about your Language around me, I have the foulest mouth ever, in fact it has come up at the last 2 AW staff meetings... hahaha, c'mon theres nothing wrong with a potty mouth...

Hehehe bookmanz you say dammit girl like a real american! wow! hehe glad i could be of service... hopefully even more with the dvd eh?

Could you all please go to the Matilda Liandra vid thread and post some constructive critissm please?
love and hugs and kisses to everyone xoxox

TowelBoy

9th March 2006, 09:31 AM

Dear Matilda,

Well see I think towel boy you have brought up a very good point, I need to be shocked,
at something other than the disgustingness of human behavior. Shock me please. Right now.

Wow !... you seem a bit fired up ... I better not ask what you meant by " the disgustingness of human behaviour ".
I have been somewhat disappointed by members of this forum who I had some respect for.
Anyway - There are always lovely and friendly Models to speak to ... and get an answer from -
If I am really lucky ... ;)

I don't want to shock you ... I'd rather make some sort of lame effort to make you smile ... :)
After your " participation " with Liandra ... I have to ask ... Did you help Fuji and Armine ?
Or were you " devastated " at their " betrayal " ?
Did you storm off ? In a huff ?
Perhaps the three of you could do a 3 x IM ... to show you are all still friends ?

I still haven't come up with a good alternative to the " Wink " -
My only advice with everything you do at AW is just be yourself ... you don't need to act a role.
Only do things you are happy and comfortable with.
I want a contented and relaxed Matilda.
No need for Shocks ... sometimes they are best avoided.
I know I'm only a nasty man ... but I think you are great.
:o
TowelBoy

sorbet

9th March 2006, 05:29 PM

hi Matilda, will you do any outdoor videos? you are so good in front of camera

Vid Dude

9th March 2006, 10:24 PM

I don't believe it took me this long to realise.

Hello, Elfie.

matilda

10th March 2006, 12:06 AM

hahaha I didnt by ANY means mean the behavior of people on the forum, I just meant in general thats what shocks me...
oh towel boy, you always make me smile, you are so quirky (for lack of a better word) you seem like a strange and entertaining person! I always read your post and giggle... so job well done!

sure sorbet, I'd love to do an outdoor video, its all a matter of time i think though or we could just whine at Abby til it happens, come everyone
ABBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Luxman

10th March 2006, 12:14 AM

You forgot the exclamation marks. Let me help: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lxm

TowelBoy

10th March 2006, 12:16 AM

hahaha I didnt by ANY means mean the behavior of people on the forum,
I just meant in general thats what shocks me...
oh towel boy, you always make me smile, you are so quirky (for lack of a better word)
you seem like a strange and entertaining person!
I always read your post and giggle... so job well done!

Dear Matilda,

Thanks for appreciating my efforts.
Perhaps you can convince others to ?
See you around.
:)
TowelBoy

Luxman

10th March 2006, 12:17 AM

Hello, Elfie.
Woohoo, he's back! :)

Lxm

blissed

10th March 2006, 12:50 AM

Waltzing Matilda!!!!!!! Waltzing Matilda!!!!!!!!!!. Just seen your lapdancing with Liandra in the grubby garage video and I think it's because liandra has a tan, but it contrasted so nicely against your own skin, which looked beautifully pale and soft. And your breasts looked fabulous, really really nice!! :) I don't know why I haven't noticed that before because it's so obvious in that video. You can see I don't see much stuff here can't you, but I tend to see all the ISM stuff and then post in the forum, which is really small so then I post in here and then I see the stuff of whoever I've been talking to, and then I've run out of time. Anyway, I like it when Liandra was all played out face down on the table and you said "why don't you sit down" :) It just tickled me, I don't know why. You seem very reactive to being stimulated. I get that feeling for about 10 seconds as an orgasm is rising and then theres the explosive part of the orgasm (5 secs) which you don't get, but I think I'd trade that in for a clitoris. I want one now, where can you get them.

Abby

10th March 2006, 02:37 AM

Woohoo, he's back!

oh christ.

Randomthoughts

10th March 2006, 02:43 AM

Kayyyy...I have heard quite a bit about this Elfie. Enough so this person should be in the FAQ's. I have been watching and haven't ever seen the name on the Who is on-line info area. :confused:

RT...

casgrain

10th March 2006, 04:37 AM

oh christ.

LOL, sorry Abby, I just can't stop laughing. :)

hotdawg

10th March 2006, 05:00 AM

oh christ.

Personally I not think praying will help either:p

hotdawg

Darth Dave

10th March 2006, 05:09 AM

Maybe this calls for the Yarra Girls 2. :p

Dave

digitalist

10th March 2006, 08:57 AM

Leprecaun thanks for that, I wasnt sure if it was a bit negative. Its a strange thing, being up for strength in woman and being in this industry. It's hard because sometimes you're like is this exploitation, or is this fuck you boy ill do what I want? and its so hard because not for a second will I compromise what I believe in to work here at AW. But yeah, im never sure how the members will react obviously... so I was a little concerned with that post. Once again, thanks for the support, its good to have.

I very much have to agree with Leprecaun. I think it is a complicated question because it gets into how the videos are viewed by teh viewers, yanno? If the videos, and the women in them, are seen merely as a means to an end it is completely different than seeing them as an end in themselves and enjoying *that*. This gets even murkier here at AW because there are models, such as yourself, who actively participate on the boards and are hardly shy about voicing their opinions and views. How much does that change the usual relationship of porn where images of women are considered only as means to an end? And what does it mean, here at AW, that the models who tend to have the most fans are precisely the ones that post the most at the boards, rather than the reverse?

I know for myself that my very favorite models tend to be exactly those that participate here the most (you and Liandra, to be precise, ahem) precisely because getting to know you *as people* makes the videos/shoots so much more engaging. This is exactly why I said that the spontaneous vid of you and Liandra was simply the hottest video I'd ever seen *anywhere*. Because it was with two models whom I've had the pleasure of getting to know a little and because it was about *you two* not us. (That there was an amazing genuine chemsitry between you two didn't hurt, however...)

sorbet

10th March 2006, 10:18 PM

living on the edge and with Matilda sharing the vision, what a place to be

blissed

10th March 2006, 11:19 PM

(That there was an amazing genuine chemsitry between you two didn't hurt, however...)

I agree, I think it was at the heart of what made the video good.

romeo

11th March 2006, 03:29 PM

Hy Matilda
i'm happy see your look everytime go better,here spring is starting a little and soon can go to sea with yacht(isn't mine,i'm not so rich..... my friends have that),personaly i hate spring because i'm allergian to pollin,anyway life is ok.
i have many questions for you:
what kind of music you play?what music you like?
what you like in a guy?
in a girl?
what you turn off ?
what you like your partner do to you in sex?
what you don't like do in sex?
your hair are natural red?
well my real name is Riccardo,i like reggae music and before sex i love play with hugs,kisses,massages.............
and i have attraction for readhead girls,why?
take care of you
Ciao

Mermur

11th March 2006, 06:35 PM

(That there was an amazing genuine chemsitry between you two didn't hurt, however...)

(That there was an amazing genuine chemsitry between you two didn't hurt, however...)

Huh???

Vid Dude

12th March 2006, 12:33 AM

lorenzop has just asked to have his name changed.

stoneyyy

14th March 2006, 01:29 PM

So which one is the infamous Elfie I have heard about.

Seems like he has Abby, Luxman and Vid Dude on their toes already

Diablo

14th March 2006, 02:08 PM

Elfie, version 1.0 (http://forums.abbywinters.com/vbulletin/member.php?u=7128)
Elfie, version 2.0 (http://forums.abbywinters.com/vbulletin/member.php?u=78889)
Elfie, version 3.0 (http://forums.abbywinters.com/vbulletin/member.php?u=114528)

I wonder what exciting new features this latest version has to offer! :)

Mrs Roops

14th March 2006, 02:18 PM

turpster

14th March 2006, 05:11 PM

HI Matilda

It's about a month since I joined this outrageously good site and, though preferences are unbecoming, it would be wrong of me to suggest anything except that you have to be the sexiest model on the site... that I've seen so far, anyway. It may be the bush, or the willingness to do just about anything on camera, but girl you really are something special.

Lets see LOADS more please...

AC

carla

15th March 2006, 08:03 AM

whats up? miss you my crazy friend!

matilda

21st March 2006, 08:16 AM

G'Day everybody, sorry its been a while things have been crazy around here! Abby has been doing technical training with me so I have started going on shoots all by myself! you proud? I have been enjoying the alone time with Abby, im trying to get into her pants... imagine her first appearance on the site a T3 with me? I bet she'd be good...hehehe.

Hey blissed, i know what you mean between the two sites there is so much going on, i really want to head over to ISM and post, but i hate posting half assed, so until I have time to post every couple of days there and keep up with the forums I am apprehensive. I just did a really cool video series, i cant wait till it goes up itll be awesome... Glad you enjoyed the video and my breasts, it is a cool video isnt it?

About that clitoris, maybe try E Bay?

nice one ditiglist, i think all those questions you asked outline perfectly why this site is so awesome, both for its content and its members. I think our "relationships" (for lack of a better word) show how the concept of pornography is maturing and branching out. It make so much sense to me that I cant imagine why anyone would want regular porn in its place. It makes it not wrong at all; when you can talk to the girls you watch and you know they like you watching , and when you have people like myself and Liandra whose personalities out way there physical attractiveness (in my opinion) you would WANT to know us because then you do know that we get off on you watching - and that regardless of what we are doing in the videos you can look at me fully clothed and go, "I KNOW that girl likes sticking her finger up her ass" as opposed to someone who is two dimensional. That knowledge makes it so much more engaging than most porn. More engaging to us here means WAY sexier. Its lucky that we are all at the forefront of this isnt... cool place to be really. I also think it does mean we have to be careful about the kind of shoots we do, and I think our only limitation is finding a way to acurately represent male/female sex... and i dont think we should touch it till we have found a way...

welcome to the fun turpster! more and more is on the way, love your taste in women... prefrences are not unbecoming when your taste is faultless, hehehe its not like you only like my shoots for my boobs now is it...

TowelBoy

21st March 2006, 08:39 AM

Dear Matilda,

G'Day everybody, sorry its been a while things have been crazy around here!
Abby has been doing technical training with me so I have started going on shoots all by myself! you proud? ...

Very proud of you ... I'm sure you will have a natural " feel " for it !

I have been enjoying the alone time with Abby, im trying to get into her pants...
imagine her first appearance on the site a T3 with me? I bet she'd be good...hehehe

I think I just imagined the above quote ... Matilda didn't really say that ... Did she ? ... :o

By the way Matilda ... Can I really get hold of one on eBay ?
:)
TowelBoy

matilda

21st March 2006, 08:40 AM

and in answer to Romeo, or should I say Ricarddo's questions,

what kind of music you play?what music you like? I like lots of music, mainly alternative, my favorite kind is girl punk bands like bikini kill, sleater kinney, remake remodel, the gossip and the breeders, i also really like grunge and heaps more! The music I play is pretty much a collaboration of the music I like, so its sounds like girl punk pretty much, pretty sloppy and fairly political. Hehe I can hear you all groaning from here.

what you like in a guy? I dont know what I like in a guy. oh wait, yes i do, I like smart guys and perceptive. People who get it. thats my only requirement, i have no time for idiot with no clue. oh yeah and they have to be a fighter. not the punch up kind, but the fuck you lets change the world kind. People who know things are fucked and want to change them.

in a girl? Pretty much the same as I like in a guy

what you turn off ? idiots. oh god i hate idiots.

what you like your partner do to you in sex? I dunno, i like it when people come up with stuff, i never really have favorite things cos then you want that from some and get dissapointed if it doesnt happen. I like the unpredictable nature of sex, thats what excites me and if Im excites everything is good, so I guess I like my partner to just go for it and do whatever...

what you don't like do in sex? hmmm selfish lovers.

your hair are natural red? its a copper kind of colour, the red is fading more as I get older. I think its my favorite when it is red though...

uh oh its dinner time ill post tommorow i promise, hope i made sense! xoxoxo<3

maryjane

21st March 2006, 11:37 AM

hey you sexy bitch beast.
the computer told me that you had something about me written in your thread, so i came to say you are one fucking spunky bitch who i missed for a whole year long.....you should call me....hehehee

romeo

21st March 2006, 08:31 PM

HY Matilda
Hy guys
spring is start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow i love this period,when all nature will wake up,new love stories will born and every day will be more wanderful
Matilda i know you like winter,but here spring is no so hot,just lovely warm,nice for walk without jacket,and stay out all night will be confortable
i wish to everybody great time
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeee
kisses and hugs are only for Matilda eh eh eh eh eh

fuji_w

24th March 2006, 03:59 AM

Hi Matilda How are you?
I wanted to see you today! I'm in the office now!
Hope you are doing alright and see you soon~!!
Fuji

Aladin

28th March 2006, 04:37 PM

Matilda, just looked at backstage 104. You and Armine are sensational!
I have trouble recovering from such tenderness and beautifulness. You are such a soft tough cookie!
Take care. We love you.
A.

TowelBoy

28th March 2006, 10:48 PM

Dear Matilda,

Great to " see " you in the Preview photo with Paula, Chloe B and Penelope ... Please Look Here (http://forums.abbywinters.com/vbulletin/attachment.php?attachmentid=2774&stc=1&d=1143419817)
So you have " jumped in " again ... you are very generous !
Paula says you also " helped " them out in the Shower -
And she thinks the video camera was running -
I wonder if you are able to confirm this for me ?
I might not survive the " Suspense " !
It almost sounds too good to be true.
Anyway ... You might like to relieve me ... :o
:)
TowelBoy

matilda

28th March 2006, 11:48 PM

Ahhhh yes towel boy; i can confirm the camera was running - and it was a rather enjoyable shower indeed; by rather enjoyable i mean FUCKING AWESOME. er hm. Allow me too contain myself. No doubt the video will be edited and brorught to you in due time, for your enjoymeant. I can undertand the wait will be difficult. But you must pull through in order to watch the results, yes?

What a day it was - I cant believe these two girls exist, they are so beautiful and funny, and they have sooo many cool clothes, and perfume and hilarious stories, and giggle and then THEY SLEEP TOGETHER! Its amazing. I am looking forward to sneaking them into my house and having my way them sometime in the near future. Well I can dream cant I? We did the shoot on a Saturday and I was fairly hungover and worried I wasnt gonna make it through the day, but then the girls arrived and asked to watch the vid of me and Liandra and all of a sudden it was going to be a great day. It was so fun making sexual jokes all day - and the shower oh, the shower. I've said it before and Ill say it again, I love my job. And I am in love with Paula and Chloe, we can only thank them for letting us share the in the first time they hooked up, and for my own sake i certainly hope it wont be the last.

I have a photo of them masturbating at my desk pinned up next to my desk so I can look at it all day long....ahhhh

In other news, we shot a couple of great models yesterday, one of thems parents were Seventh Day Aventist's and her dad was a minister or something! SHe still goes to church every week and sings prayers and stuff, it was soooooooo funny. You can imagine the kick I got out of that.

I am staying with susie for a while and it is sooo funny, this morning we made fruit salad and ate it with blue cheese mmmmm. We brought pizza in for lunchy today that we made last night, we are so domestic!

Thanks Aladin, soft and tough hey? Cool. You take care also...

hugs and kisses everyone love M(roll mmmmmmmmmmmmmm) (hahaha, ew someone punch me)